ZOHA MAANEET FF- LOVING LAMENTS- ALL IN ONE GO-

He waited patiently for her to react, to yell at him, to cry. But nothing happened. She sat their quietly watching him. Hiding her emotion to show him as always, making her eyes blank to not make him know what's going in her mind. Cupping her face is again whispered. I missed you so much, you have no idea what went in me without you.

She just watches him, not knowing what to do, what to say? The moment she feared have finally came, he finally found her. On the other hand she was so happy to see him. After many years. He looks so matured, totally business man type. She wanted to hug him hard and cry. But didn't want to breakdown in front of him. She didn't want to lose that easily. Whatever he did was not so easy to forget. She was scared; he will again be depending on her and leave everything he earned. Now if he found her he will only want to spend her time with her, which she didn't want. She wants him to continue where he is. He was looking at her eyes, as if searching something. She knew he was searching for an answer, for the same love. No, not so easily. She gave him her famous blank look which she does. Whenever she will be angry with him.

He was not able to hold himself anymore. Hugging her he cried all his heart, showing all his pain, removing all the loneliness. She didn't hug him. He knows there are many things he has to sort out he was ready. But now he wanted to keep her close to him.

He only hugs her crying. She didn't like it. She never likes to see him like this. Wanting to comfort him, but afraid to speak, scared the word which will come in her mouth will be something sweet, she didn't wanted to. Keeping quite she let him pour his heart.I love you. I love you. I love you so much. He mumbled holding her tight with every word.

After like an hour he moved back facing her. She gently wipes his tears. Still my crybaby. He chuckled with his teary eyes and kisses her softly cupping her face. Why are you not yelling at me?

Did I ever? He smiled hugging her, keeping his head on her chest holding her waist.How is Khushi? He looks up to her, she looks down at him, he wanted to see her love, but she was hiding it. Sighing he look down. She is fine. Missing you. They sat in a silence, words were never important for them. They can hear each other's heartbeat. Maan knows she still love her the same, but didn't wanting to shown. I am scared, I don't trust you anymore. He sits straight and looks at her. Holding her hands he says.I know. But I will make you trust me again. She just looks at him in awe. Her Maan never have spoken any words to her like this. He never cared. Moving her hand she gently touch him. Wow, it feels so good. She missed the feeling so much. How much she loves this man, but scared to show it.

Suddenly there was knock on the door. She moved her hand and sit straight. Lora and Sam enter. Sam looks at her. She expects a hot discussion to be held. But both seem to be so relaxed. Geet look at her and turn to Maan. He understands. She is Sam. sameera. She actually. Ahh. He was finding it difficult to tell her, knowing she will be angry to know he took help finding her. She helped you. She said looking at his eyes. He gave her a pleading look. She shook her head. Still the same. Always need help. No. but I found you myself. Seriously. He said making an innocent face, she fell on it, wanting to smile, pull his cheek but hold herself. She looks at Sam.

Geet. You must sleep, it's late. She said looking at Maan. Asking him to leave. Maan didn't like it. He looks at geet.You both go and sleep, we are fine. Lora stormed out, she did not like it. How can she be so calm to him? He just came like that after many years. Not even giving any explanation.

Sam stood there looking at geet in confusion. Not knowing the reason of her so weird behavior. You can also go and sleep. Geet said her finding her lost. Sam again was shocked. She didn't ask her who she is. Why she came with Maan? Nothing. With her confuse mind she made her way to Lora room.

When they went out Maan keep his head on her lap. She starts to brush his hair. They were in peace, close to each others. Why didn't you bring Khushi? He played with her finger. I wanted to spend some time with you.

Still greedy. He chuckled looking at her. We missed you. She didn't say anything. He close his eyes finally feeling relax; a heavy burden is removed from his shoulder. His geet came to his life. Slowly he drifts to sleep. First time after so many years he was sleeping peacefully. When geet felt him sleeping. She gently kisses his forehead, finally smiling. Tear flow from her eyes. She missed him too. A lot. But he has to do a lot. I love you.

She stirred by some ringing noise, opening her eyes she saw something blinking in his pocket. Slowly m

Removing it she saw his mobile. There was a mail from office. He has to attend a meeting tomorrow in London. Scrolling down she checks all his mails. A smile spread on her face, her Maan is handling so big project. She looks down to his sleepy face. The person who never liked to do his notes is holding so many projects, she smiled proudly finally he is responsible. But her smile faded soon. What if he left everything now?

Her thought went to Khushi, she was desperate to see her, hold her, hug her and kiss her. Give her the love which she missed so many years. Their little angel have suffered a lot in-between them. She wanted to see her, how she looks like. What she likes and what not. Hope so Maan didn't made her stubborn. Caressing his hair, thinking of Khushi she again close her eyes and sleep.

Sam and Lora woke up early, going out they saw geet in the kitchen. Sam look at her, she look so calm, as if nothing happened. Going to her she tried to ask her the reason she left. Good morning. She turns morning.

Geet you will not go with him. Sam couldn't digest the words.Why not. Khushi is waiting for her. She should go. Geet poured the coffee in the cup, turning to them she said in a warning tone. Enough. It's between us. With that she went in her room. She is weird. Sam made a face. Lora smiled at her. Yes she is. It's been so long she is with me, but I still don't understand her. How can you. They both are something else.

She enters the room, at the same time Maan came out from washroom, a towel around his neck. He took the coffee and drinks it. Hmm. i missed it. Going to her he gave her half hug. Only my jaan can give me what I want. He never drinks this hard coffee, because only she knew his taste. She always has made for him. But after her he quit drinking it. He saw geet, she looked down immediately. I have a meeting. She nods her head keeping the tray on table. He saw her avoiding to look at her, he smiled inwardly knowing whenever she used to control herself she does it. She gives him shirt without looking at his eyes. He goes near to her, she look down. He takes the shirt and forwards it to her. She knows what he wants. Without questioning him she takes the shirt and start making him wears. Going back she guides it to his hand, slowly moving up her hand brush his skin giving Goosebumps to both. Moving to other side she slides his shirt to his arm. coming in front she start to button the shirt slowly controlling herself, not wanting to show him she still is effected by his touch. But Maan knew her too well. He knows she is also having the same feeling as he is having by her touch. Bringing her close by holding her waist, she continued to button the shirt.

