Priya was talking to herself
"Whats wrong u with u priya"
"U cant call him ur man "
"U cant call him priya that way"
U said yes to him becoz u were just keeping Krishna aunty words that all nothing more than that.
"priya no u cant repeat it this again"
"Priya try to understand the situation u cannot once again repeat the same mistake"
"u should never think about ram anymore".
"U can do it priya" by fisting her palm in half she was telling all this dialogues
"Common u can do it"
But after mitigating herself that way once again priya was feeling so gratified about ram and thinking his happiness is hers too
she did not wanted to esteem about him but feelings were out something which were out of jurisdiction whatever she tried to not to envision about ram but even after lots of trials only to get floundered.
All were congratulating ram but priya just gave a grin and left the place. When she was walking out she saw many girls circumabienting ram and congratulating him one girl named isha who is the most beautiful girl of college was trying to fondle ram and articulating him for long time.
Priya was standing at a distance where she could gaze ram but ram cannot see her and was scrutinizing every moment of ram for a long time she felt so crummy and her heart was burning in jealousy seeing ram with that isha but some where she her ego did not allow her to call it as jealousy but at the same time she did not know what to call this strange feeling becoz she herself was unaware of this feeling.
She never felt the same when manish was with many girls but why only ram
Why priya was getting jealous when she saw ram with many girls was which she had to realise but her ego stopped her from thinking about it.
Neha was also with priya both were clutching books in 1 hand and handbag in the other hand and walking slowly but all priya jealousy turned into acrimony.
Priya kept a pout on her face and was telling
Priya:yaar neha woh ladkii ko dekhoo kaise chipak jaari
Neha:kon ladki aur kisko chipak jaari ??
Priya got even more annoyed 1 thing is she could not express her jealousy and other thing is it was getting into her nerves becoz she cannot stop ram from talking to isha and other thing which was even making her rage was neha was keeping question mark face and in a enraged voice told
Priya:or kiski baat karungi main
wahi isha dekho kaise ram se chipak jaake baat kaari aur ram bhi kuch nahi kehre
neha giggled to priya
priya became even more exasperate with neha giggle and her face turned into crimson and looking at neha
neha:achaa ok baba sorry
achaa mujhey teri problem samaj nahi aari
isha ram se chipak jaari ye teri problem hain ya ram usey kuch nahi bolree ye teri problem hain
priya was blank she did not know what is the answer for neha question becoz when she herself does not know what will she answer neha this is what priya should comprehend.
priya:mujhey nahi patha with a bewildered face
Neha:priya mujhey jalnee kii bhoo aari
Priya:kyaa kaha se kuch jalraa kyaa
She was gazing the surroundings as if something is burning in their surroundings
Neha:buddhu yaha se aari hain
Pointing towards her heart
With a bewildered and a ferocious face
Saying this she hit neha hands badly
Priya ur heart is burning in jealousy ye tab athaa hain jab hum kise se pyaar kaarthe aur jab humara lover kisi se closely baat ki toh ye pyaar jealousy ki tarah bahaar aathi hain
Priya :what rubbish pyaar waar kuch nahi hain aur jealousy ki toh baat nahi hain
Aur waise bhi main pagal hoo jho tujhey ye baat baatiye
She said sulkingly and said in angry tone
Main jaari hoo ...
Neha was calling priya but she left the place without turning back when neha was calling
When neha said priya was befuddled but yes somewhere neha's every word has a lot of impact on priya's heart .
Priya was thinking about what all neha was saying and walking parallely she went and sat near a lake which was at the back side of the college the lake was large and appealing the azured water lake was surrounded by huge rocks on all sides and but there was a place at rth length of the lake there was a small space constructed with large concrete tiled in 3 to 4 layers horizontally where only 3 to 4 ppl can seat and have fun enjoying the nature the stream in the lake the cool air which was flasting from to and fro direction enhances the delightness of ppl who seat there priya slowly went and sat on the concrete flooring with bag beside her and placed her both legs in the lake the cool water percepted her legs making her quiver for a while and she collected the small pebbles there and started drobbling them in water and they were rising becoz of pebbles placed in it the cool air was hitting her hair and her hair was splaying along with the direction which led her to think about ram and
Why she could not tolerate isha near ram what neha was telling to her just now
Priya was asking her heart all this questions
"Do i really love ram"
"what ever neha said is it true ?"
