12th Feb:Laal Ishq: Rahhe Kyun Rutha Rutha, Manbasiya?

Posted: 10 years ago


She puts everything on the backburner and all her questions center around Rudra and his Mommy secret. She is so rattled by Rudra's agony and a curiosity shop at his human shades , that she doesn't leave Sunehri in peace until she knows why Rudra's mother is his thorn in the heart. She worries about baby Rudra and how sad he must have been. She almost accuses the mysterious mother for daring to break his heart. Or should i say the heart of her "unhone" ( it sounds like music from her mouth - there is a respectful fondness in the way she says it). She is a prisoner and he has destroyed her life , but her heart and her thoughts plunge towards that " chhotta sa baccha". Her thoughts only mildly divert to her misery when Rukmini visits. But as soon as she sees Rudra , her eyes cloud again and she feels bad for him. She doesn't know what to say that can make the "chhotta baccha " feel better. In that moment, irrespective of all the animosity between them , Paro wanted to say something to make  him feel better. Call it her basic compassion or her dormant attachment to him, but she did want to heal his septic. And when Rudra broke her heart. she patted the hope dove in her heart and told her to stop dreaming of the "chhotta baccha". This is Rudra. 

She moves beyond the emotional connect and displays some perfect psychological symmetry and synchronization with Rudra. Lying and deceiving is not Paro's nature - but she handles Mausam aunty's potato and Jaipur questions like an innocent pro. Imagine! Just imagine! Paro cooked a whole story of potatoes and missing Lugaais on the spot. Whatever Rudra has told her and she has observed of him, she used it with presence of mind. And the girl is innocence - not dumbness. She uses her brain and asks Rudra to teach her the use of kitchen appliances - her smartness in keeping the pretense of a Jaipur city girl may not be perfect - but its almost the work of a budding pro at it. 

We, again, return to the emotional synchronization. When Rudra rips open his heart and his gallons of venom, Paro lets him know that she is not foolish. She can see that he is suffering , that she is not alone in this desert - he is here, burning with her. No, she will not say anything to save herself or get rid of being his fiancee. They will stay here in this cold palace , suffer together , so that if she is hurting , he is in pain as well - lets call it mutual punishment , but we are in this together. And as she says so, tears well up in her eyes, scared of the man in front of her, and yet full of intrigue and a laidback sympathy. The eyes that send Rudra running off in terror of being recognized and embraced. 


In perfect sync to this is Rudra. He has read the sympathy flamingo flying in Paro's pupils. He has understood that his defences are dropping and she is beginning to see through him. He uses the only weapon that he has - TEMPER. He goes charging at Paro and accuses her in angry tears that he is in this state because of her. He came back to this dungeon because of her. He is bearing all this torture because of her. And he hates this sympathy in her eyes and he hates this face of hers - because it makes him and reminds him of the word VULNERABLE. 

Rudra tries to return to the cold and quiet pattern by re-attaching to his "Kya?" and the steady , in-your-face gaze as he teaches her the workings of a kitchen. He behaves as though nothing happened , but once the Pandora's box opened , we all know it was never closed. So, as soon as the dining table is vacated by the Ranawat family , Rudra reminds Paro and reiterates the fact that he is her enemy , that she hates him and that her destroyed life is his handiwork. He baits her again that she can be released from this cold palace if she tells the truth and sides with BSD. But the answer that Paro gives him is on some other tangent altogether - the tangent that is beyond the case - the tangent of Rudra and Paro. Her answer and her eyes scare the living daylights out of Rudra. 

What follows is not a threat or an outburst. ITS THE TRUTH. When Rudra drops his fortress in front of Paro in frustration , and leads her to his bedroom , he is telling the truth in form of an accusation. When he says that Paro is mistaken if she has understood his pain, his agony , his abyss , his starless night , he knows that she is NOT mistaken. When he says that what she thinks or says has impact on him , he means that he is terrified of what she is doing to him. When he makes her beauty sound like an abuse, he is not abusing her there, he is reminding himself that beauty is an abuse to humanity. 