Suddenly his phone ring. He moves away to take the phone from the bed. A smile crept on his lips seeing the caller id. Turning to geet he says. It's Khushi. An excitement came to her eyes, she ran to him, almost snatching the phone. He smiled moving it away. She gave him a glare. He smiled and came to her back, hugging her. Don't talk. He whispered putting the call in speaker, still hugging her with his one hand. Morning papa. A tear escaped from her eyes listening to her daughter, her voice is so sweet, and she smiled. For the first time after so many years he saw her smile, not for him but he will make this smile for him too. Kissing her cheek he says. Morning princess. How are you? Geet take the mobile in her one hand and with another holds Maan hand which was on her stomach. I'm fine. But missing you so much.

Missing you too baby.

Papa, you remember Na you promised for chocolate. He chuckled again kissing geet. I know. I will bring it. And yes we are coming today. He said wiping geet tears. She turns to look at his eyes, gently kissing her lips he moves away. Bye baby.

Bye papa. Love you. Geet tried to say something but Maan hang-up. She turns around. Why didn't you let me talk? She said pouting her lips starting to button his shirt again. He holds her waist. Because I want to give her surprise. Finishing the button she fixes. His collar.And yea. I want you to pack your bag when I come back. He smiles. I'm taking you back home. She looks into his eyes.What if I deny on going with you. He smiles cupping her face.You can never deny me. Kissing her forehead he says. I will be back soon. He moved to go, but was stopped by a hold.

She holds his hand seeing him going away. Be turned around to her. She hugs him keeping her head on his chest holding his waist. He smiled holding her back. She was so much longing to be in his arm, for him to hold her safe. I'm missing her.

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Geet was packing her bag, Lora and Sam entered. Geet think again. She didn't reply but continued to pack. Lora sighed; no one can change her decision now. She knew well the day Maan will come she will not think twice and go with him.

It was evening, trio sat in sofa watching TV. Geet was engrossed in her thought. Maan is so changed, the person who hates to wake up early, woke so early for his meeting. Even in this important day he dint left the meeting. He sounds so soft with Khushi. Khushi was so happy. He must have really kept her happy and much pampered. She speaks like Maan, demandingly. She was so happy to see all these. So happy that she will soon see her daughter. She remembers the morning incident. it was the first time after their marriage she have seen so much love in his eyes, infact it was first time this love was seen. The warmth of his embrace, she felt so good. Like her world is there, and yes it is. But she can't just show him now. She first has to make sure that did he really change? Will he really be able to be same now? She will not be weak this time. Not until she will be sure that Maan is enough responsible. He will have to face her silence, ignorant. Although she can't ignore him but yes she will not love him openly, the way she always did. She will not support him until her trust will be back

Her thought were broken by the door bell. She knows who it will be. Running she opened the door, while Sam look at her curiously and Lora rolled her eyes. Maan smiled seeing her. She didn't smile back but took his file and mobile. Giving her a kiss on her lips he says. Ready? We have to go to airport fast.

Yes sir.

Maan gives the luggage to the driver. Geet hug Lora. Take care. She move back and smiled. Maan came and say her bye. Thanx for everything you have done. She smiles nodding her head.

Trio sat in the car. Geet in middle. The drive was longer than usual.

Enough geet. Give it to me. Maan snatched his mobile, in which she was engrossed checking his office mail. Maan, I was just checking. She tried to take the mobile but he put it in his pocket. She made a face at him. Sam looks both of them curiously. Who will say that these two people were away from each others? They both are so weird when together. Geet. She is so difficult to understand. It's been two days they are together but she didn't saw her talking with her or Lora, the only person she speaks with is Maan. Lora will only get the answer of what she asks. She was so confused by her behavior, she expected someone really high ego, stubborn person who left Maan when he love her so much. But seeing her. She is so different from others.

Geet grab his wallet from his pocket checking it, but Maan snatch it away. Geet. You will see her after sometime. She made a face and keeps her head on his chest hugging him. I want to see her. He brings her close.Geet we will be there soon. Sam said smiling at her trying to make her talk. But geet look at Maan angrily. Why have you brought her here? He put his hand on her cheek. She wanted to see you. She moves close, holding his waist tight. I don't like her. Maan kissed her head moving her hair from her face. He looks up at Sam and mouth at her sorry. She smile and nods her head. She chuckled looking out of window? She was wrong. Khushi is not like Maan nor is her behavior because she was not receiving love. It's just she is like geet.

Geet was restless in the plane too. Maan sat in-between Sam and her. Geet hold his arm and keep her head on his shoulder. He played with her finger kissing them several time. Sam could only admire their love. After sometime geet dozed off. He looks at her only bringing her in his embrace caressing her cheek with his thumb.Khushi will be so happy. Sam said finding him lost in his wife. Hmm. she is going to get her mom.

They reached Delhi. Driver was already present there. She was getting restless as time passes. During the whole drive she hold on Maan hand tight. Oh god. Will she recognize me? He smiles squeezing her hand. She will. Don't worry. She nods.

When they reach little nearer. She keeps his hand on her heart. He could feel her rapid heartbeat. pitting his other arm around her he rub her arm. He also called maa and brij. no one knows the reason except brij that why he strictly told everyone to be present.

finally they reached the mansion. her eyes were stuck on it. it is so changed. so big. Maan held her and took her toward the door. Sam simply walk with them. geet give a worried look to Maan, he kiss her forehead. ringing the bell geet hold him tight. he chuckled and bring her behind him. Maan. what are you doing? he hold both her hand in front of him, not letting her to move. ssh geet. I want to surprise her. she hold his shirt tight when the door opened. he smile looking all of them already waiting for him. giving him confuse look to see a big smile in his face.

