29th March
Aaj kitna ajeeb din tha' subah mujhe meri Zindagi ki sabse achchi surprise mili. Aur shaam ko maine un do insaano ko daanta jinse mujhe sabse jyaada pyaar hai. Life is really unpredictable.
Maine socha tha ki pyaar filmy hota hai. Gaane gaana' park me ghumne wagera wagera. Mujhe laga tha ki 40 yr old people pyaar kar hi nahin sakte. Par ab main samajh gaya hun ki pyaar to puja hai. Pyaar zindagi hai. Pyaar filmy nahin hai. Pyaar woh hai jo hame jeena sikhata hai. Love gives meaning to life, and Love is all about giving.
Jab Priya ne mujhe babuji ki statue dikhaayi to mere kya feelings the, I cannot write them down. They are undescribable. And to find out that fate had tried so hard to bring us together for so long. Unbelievable!
I wish I didn't have to scold Priya and Choti today. I wish this situation had not even arisen. Par kya karoon. Sirf un dono ki baat sunke main Sidhant to daant bhi to nahin sakta na.
Sidhant Maa ka favourite hai. Main isse kuch kehta to Maa bilkul khush nahin hoti. Aur unka gussa mujh par nahin, Priya par hota. And I cannot bear that. Jis din se meri shaadi hui hai, meri wish yahi rahi hai ki Priya is ghar ka hissa bane. Main jaanta hun ki Dadi aur Rishabh ne use apna liya, aur who bhi unse bohot pyaar karti hai. Rishabh uski kitni help bhi karta hai. Statue banwaane ke liye usne saari raat shop me bitaayi, sirf apni Bhabi ke liye. This makes me so happy.
Aur aaj laga ki Choti bhi Priya par bharosa karti hai. Use apni dil ki baat batati hai.
Par Maa aur Sid ne kabhi Priya ko apnaane ki koshish bhi nahin ki. I can understand that. Haar waale incident ke baad aisa to hona hi tha. Par ab main chahta hun ki un teeno ke beech dosti ho. Good relations ho. Aur agar main aaj Priya ki baat maankar Sid ko daanta, to Sid aur Maa Priya ko kabhi Maaf nahin karte.
Main jaanta hun ki Sid ki reputation achchi nahin hai. Main Choti aur Priya ki concern ko samajhta hun. Par main is family me jhagde bhi afford nahin kar sakta. Maine Babuji se waada kiya tha. Aur us din se apni parivaar me hi apni khushi dhundi hai'
Aaj mujhe aisa insaan mila hai, jo mujhse pyaar karta hai, jo mujhe khush dekh kar khush ho jaata hai. Main is khushi ko khona nahin chahta. Aur agar mere parivaar waale Priya se khush nahin hai, to Priya ka is ghar me khush rehna bohot mushkil hoga. Issliye mujhe aisa karna pada. I do hope she understands. I know she will. She is the only one who really understands me.
Rahi Sid ki baat, tho of course I know there is a problem. And I am going to deal with him. I just don't want to involve Priya in this.
Ab sochna yeh hai, ki itna sab kuch ho jaane ke baad, Kya Priya mujhe mere name se bulaayegi? 😉 Ab aur kitne din lag jaayenge Madam ka gussa door karne ke liye? Aur kitna manana padega yaar.
I hope phir se ghutno par na jaana pade.😲 Pichli baar baitha tha, to ghutno me dard ho gaya tha. Us din to pata nahin chala..kyonki main kuch aur hi nashe me tha, par agli din bohot dard hua tha 😉
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