Rudra is beginning to understand that Paro is becoming synchronized with him , so all his outburst on Paro today is the outburst of an ostrich who hides his neck in the desert , hoping that truth shall not follow him. More than the Tejawat case, you can see Rudra is desperate to put Paro out of is life - he doesn't want Paro to forget even for a millisecond that she should see him only his venom. He does NOT see hatred in Paro's eyes and that is what drives him mad and makes him as scared as a goat being chased by a predator. 

Rudra just got a shocker trailer today of a  very very minute possibility that  his and Paro's relationship of a captor and a captive might shift weight. He bent his spine for her safety and she melted her pupils for his agony.

Emotional and Psychological Synchronization are signs of true soulmates. Soulmates who may have met just yesterday but have lived in each-other through sands of time.Rudra and Paro have slipped into that pattern like hand in a glove. 

Title of the post today? See the episode and you will know. Ajeeb baat hai. Insaan barbaadi ki taraf bhaagta hai, lekin mohabbat se khauff khaata hai. Sympathy is not an abuse or alms in a beggar bowl. It only means that someone is human enough to shed a tear for you. Simple. 

P.S- Mausam Aunty is a CID fan and she has been contributing to the ratings of that cult show since past 16 years. Kudos! 
Posted: 10 years ago
So today you dedicated the whole post to Rudra and Paro! Justified, absolutely justified! 

You have beautifully described the emotional click between the leads.. Rudra is already attached to Paro, so much that he is enduring all these pain and heart-break for her.. And although he said this to Paro to terrify her, he actually gave Paro another instance of his vulnerability.. 

And Paro - for a minute I thought she was sympathized for Rudra and will try to understand his anger as an expression of his pain .. but no! She was just being human and all she had in her mind is that 'Chhota bachcha'.. and the encounter reminds her that, no its the same 'Jallad'  .. and she repeats her threat! 

All their parts were wonderfully acted.. the soft, understanding avatar at the kitchen and anguished &  helpless desperation whenever they were alone.. Both actors are outstanding! 

Among others, Dilsher was very impressive. His facial expression at the dining table was worth watching! 

Great episode! 
Edited by golpokobita - 10 years ago
Posted: 10 years ago
You have described Paro well. She is a silent fighter. And Rudra cannot handle this as he is used to handle guns and girls like Laila. I am happy that atleast Rudra can give back to Masala chachi. She taunts too much and no one is ready to stand against her. Both of them are in pain and a day will come when they share their pain.
Posted: 10 years ago

So emotions have started creeping in. Paro being a soft hearted person would be swayed by someone else's tragedy.  I mentioned yesterday that at the end when he sees her, his eyes & features harden because he is reminded she is the reason fr him to return, tolerate and travel down this road of grief once again.

Their eyes emote so much to each other, the silent communication, the unspoken connection is growing day by day.😳

Every step she will take towards him, he will widen the distance further with his pseudo hate for her. The innocent child hovers in his eyes and emotions that is y she couldn't help herself & gave in to comfort or offer a hand at reassurance. He understood why she was hesitating next to him, so he lashed out.

Paro is shy and meek, but not at the cost of her self-respect. I loved it she told Sumer openly his fault & displayed her disgust on her face.  Sumer trying to put Rudra down in front of her didn't gel well with her either.

Kakisa up to her tricks... I loved the jitni seedhi line... After all she is Rudra's fiance...nothing will be extracted so easily.

 Maithli quite progressive considering adoption in the environment she is in.

Dilsher wants her as his DIL, an adorable scene, she coming to them for help.

Rudra doesn't speak a lot, but when he does, he makes sure his Kakisa's mausam biadh jaye thoroughly!😆

The pretense is getting to him. It is grating on him to become familial/attached to her presence, caring for his needs. She has a genuine reason to hate' him bt he doesn't. Bt her retaliation is in her silence which makes him boil in fury! So he admits she is a beautiful woman. Oh Well, the first step is always the hardest & it has been taken.

What was the need to drill into her that she better not think that she is beginning to know him, understand him, his thoughts, anger- the stone heart will not melt. Why such a ferocious outburst if it doesn't affect him? The chipping away at the fortress has already begun.