KHUSHI. he shouted, still holding geet behind him. no one could see her. baby come fast. Khushi ran down. papa. she shouted from upstairs running down. geet shivered by her voice holding Maan tight. when Khushi was little away he gesture her to stop by his hand. wait their honey. she frowned putting her hand on her hips. he smile moving away so all can see geet. a loud gasp came out from all seeing her. but her eyes were stuck on her angel. tears rolled down continuously. she leave Maan hand and run toward her hugging her tight. Khushi. my baby. she cup her face kissing her both cheeks forehead. mama. she whispered in low voice and bring her little fingers on her face. mama. you came. geet nods her head smiling widely, hugging her kissing continually, tears of joy didn't stop.I missed you so much baby. Maan stood at the door seeing the site which he dreamt for so long. all the family came near her. rano put a hand on her shoulder. geet look up taking Khushi in her arm she stood and hug her maa. rano kiss her head. all were in tears. she hug mom and dad. I'm so happy that you came. dad said kissing her forehead.

Khushi saw Maan standing. she gesture him to come. he come near and kiss her cheek. she hold geet locking her little arms around her neck. papa, you brought mama. both geet and Maan smile. geet kiss her cheek. yes princess, I finally brought her. geet was only admiring her daughter.

geet beta. go rest for a while. you must be tired, we will talk later. mom told her. she nods her head moving a step she stop, where should she go, which room should she go? she look above at their room. should she go there? have Maan still kept that room foe her too.

Maan understood and went to her he whispered. go to our room. she look in his eyes, he smile and assure her. she move and goes to their room.

Maan told everyone how he found geet. brij told that he wants to trust Maan this time. Sam bid a bye to everyone knowing they might need private time.

as geet entered the room she was shocked. Whole wall was decorated with her and their pic. There was also some Khushi pic. She smile thinking Maan has missed her so much that he tried to keep her close by seeing her everywhere. Tracing her finger to every picture she looks at them. How much she missed all this. Her Maan. Her daughter. How much she wanted to hold her like this. To see this family again. Maan have kept everything according to her wish in the room. It was clean, beautiful just as she wanted.

Geet sat on the bed with Khushi on her lap. She traces her little finger on geet face, her cheek, chin and eyes. Wiping the tears. No cry mama. She smiled hugging, kissing her head. Maan entered the room seeing both his love ones he smiled and sat behind geet hugging her and keeping his chin on her shoulder. Papa. Mama looks like me. Both chuckled at her innocence. No baby. You look like mama. She smiled widely kissing her mama both cheek.I missed you so much mama, me and papa really missed you a lot. Tears rolled down her eyes. Geet felt her shoulder getting wet; I think I have to handle two cry babies. Khushi giggles hugging her while Maan hug her from back kissing her neck. Khushi, tell your mama to promise that she won't leave us again. Khushi look at her with pleading eyes. Mama promise karo Na. geet turn her face to Maan, he look at her with teary eyes. You're blackmailing me. He smiled. Of course. She turns to Khushi. Kissing her forehead she replied. I love you baby. Suddenly Khushi moved back. I have so much to say you mama, you know... she started off saying everything thing to her while geet listen to her with a smile on her face. Maan kiss her cheek every now and then.

After a long time Khushi dint even stopped a while. Geet whispered softly. She is just like you. But she chatters more than you. He smiles kissing her cheek and whispering. I'm afraid you have two to handle now. They sat their listening to their daughter. Maan felt geet getting tired. Bus baby. Enough now mama is tired. You should also sleep. Saying this he takes her and made her lye on bed knowing she will not go to her room today. Mama. She extends her arm for geet. Geet smiled lying besides her patting her back. Maan went to change.

When he return he saw Khushi sleeping peacefully on geet arms. Smile he went and lye behind geet hugging her from back.I have been waiting for this for so long. Khushi was in deep sleep, kissing her forehead she turns around. Maan bring her close holding her waist. Her hand move to his face, cheek admiring him. Only she knows how much she missed sleeping with her family between her daughter and her life. Her fingers trace his stubbles. I'm so happy you are back. I was feeling so suffocated, so lonely. I needed you so much. She comes close, giving him a light feather kiss on his lips. He sighed holding her, keeping his lips on hers for longer. Bringing her beneath him. Slowly bring her lips in his mouth.

Both start to nibble each other's lips. How much she tries but she couldn't be away from him. Going out of breath he moves away keeping his forehead on her, both breathing heavily. Khushi stirred keeping her hand on geet stomach moving close to her arms. She turns around and hugs her hiding her smile and blush. Maan lie down and hug her keeping his cheek on hers. Playing with her fingers which were on Khushi waist. Both laid in a silent. Geet smile was not stopping she hide her face in Khushi neck not wanting to show him. Not at least now.

I'm tired geet. Very tired. I can't hold so much alone. Please. I did whatever you wanted. Whatever you said. But now I'm tired. I want to leave everything and be with you only. Please.

Her smile faded, breath was caught on her throat. The moment she feared finally came. The thing due to which she was hiding herself came in front of her. Every hard work went in vain. She jerks his hand away from her. He again holds her.Please jaan. She jerks it again. He holds her shoulder. After a long time she turn around. He put his hand on her cheek looking at her eyes. If you said that again, I will leave you again. And this time for... he put his finger on her lips not letting her to complete. Please. Don't say that. I really need you geet. Cupping his face she whispered softly. I will be. Always. But only if you continue where you are. He looks at her eyes. It was hard for him now. If geet is with him he wants to spend more of his time with her. But he can't let her down like this. Sighing he kiss her forehead. I promise. I will. She moves forward hugging him. Her nightmare was still there. She can't trust him so easily. He have to work harder now after this.

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Slowly opening her eyes she smiled sleepily seeing Khushi sleeping in her arm with one arm around geet neck. She kiss her chubby cheeks admiring her closely, she truly looks like her. Same eyes, same lips, same cheeks and same hair. She chuckled remembering her chatters. Just like Maan. Turning around she didn't find Maan. Where is he?

Getting up she goes to cupboard hoping for some cloths. Opening it she was shocked to see her dresses were neatly hanged. Maan have kept everything so nicely. Taking a white dress she went to take a shower.

Coming out she saw Khushi sitting on bed rubbing her eyes looking here and there. Going to her she kisses her forehead putting her in her lap.Good morning. She smiles kissing geet cheek. Morning. And keeps her head on geet chest closing her eyes. She pats her sometime but she didn't sleep. Moving back she just admires her mother.Today mama will make breakfast for you. But before that let's take you for a shower. She excitedly nods running to her room.

