Aaah my feels! I missed the initial 5 minutes of today's episode cause I just got home then. But I think I caught it at an amazing moment!
Bindi Bai-Sa, I so don't want you to die! You are among my favorite characters and your bubbly charm and amazing accent has already made me fall in love with you. I sooo hope someone rescues you from the crocodile-Sa. I cannot bear to see you get all eaten up. I wish their is some sort of shipping possibility of you and Aman. But I think that is just my fickle heart denying your death. 😭
I wish you hadn't gone to the one man who was worst to be confided in. Like seriously? Why did you have to go to Thakur-Sa! 😭 😭
Next came the Paro-Varun aka PaRun scene. See, I still can't make up my mind whether he is a good guy or not. What I don't understand is, that how can all the gun smuggling carry on under his nose and Banna-Sa and NO idea about it?
That is why every time he smiles at Paro, I just cringe. I don't know why... But my heart just can't seem to accept the fact that he is completely CLUELESS about the arms deals.
Or maybe, He is just some Anaath, as he said, that the gun smugglers are using to get their business done.
I dunno, but the sweet honey laden things he said to Paro, just made me sad for her.
Also, the moment he uttered, "B.Com... B.Com samajhti hai naa aap... College ki degree hoti hai." I cried for Paro. The look of sadness on her face, regarding her education was momentary, yet very powerful.
And then afterwards, she bared all her weaknesses too in front of him. Gosh, how beautifully you are protraying Paro, Sanaya! I can't help but feel each and everything that you make me feel by the expressions of Paro!
Then the imli, namak alag se... Shaabash Banna-Sa. Aap toh sixer pe sixer maare jaao bas.
The time when she was running, I was giggling like a mad woman coz my engagement lehenga is almost a replica! And I can't squeal more on the coincidence!
Then as she reaches mandir... She bared her very beautiful life long dream... Of having a home of her own. It is breaking me so much knowing that she is NOT going to get it in the near future. That things won't be this easy for her. That the choona, the keel, the calender... even such small things won't be granted to her. I wanna bawl my eyes out thinking what the immediate future holds for her.
The dialogue that made my day was, "Kaas Unka naam Aapka Ek Naam Hota..." Haaye, she doesn't even know Rudra's name til now... Yet it is amazing how perfectly fit there names are for each other. And how subconsciously, she wants his name to be joined with her.