Edited by Sofna - 10 years ago
Posted: 10 years ago
Originally posted by anoom


You have described Paro well. She is a silent fighter. And Rudra cannot handle this as he is used to handle guns and girls like Laila. I am happy that atleast Rudra can give back to Masala chachi. She taunts too much and no one is ready to stand against her. Both of them are in pain and a day will come when they share their pain.

Thank you.😃...Paro is strong and resilient in spirit. If she connects to Rudra, she can take care of him. Rudra can no longer pretend in front of Paro. He can be a cool dude in front of everyone, but the girl is beginning to know his secret.
Posted: 10 years ago
Awesome post MKM, enjoyed your post yesterday too.  Loved how the writers have kept Paro consistent from childhood, 15 years ago she was the little girl who despite her own loss and agony reached out to another child in pain and gave her favorite doll to him to ease his suffering. That gesture still brings relief to the grown up Rudra. Today we saw glimpses of the same behaviour despite her agony she could feel for the young boy who felt abandoned and tried reaching out to him. Edited by showviewer - 10 years ago
Posted: 10 years ago
Excellent post as usual 👏
Posted: 10 years ago
Dne..of to read yr post...😳
Posted: 10 years ago
Lovely post and truely amazing episode...It's definitely a start of an understanding...not understanding among themselves, but understanding each other...Rudra dislikes the fact that Paro sees through him and more importantly that he melts at her sight...He is not really attracted or affected by her yet...But he doesn't see deception in her...which bugs him the most...hence, he keeps reminding himself and her that he knows she is deceptive...he has to remind himself that her beauty isn't something to be trusted, infact that makes her the least reliable of them all...In his anger he opens his soul to her...letting her glimpse the Pain, the frustration, the sheer agony of living in his previous home is bringing him...n though she fails to find a human in him now...she will surely see through him soon...She is angelic and her purity doesn't allow her to hate anyone...She dislikes him...but she is human to a fault...she can't comprehend why a mother would abandon her own child...Not once does she feel that it was his fault or that he didn't deserve his mother...which she could have..considering she calls him jallad...She somehow blames the mother for destroying him...her annoyance of the mother when she knows nothing about her or her situation suggests that she sympathizes with her jallad, without any malice the pure hearted girl that she is wanted to say something to take away his pain...but he reverts to his anger...so she would stop looking at him with those sympathic eyes...

He is losing his calm around her and is being more honest with her than he wants to be...Loved today's episode to the core...It wasn't romantic at all...but it definitely was dramatic...two broken souls are getting pulled towards each other and they keep reminding themselves that the other is the demon, so the pain doesn't engulf them and they can use the hatred to survive...yet when they are with each other...their mutual pain seems to rule both of them ..so much so that they open their hearts and their pain to each other..letting the enemy break through their defenses...they both tried so hard to put up...
Posted: 10 years ago
Originally posted by golpokobita


So today you dedicated the whole post to Rudra and Paro! Justified, absolutely justified! 

You have beautifully described the emotional click between the leads.. Rudra is already attached to Paro, so much that he is enduring all these pain and heart-break for her.. And although he said this to Paro to terrify her, he actually gave Paro another instance of his vulnerability.. 

And Paro - for a minute I thought she was sympathized for Rudra and will try to understand his anger as an expression of his pain .. but no! She was just being human and all she had in her mind is that 'Chhota bachcha'.. and the encounter reminds her that, no its the same 'Jallad'  .. and she repeats her threat! 

All their parts were wonderfully acted.. the soft, understanding avatar at the kitchen and anguished &  helpless desperation whenever they were alone.. Both actors are outstanding! 

Among others, Dilsher was very impressive. His facial expression at the dining table was worth watching! 

Great episode! 

Thanks Gollu. I think Rudra's and Paro's parts stood out today due to their various shades , and the story-level signs that they both are becoming in sync with each-other. Paro is capable of loving Rudra as he is and it shows - just this misunderstanding should clear and she should know the truth. Same goes for Rudra as well, even though not many heart hopes can be pinned on him. 

Dilsher ka toh aaj din banaa diyaa usske bete aur usski beendni ne.😆

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