Giving Khushi a bath she went to kitchen to make her a breakfast. Khushi went to living room to sit with dad and dadi. Geet enters the kitchen and find mom there. Mom. She turns around giving her a smile. You wake up. Good I was waiting for you. Geet smile standing beside her. Where is Maan? Mom could only smile. She is not changed. The first thing she always wants to see in morning was always Maan and now too. He went to office beta. He has a meeting. He told me to tell you. Geet look at her mom. He is changed geet. He is not the Maan you left. Sometime we feel so good with the change, but sometime so bad. Geet knot her eyebrow. Bad for what?

He has become so rude. He has no friends. No one geet. He never talks to us like before. He never smiles. The only time we see him smile is when he will be with Khushi.

Geet look at her in shock. Maan changed so much. But she didn't feel it. He was same with her. Like before. Why he have no more friends? She remembers his words last night. I felt so suffocated, so lonely. The pain. She knows how it feels to be alone. To laments you're every deed. How much he went through just to make her happy.

Keeping the thought for later she made breakfast for Khushi. Mama you will feed me. She jumped on her lap. Geet smile feeding her lovingly.

After that she sat in living room with all.You are not going to office dad. He smiles looking at mom. No geet. I quiet. Maan is handling all very well. So he suggests me to sit home and rest. He said with a pride in his face which geet was dying to see. She was so happy that finally Maan have made him proud. He handled everything so good. Office, home, Khushi. Just for her. Only her. But still somewhere last night his word scared her to believe him so easily. Yes she loves him but she will not show it so easily. She has to be confirmed first that he will never change.

After sometime he moves her back wiping her tears. Geet, listen to me baby. Don't cry. She wipes her tears and look up to him. Have you told all this to Maan? She shook her head, how can she, she never have shared her feelings to him. Now can I ask why? He is your husband geet. You're Maan. You should share your problems with him. She looks down. Maan have changed a lot geet and I'm quiet sure he loves you. But it time for you to change. Pausing for a moment he says. Open up yourself to Maan and Khushi. Khushi is a kid, she will play with a person who is like her. And Maan become like her, like a kid with her, so why nit you,

She fell in deep thought, dad is right somewhere. He smile patting her head and left her alone knowing she will understand other things. Geet sat their thinking all dad word. The whole morning went in this only.

It was lunch time when as usual Maan and Khushi were in room, geet who was making lunch but her mind was somewhere else, she was thinking all dad words. Does she really have to open herself to Maan? But how can she? She never did, there relation never needed any clarifications. They both love each others, but what is still left, why can't she be sure that Maan is changed, why is she still unsecured.

Finishing the lunch she too went to her room seeing both, Khushi was playing with her doll while Maan was lying closing his eyes. Going to him she sat beside him brushing his hair. He open his eyes feeling her touch, smiling him again close his eyes. She sat their silently watching both of them. After sometime Maan frowned opening his eyes when he listen some sniffing sound. The moment he saw tears in geet eyes he become alert and sat in front of her, cupping her face he wipe her tears.

I don't know what to do? I'm so confused, I'm really scared. She whispered slowly while crying, but she didn't want Khushi to listen all this. Maan hug her rubbing her back saying her to calm down. Looking at Khushi he says.Khushi baby, can you plz go out for some time. Khushi who was playing look up at Maan and shook her head, she was not able to see geet as Maan back was blocking her. Baby, you're a good girl right. Go, I need to talk to mama. Mumbling Khushi went out taking her doll.

Turning around at geet he says. Geet please don't cry. Tell me what happened? Why are you so scared?

I. I feel so lovely Maan. Khushi and you are always away from me. She blurt out not able to keep it more to herself. Maan sat their trying to digest her words.Why do you feel like that? She didn't reply but burry her face in his chest. Maan was confused by her sudden behavior. Thinking for long time he came to know the reason. Sighing he make her look at him.Are you saying this because I'm being away from you knew a days. She nods her head. Maan smile. Kissing her forehead and wipe her tears. Do you know something? You are my life jaan. And I am dying to be close to you, to make love to you. She turns bright red hiding her face in his chest. He giggles, yea, and I know you're not ready for it yet. She looks up at him surprised. So I am trying to stay little away to control my feelings. She was shocked; he was avoiding her just because he didn't want to be close to her knowing she won't like it. Her Maan have become so understandable that he is compromising so much only for her.

Maan smiled keeping his hand on her cheek. I told you before geet, I can wait as long as you are with me. She look down in guilt, how can she even think like that? Looking up at him she asks. Why is Khushi so away from me now days?

Khushi can never be away from you geet. She is with you. it's just you don't talk so much, so that's why she also thinks that you don't like her being so much talkative.

She stayed in his arm for long time. I don't want you to avoid me, she look up to him. I will come to office; and. and you won't leave just like that to office. And, you have to be home early, and. you will not avoid me from now. He only smiled looking at her. He so much missed this demanding geet. she always use to demand, the same which she was before their marriage, no matter how much he will have to control but he will not and he can't stay away from her after seeing her slowly being back to her usual self. He smiled happily praying that one day he should get his old geet back.

Geet find him lost in thought. Shaking him she calls. Maan. He looks down at her and smiled kissing her cheek bringing her in his lap.Hmm. so you want me close to you. Than don't complain that you have two babies to control. she kiss his cheek and nuzzle her face in his neck, he close his eyes feeling her breath, bringing her close he put his hand under her shirt caressing her back, kissing her neck, she move back kissing his chin. I want my two babies to irritate me. Always. He smile and lean forward capturing her lips, she immediately open her mouth inviting him to feel her, while her hand went around his neck. He moves his hand to her hook, but suddenly stopped kissing her and moves his hand out. She didn't move away from him. Both remain in eachothers embrace for long time when Khushi ran inside.

geet bring food in their room to have together, she was trying to spend her more time with them, dad was true, she have to open up herself more, she will now be with both of them no matter what. Smiling she enters her room keeping the tray. Maan and geet start eating, geet look at Khushi and again find her making face at her food, rolling her eyes she look up at Maan. Baby, why are you not eating? Khushi look up at Maan and turn to geet looking at her with her big eyes scared by her anger, turning to Maan she pout mumbling. I want pizza. Maan sighed looking at geet, she look both of them with raised eyebrow. Hmm, I don't mind eating pizza today. Khushi gasped in excitement coming you feet lap hugging her tight. Yay, I love you mama. geet smile, but her tears didn't help to come out, how can she think like that, they both love her so much, she is such a idiot to even doubt on their love.

