We all were spellbinded by yesterdays episode right....
The slap was indeed fruitfull wasn't it...as dutta came home drunk with his hand bleeding.
i was not thinking of the scene as repentence of dutta..i was thinking of another time another lover...
Long time back there was a girl who was misunderstood and punished by that one person in the whole world whom she loved with her whole being. He knew that no other wound whould hurt her as much as a wound inflicted on his body would hurt her.
He forced her to hold a gun at him and shoot him, hurting himself and taking masochistic satisfaction from the look of helpless horrific pain on her face.
The girl had latter punished herself and her hands for shooting at that one person even though they were forced to do so by himself.
Yesterday, we saw the same man hurting his hands and himself for venting his anger on that same girl. A full circle of selfless innocent love. A love that smiles through the darkest hours of pain. It indures and grows. It blows like a soft soothing breeze on an exposed wound of heart.
Dutta would not have been so exposed in his self recrimnation if he had not been drunk.His ego and self pity would have hindered him from accepting his mistake..atleast to nakku..
But from that last time when nakusha had punished her hands till now when dutta had done the same the only thing that hadn't changed is the healer and the wounded.
Nakku was even then with her own wounded body and heart been the healing hands for the lost,hurt dutta and even today she was the soft breeze that lightly blew the sting of pain of his wounded heart and body.
A full circle indeed...but somethings don't change.