At The end of the day...we all are humans...we all make great mistakes but if we take the right path in order to get salvation...i am sure life can become meaningful..
i saw ur episode twice MR.PAUL and i am really happy that you have finally changed for Good...becoz sometimes people even when try a lot to change they never get stable...so i really salute for the drastic step.
as far as your daughter is concerned...well waqt har zakhm ko bhar deta hai...from what I have seen from the episode...if its really true that i pressume that u didn't want to do what u did...and ur wife was really wrong from the start...so dont take all the guilt...i hope aaj nahi to kal ur daughter will understand what u have gone through...
i hope she contacts u soon and re-unites with u...god bless u...