Maan move forward wiping her tears and hug her but soon Khushi yelled, uuffhh, papa move, don't crash me. This made both Maan and geet laugh; kissing her either cheek they went out to eat pizza today.

Next morning when geet open her eyes she found herself in Maan embrace. He was very lovingly holding her waist. She smiles moving her hand to his cheek. A smile which she always hide from him. A smile which was dying to come out. It's really hard to control, but yet she is doing. She have many plans, she wants them to be special. She wants Maan to feel special when he sees this smile which she knows he is also dying to see. Her hand move to his cheek softly caressing it. She loves him, more than anything and somewhere she is starting to trust him again. Six months have passed after she came, she should also give Maan something. For that she is making some plans, some special plans.

Her smile washed off when she finds Maan stirring a little. He slowly opens his eyes to see his jaan looking at her with full love. Yet she didn't say anything but he can see it, he can feel it. He was sure it will come out soon. Smiling he bring her close kissing her cheek and hide his face on her neck. She closed her eyes, feeling the moment. She is also wanting to love him, to open up to him, but no. she can't. Not now. She has many plans for it. Moving back she kisses his forehead.I will wake Khushi. With that she goes to washroom. Maan lied there, how much more she will hold him and herself. He really wants to be very close to her again. But looks like geet couldn't trust him.

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Picking Khushi from school she makes her sit in her lap, trying to make her talk. So? What my baby did today? Khushi smile hugging her and keep her head on her chest.I'm so tired mama. But suddenly she looks up. You remember about the trip mama? Geet smile kissing her cheek. Yes baby, I know.

You will make papa agree Na? She asks making a cute pleading face. Geet smile, same look when Maan always makes. Of course I will. This made her very happy, kissing geet cheek she again keeps her head on her chest due to tiredness. Reaching home she takes her in her room. Let's take a bath, than you can sleep for some time. While I will go to office. Changing her she laid her on bed and brushes her hair. Soon she dozed off. Geet kiss her forehead and cheek and went to her room to get ready.

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Maan was checking the file when he heard the door open. A smile spread in his face seeing his jaan. Standing he hug her tight kissing her forehead. Ohh, I missed you so much.

Aah, Maan. Uufffhh. She moves away.I think you love to crash me and Khushi. She make a face, he giggle kissing her cheek forcely. Maaannn. She moaned rubbing her cheek. Yes my jaan. She shakes her head taking the files while Maan hug her from back. There is a meeting after an hour. Read it you will know everything. She nods her head reading carefully.I will go home for some time. He kisses her cheek. Yea, Khushi didn't eat anything. She is sleeping.

There was knock on the door which make maan move. Sasha came in. she smile looking at geet. Sir woo, I need your sign. Maan takes the file and forward it to geet. Geet will be holding every work for some hours. She was engrossed in her work that she was not listening to them. Sasha look at geet and then to Maan. But sir, she just came. You want thing to be perfect. Maan chuckled. Don't forget Sasha, I have learned from geet. She is the best. He kiss geet cheek which made Sasha embarrassed and she look down. Geet was too much lost that she didn't even notice. Maan smile seeing her usual self being lost in something. He look at embarrass Sasha.

Don't worry Sasha. My geet can never make any mistake. Sasha smile looking at them. Hmm. hopefully we will get a lovely boss for some hours. This made Maan giggle. He holds geet from back. Watch out, she is worse than me. Kissing geet cheek he made his way out leaving a shock Sasha behind. She gulped looking at geet.

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Maan drop himself on bed, he feels really tired. Thanks to geet who will be handling things for sometime daily now. Suddenly he hears Khushi wimping sound. Opening his eyes he looks at door and finds Khushi rubbing her eyes and crying. Mamma. She came and sat in his lap. Mama will come later. She sniffs keeping her head on his shoulder. I'm hungry. He smile kissing her head and pick her up.

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Geet just finished off the papers and was all ready with the meeting when there was a knock, maam, you have to sign these paper.

What paper are these?

Our new contract.

Ok keep them I will read and sign.

No maam, you have to sign now. She look at him, what do you mean Han? I said keep it and do as I say. She looks. At him curiously, he become nervous. It's really important mama, you can call sir. Geet look at him in disgust, doesn't he understand simple language? Rolling her eyes she grabs her phone dialing Maan number having no other choice. People here seem very stubborn.hey jaan.

Maan, here are some paper which... she look at him. What's you name?

Jee, rajat.

Haan rajat bought some papers, he needs them signed now. But I didn't read them yet. Maan smile. Jaan, sign the papers, rajat must have read them. He is trustful.

But Maan.

Sshh, sign them. Trust me... if you like. He said sadly. Geet sighed grabbing the pen and signed the paper. Done, I signed them. Anything else? He smiles widely.Yes, I love you so much. Muahh. She smiles shaking her head. Bye, I have a meeting now.

Bye, love you.

Finishing the meeting she made her way to the cabin where Maan was already sitting on his chair, seeing him her eyes shined, like she was missing him. Maan heart smiled seeing her, standing he hug her close kissing her head. How was the meeting? She look up at him, he smile kissing her lips. Good. But I'm worried about that papers, I didn't read them. Moving away she says. How can you trust anyone?He giggle turning her and hug her from back geet, he is working here for long. He was sure about it. How can a trustee employee be wrong but geet, she can never trust anyone. He didn't mind it. She was always like this, away from others, never trusting anyone else then him.

Come, let's go. She frowned turning around. What?He smile, he have something to show her, something very special for her, the most important place in her life. The place which is very close to her heart. Not giving her a chance to talk he drag her out and made her sits on car. She continuously asks him where they are going. Maan, tell me.