"how can i love ram??"
i loved manish if i loved manish then how can my heart forget manish and loved ram
" love only happens once in life time "
then why always my heart only fathom about ram
why when ever i open and close my eyes why i can envisage ram's image
why am wishing that i should see him around myself when ram comes late to class why my heart feels so restless and why will my eyes be searching for him why i don't feel like sitting in class when ram is not in class why am feeling bad when ram was talking to isha
Why the impact of ram is more on me why i did not feel the same for manish whatever feelings i had for manish
"Was is it infraturation ya love??"
" whatever am doing with ram is it infraturation or love"
"What is right"
Am unable to decide what feeling i have for ram
" is it love ya infraturation again"
she did not want to get hurt just like it happened in the past
what if ram only has infratuaration on me and after sometime if he realise he don't love me
i cannot again overcome the agony what i went through once i don't have that strong heart to once again move through that face once again
One more question was also shovering in mind
Is ram loving me ya is he attracted to me
So many questions but priya was not getting a single answer and when she was thinking she was even more driving her into puddle of turbelence
But when we don't get answers for any matter after a lot of trials its better we leave it to time and time will surely answer all the questions which we have and priya also did the same she left the time to answer.
Time is something which teaches u many lessons which heals the past bitter memories which keeps u happy with some sweet memories when u think about it which answers ur questions which u left it to answer and but it will never return for us but we have to go on with time so once time is lost it will never again return this is the most and precious gift of nature if u use it correctly and ur enemy if u waste it
Ram changed his outfit from sports to formal one and came to canteen where vikram and neha were discussing about priya eventually ram also joined them
Neha:yaar vikram mujhey toh lagraa ha hain ki priya ram se pyaar karne laagi
Vikram:saach ye toh achii news hain apart from this winning sports
Ram slowly joined them and came and sat beside vikram who was sitting opposite to neha
Neha:hi ram congrats
He did not even bother to say thanks his heart was only searching for his love he thought priya will be with neha but he felt disheartened becoz priya was not with neha
Ram:priya kaha hain yaar maine aaj sirf use ek baar dekhaa
Ram was feeling dejected that priya did not congratulate her
Neha was anticipating to tease him
Neha: woh ram priya ki thabiyat achaanak karab hogaayi aur woh ghar chali gaayi
Hearing the word priya health is not good ram ecstatic face changed to agitated and a somber face
Ram:kyaa hua priya ko with so much restless ness in his voice
Neha:relax mazaak kaari hoo
Ram got so much raged and said
Ram:yaar plz priya ke bare main kuch bhi mazaak maat karoo
Neha:achaa teek baba nahi karungi
Vikram:yaar tere liye ek good news hain jise sunke tum pagal ho javoogi
Ab bool kyaa hain good news said sulkingly
Ram:aab tum bhi teri neha ki tarah mujhey pareshaan karna chahti hoo kyaa
Vikram:abhey nahi saachi tum pagal ho javoogi
Ram:achaa teek hain
With a arrogant attitude face
Vikram:tho badle mujhey kyaa milegaa
Ram gave him 2 tight slaps on his head
Vikram:ouch kyaa yaar tum bhi naa
achaa sun tumhari pyaar ki devi ko pyaar hogayaa
Ram:kyaa clarity maintain kaar bolo kyaa kisko kyaa hua
Vikram:achaa priya tujhse pyaar kaarne laagi
He just got up from his seat and wanted to scream shouting
"mujhey mera pyaar mil gaya"
But just got up what ever tiredness and somber was reflecting in his face all went off and his face was filled with ecstasy
Ram:tujhey kisne bataya
Ram:priya tujhey baatayi kyaa ki woh mujhse pyaar kaari
Neha:chill relax tum baito main batavungi
Woh tum isha se baat kaari thi naa tab woh priya jealousy se maar jaari thi
Woh mujse kehri thi ki tum uss ladki se itna dheer baat karne kyu dhiyaa
Ram was so so happy it was just reflecting in his grin his elation was echoing in every inch of his face his eyes were waiting to see the magical words from priya and his ears were dying to listen the 3 magical words from priya
Ram got distracted from his memory lane when neha spoke
Neha:but problem is madam don't know that she loves u
Ram:koi baat nahi main usey main aapne taareeke se ye baat use samjavungi
Ram decided that he will explain that what she is feeling for him is nothing but love
All the trio left to their respective places and priya left to her home from the lake
Days passed where ram was waiting to listen magical words from priya and priya was waiting for the answer what time shows her.
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