You will see jaan. She sighed shaking her head and silently sat knowing if he decided not to tell then he will never say. She sat quietly looking outside but her mind went somewhere else. What have she thought and what have happened, she never have thought she will be back, back to her love, to her life, to Maan. And Khushi, how much she missed them, how much she wanted to have a single glimpse of them. She never thought Maan would change so much, somewhere she is missing the old naughty Maan. The Maan who always depend on her, always complain to her about everything. Their life was so perfect than. They were so much in peace. And she will make everything same now. She will bring that Maan back, but only keeping him responsible plus again the naughty one. she will again bring the life in him, and fulfill all his desires, but only when the time come, she can wait and she will, if she can wait for all the life craving for his love than why not for some more time. She has become expert now hiding her desires from him.

She chuckled remembering him always loosing himself in her, but she always move out. Because things should be in right orders and she will settle everything, give him the love he desires.

Her thoughts were disturbed when the car stopped, before she can see Maan came to her side closing her eyes with his hand. maan where are you taking me?

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walking a little he hold both my hands, now, holding my fingers I felt him putting a very light thing in my fingers, I couldn't recognize it, but I thing it is like a thread, slowly he move my hands up to some wall and tied that thread. I could only frown at his behavior. What is he doing? What is he trying to? What do you feel?He whispered making me shiver. How could I think when he is so close to me, in my arms? I d... don't know. I couldn't even speak by the proximate he was building in me. Come. He whispered again taking me somewhere. Now I could feel some cold breeze and there was silence. Where are we?I asked curiously. Ssshh, slowly. He whispered kissing my earlobe. Where are we? I asked again, but this time whispering softly you can see yourself.I felt him kissing my cheek holding me from back. I slowly open my eyes, it actually took time for me to adjust the view, and once I did than I saw the sight before me.

He smile seeing her shocked face, do you remember it? He asked looking forward. She looks ahead for some time and turn around to face him. He smiles removing a strand behind her ear. This place, you remember? He asked again as if she didn't hear. She looks here and there and then looks at him. Shaking her head slowly she says. No... I don't.

The place where I realize my feelings. Which have many memories of us. He smiled happily and hugs her. Now don't start crying. She moves back only to see tears. Rolling her eyes she wipes the tears and kisses his forehead. I thought you forgot... she put her finger on his lips shaking her head.That's the reason I always call you idiot and stupid. He smiles kissing her cheek. Your idiot. Both hug each others.

They sat beside a lake; he put his arm around her so that her head rested on his chest. She was lost in all the old moments when they used to come here when they were just kid. Where they would play for many hours, it was the place when for the first time she came to know about her feelings toward Maan, the place where she confessed her love to him. Where she always has came whenever she would feel lonely, and he would come behind her to irritate her more. She closed her eyes snuggling close to him, feeling his warmth, inhaling his scent, her Maan. She feels so blessed to have back his love. There was time when she would spend hours only to adore him.

You remember we used to play hide and seek here, I used to hide just to irritate you. She remains silent, calling the moments in her mind when. She would madly search for him scared to be alone, and he would enjoy hiding from her. She moves little away looking ahead. You loved to give me pain. he stiffened looking at her, he become guilty by all his act, his all rude behavior after their marriage, all his stupid pranks which somewhere always have hurt her but she never complained.

The pain you feel now, being away from me. Is the pain I always have felt? She looks at his eyes.It hurts a lot to be so close yet so far. You can feel it now. He looks down not able to face her. Yes it hurts, a lot. It's always hurt him to see her making distance between them when he know she love him. That's what has happened to her, that's what she felt before. Tears burned his eyes he sniffs holding her hand. She looks at him only to find his usual crying face. Maan. She sighed cupping his face and wipe his tears. Crying won't solve things. He looks at her blurry form. I'm really sorry. He mumbled. She shakes her head hugging him. He hides his face on her neck. I didn't mean to hurt you. I know you are lamenting. I can feel it more than you. He sniffs moving down his head on her lap. She kisses his forehead brushing back his hair. It's really hard to be away. I know. But I'm greedy this time. I don't want you to stay away from me to control yourself. He smiles kissing her hand. I can do anything for you.

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Mama. Khushi yelled seeing geet and Maan entre their room. Geet smiled picking her. How's my baby? He kissed her cheek hugging geet from back.I missed you both. She said keeping her chin on geet shoulder pulling Maan cheek. Papa, I want ice-cream. He smiles kissing her forehead. Geet move ahead keeping her on bed and went to take Maan cloth while Maan lied beside Khushi and she start playing with him. Let's go Na papa. He requested pouting her lips and sit on his stomach.

Its late Khushi, papa is tired. Geet keeps his cloths on bed. Khushi look at him with her puppy eyes. Please.She whispered, Maan smiled patting her head. But geet moved Khushi from him. Go Maan. He sighed looking at sad face of Khushi, she pout keeping her head on geet shoulder. Geet sat on bed brushing her hair. We will go out next time baby. But Khushi look down, removing geet dupatta from her neck.I wanted to go. Moving back she looks at her sadly. I waited for so long for both of you. Geet kiss her forehead and look at Maan who just came out wiping his hair.

He smiled looking at her and the sad Khushi. Going to them he takes Khushi keeping his back to geet chest. She takes the towel wiping his hair.Papa, will you take me and Khushi out for ice-cream? Geet asked hugging him from back and keep her chin on his neck. Khushi gasped jumping on his lap and look at maan expectedly. Hmm. if only mama will eat with us. He presses himself back more on her. Both look at Khushi who was looking both of them with her innocent big eyes. Both start laughing at her cute face. Geet pull her cheek. We will go wherever you want. She smiled delightfully hugging Maan and kiss geet cheek. I love you mama, I love you papa.

No. she frowned and move his head from her, tell Na. He smile shyly, she look at him curiously, what is it that he is not able to ask. He lies besides her holding her waist and bring her close. Woo, I... Hm... He giggle hiding his face in her neck, she became more confuse. Maan. He move away tracing his finger on her exposed skin of her chest. I feel shy. He whispered.

Shy? You feel shy? He smiles, feeling shy to look at her eyes throughout. I... Actually Na... I... Want you to take... Sighing he hide his face in shy. I want you to take me out on a date. It took a long time for her to digest the word. He wants her to take him to the date. She as a wife should take her husband on a date and he is feeling so shy in saying that. That is not surprising as she always have been the one who took the first step. But it's been long time she have not seen this side of him. Her thoughts at least now he will understand some romantic kind of things and he will take her to a date, but oh god, what is she expecting and that to from him.

She wanted to laugh a loud. Who will believe that the great Maan Singh khurana wants his wife to take him in a date? He should have invite her but no. he look at her finding her lost. What are you thinking? She brings his face close to her neck to hide her smile from him. These innocent demands of him made her fall in love at him again. Her cutipie. Hmm. So I have to plan everything. Her breath tickles his neck. He smiles closing his eyes.

She brushes his hair to let him sleep for some time but instead he move away looking at her moving his arm around her waist. I don't know anything about all this. You always have taken me. Remember. He asked with a slight blush, she felt like kissing his pink cheeks hard. Oh how she missed this Maan of her. His sweet demands. His so unromantic styles.

Looking at him lovingly she says. Can I have a pleasure to take my husband on a date? He giggles kissing her cheek. Yea. He whispered shyly and hugs her tight.I would love to. She brushes his hair making them messy.I will fix a surprise date for you. He giggles kissing her neck. My jaan. She could only smile at him; kissing his hair she closed her eyes holding him.

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Next day geet made her way to khurana construction with Khushi, Maan stood up seeing both of them. Taking Khushi in his arm he put his other arm around geet. I was already missing both my loves. And kiss geet cheek. Khushi giggle putting her hand on her mouth. Geet shake her head and say opposite to Maan chair. Have you asked that rajjat of your about the papers? He clears his throat putting Khushi down. She ran to her table. And he sat on his chair.Oh jaan. I will, don't worry. She frowned by his answer. Maan he made me sign some unknown papers and you are saying later? He sighed knowing she can never ever trust anyone, but this is pointless, rajjat is really trustful employee. How can he doubt him?

Geet found him lost, shaking her head, by his usual trusting people so much she stood up and took the phone beside him. Yea, call rajjat now. She said firmly. Hanging the phone she looks at him. You can trust any second person but me still never. He could only smile at her. Yea because you are here now. My savior. She roll her eyes, he move his hand to waist bringing her close. Kya kar rahe ho? Choro. She wisphered looking at the door. He smiles stoking her waist lightly. Hmm. i thought you come office to spend time with me. Giving him a glare she moves little away while he smiles. After sometime rajjat enters the cabin. Come. She gesture him still standing beside Maan. Where is the file I signed yesterday? Rajjat look at her nervously and cleared his throat. Madam, it's with them.

Whom? She inquired.

Mr. Mehta. She looks at him angrily and yelled. What?

They wanted them.

Why?

Ahh, woh...nm.

Do you think I'm a fool or something? He shivered by her sudden anger. Maan quietly sat and observe both of them, he dare not speak in-between knowing geet temper, and Khushi came to Maan when she heard geet yelling. Maan made her sit on table. Indicating her to be quite. I'm asking something? Do you care to explain?

Woo... maam... they wanted to... he just trailed off and didnt talk anything which makes any sense. It made her more frustrated.

Shut up. Just shut your mouth. He looks down taking a step back. Khushi jumped to Maan lap becoming scared seeing new side of her mama. Maan knew well she would do something worst to rajjat. Softly holding her hand he tried to calm her. She rarely gets angry. Because she rarely talks to other person. And they will have to see a cold side of her. He strokes her hand softly with his thumb.

She inhaled a breath closing her eyes, when she felt Maan softly caressing her hand with his thumb. Looking at rajjat she says. I need them to me as soon as possible, otherwise collect your resignation letter. He immediately nods his head without looking up at her. Maan sighed finally.

Go now rajjat. Maan said wanting him to leave as soon as possible so he can handle with her anger which is nothing for him. She can never show her this side to him.

When rajjat goes from the cabin she Look down at Maan giving him a glare and start murmuring taking a file sitting in front chair. Don't know when you will you change? He truly looks like a bluffing person. I don't believe you can believe him. Oh what am I saying? You can believe every second person toward you. Her continua to curse him while he smile and look at Khushi who was looking at him with her big eyes. He chuckle at her pouting lips. Kissing her cheek he move back and puff his cheek indicating geet mood. She giggles softly, he too giggles and both look at her while she was still murmuring something. Mama is dusht. Haina? He whispered again making her giggle and himself giggle too.

This brings geet out of her cursing world. She look up at both with her raised eyebrow which shut both of them and instantly cleared their thought glancing at each other's and look down. Rolling her eyes she look down but Khushi again start giggling. She looks up at them. You both are making fun of me?She asked angrily standing up and put her hand on her hips looking both of the them. Nahi to mama. She said making a very cute and innocent face. Maan too nods his head making a face.

Haan mama, hum aap pe hanse. Na.Saying these both burst in laugh highfying each others. The look on Geet face didn't help them to control more. Her cute red cheek and above that making puff them. Her hazel big eyes looking at them trying hard to glare them. They continuous to laugh which irritate her. Good. Laugh. I won't talk to both of you.With that she goes and sits on sofa crossing her arms and made a big face. Maan and Khushi look at eachothers, knowing well that have to make up for it now. Let's go. He whispered to Khushi, she nods her head quickly and both went and sit beside her on either side. He glances at Khushi indicating her to be first. Khushi jump on her lap.mama, yeh sab papa ki waja se hai. Haina.Maan open his mouth wide seeing her daughter changing side, oh god, she is such a changing color. You cheat, you were also laughing. Looking at geet he kisses her cheek wrapping his arm around her shoulder. Mama has seen you. Haina mama. She nods her head, but smiling inwardly seeing Khushi behave exactly like Maan. Now Maan will know how exactly it felt when someone changes side in the end. It's almost same what he always do to her and leave her to handle everything. She wanted to laugh at his plight, her poor jerk is in danger now by no one else than his own daughter. looking at Khushi with pouted lips who blink her eyes innocently looking at geet not knowing how more to defend herself, geet fall on her innocence who look just like Maan when he have to manofy her, so adorable and beautifully she smile kissing her chubby cheeks. But I still love my baby...she smile widely kissing geet cheek.I love you mama. She shows her tongue to Maan hugging geet.

I also need a kiss and hug, he complained cutely pouting his lips and look at her. Geet look at Khushi while she shakes her head not wanting her mama to fall for her papa so soon.No papa you won't get it. He frowned looking at Geet. Do I really won't get any? He asked making sure he sound very sad that it will immediately. Geet look at Khushi and look at Maan, oh how much they both were looking cute. How can she be angry to her both most lovely person.

Two days were past but Maan was being restless when there was not once when Geet told him about the date. He let her come to office for little time finding her cold behavior at all. But it was making him restless being not close to her. Since that night Geet is being far from him and making distance, he did not like it. No matter how much he tries but things always come back to same situation.

On the other hand Geet was intentionally not telling Maan about the date or reminding him wanting him to express himself as he always do. He would come to her every moment reminding her about things but now he never express himself, just sit quietly and become sad. She can feel his uneasiness but wanted to make him express, wanting to let that Maan come out again who demands unconditionally, but the only thing she can see was him being quiet and keep thing in his heart which she was not liking, she know he is feeling miserable thinking she might have forgot things but she wanted to play this game.

Later when Maan came home Geet was sitting in Khushi room making her do her homework Maan entre there, he saw both of them and went inside sitting beside Geet and tried to make Ger remember about the date. Geet was very well aware by his nervousness but didn't asked him enjoying his plight, he look at her for some time to gain her attention but she also as quiet for him to say things before. He clears his throat. Ahem. She looks up at him. WO... ahem... I... I think you are forgetting something. She frowned trying hard to not to smile and maintain a serious face.

No I don't. You please go I am busy now. He sighed becoming sad that she have forgotten about such an important thing. Slowly getting up he remembers the time when she never forget a single thing about him. Always caring for him and lost herself I'm him. But seems like Khushi meant more to her now. Of course she is the main reason of her to come back to him, otherwise. May be she just was saying about the date just like that and he have taken things seriously.

Lost in his thoughts him entre his room and throw his thing in table grabbing his cloths he enters the bathroom, thinking about the change in their relationship. How life have changed now, how much Geet have changed, she no more have a single amount of trust in him when there was a time where she always have blindly trusted him. There was a time when she would only think about him but now she keeps herself away from him mostly, he was trying his level best to be a best husband and make her happy but things are not at all working.

When he came out and found Geet setting his things, she saw him and can see his swelling eyes. Frustrated with his usual crying form, she wanted to play but here this baby can only cry. She throws his file and stood in front of him. What took you so long? He tried to avoid her eyes and turn to mirror, she jerk his shoulder making him face her. Will you stop crying at every small thing Maan? She shout angrily, highly irritated by his childish behavior. He can never behave like a mature person. Just will start crying. If you want to say something than say. Why do you always make a face and just start these stupid tears.

He look down, sad by her this behavior. She never has shouted at him like this.I'm talking to you Maan. For god sake be mature and talk to me. She said frustratingly. He was unable to take her this behavior and sat at bed wiping his tears. She stood beside him. Maan stop crying. She yelled being highly tired of his tears.

Stop shouting at me. He yelled with more tears now. She shakes her head waving her hand on air helpless by this man. He can never talk; just will start crying at everything. What should I do then? Ask you to cry more often. God. Khushi also don't cry like you. She said irritated. He looks at her for sometime and lied down giving his back to her. I hate you. I just hate you. You love Khushi more than me. He complained like a child. She wanted to hit him hard on his head but on the other hand wanted to kiss him and pull his cheek for being so cute. How can she make him understand things? He cans never ever tuning anything when it comes to her will always complain and complain.

She climb in bed and sat in front of him. Maan. He hides his face on pillow lying on his stomach. She smiles stroking his hair. Maan. She said so softly which melt him, slowly turning he sat but like down only. She wipes his tears cupping his face.Remember the times Maan, when you used to remind me things 100 times a day even I would have known them better. But still you always roam around me and complain to me. He slowly looks up at her remembering all the times when he would irritate her to the core only to fulfill his one demand.

Remember that? She asked looking at his eyes. He slowly nods his head. That is the person I fell in love with. The person who was my shadow, who used to roam around me always, who would share every single things with me, his happiness his misery, every single word he speaks or everything he does. He looks at her blankly not knowing what to say or do. She looks down for sometimes,you are not the person I loved. She said looking at him.

You are not my Maan. You are someone who is just trying to be a good husband. He sat her stunned by her words, somewhere it was true. He is changed, but he always thought it will make her happy. He always tries to do think which she like forgetting that he never did that before. I never have wanted you to change Maan. The only thing I wanted was you to be responsible... bus... she said dejected by his behavior, tired to make him things always explain. Tired of explaining him again and again. His changed behavior, his attitude is not what she wanted to be change.

Maan sat there confuse, not knowing what to feel and what to say. She always was irritated by his behavior. Always she told him to change. She wanted him to be change. That's what you wanted? You don't want me to change? He said not being in his world but it made Geet more frustrated. She is being talking for so long to make him understand at least some things but here he. God. She furiously stood on floor. For god sake Maan. She yelled and stood in front of him while he looks down sitting.Should I sign the paper, I never wanted you to change; I just wanted you to be responsible. She yelled furiously. What the hell is wrong with him? Why he always need years to understand things. He sat silently while she looks at him furiously.

She stood in a silence for long but seeing him not saying anything she sighed sitting in front of him.I don't want you to hide things from me and sit quietly keeping things in your own. He slowly looks at her. But you always were tired of my irritation. She wanted to hit his head hard, how he can even think like that. How can he not understand what in her mind? He never needed any words but now he always needs an explanation to understand. Again standing she went to drawer taking a card and turn to him. I always love you when you demanded to me. Not to pretend and cry like this. With that she slams the card on his lap leaving the room. He looks at the card and opens it slowly.

It was a beautiful and romantic card and something was written in it. He can say Geet have written it by her hand wiring.

This wife of yours want her lovely, cute and charming husband to be her date... you have lighten my life by being a part of it... though we went through many ups and downs but I want them all to vanish and only loving memories will be there.

Your jaan!!

He kisses the letter keeping close it to his heart. How can he just thing she will forget the things he said. How can he even think she will not take his words seriously when he very well know how much she is and always was serious for him, to him. How much she always has taken care of his single desire, how can he even think of her like this? Why does he always have to act so stupid? Why does he always have to let her lament only loving him?

He waited for an hour for her to come back, but she didn't. He know he have again gutted her. She always thinks about him and interurban he can only and only hurt her.