It was after dinner they chose their favorite place the balcony..to finally "talk" and sort it out.Venella was playing with her hands when found her husband pass her the steaming hot cup of coffee..and he was also having that??He looked normal..unlike his angry man face..She went on to take a sip and almost hissed..
J-Venella..its hot..easy
She had a silly expression on her face as Jai shook his head.No matter how she behaved with him and insulted him off he was actually being nice to her and today she knew how much he cares for her.Seema called to know about her health as they reached home and she was all singing praises for Jai..like your husband is so in love with you..how lucky you are..he panicked..he did panicked alot..and his face..he looked scared not angry to her..
Venella was lost in her thoughts when heard him..
J-can we talk??.
V-ahh now?
J-I guess we are here for that reason only..
V-aaa...?mm why are you having coffee?you prefer tea right..
She just bit her lips at her foolish question which was so out of topic now..Jai couldnt believe at his wife..who looked no less than a confused child now..a coy smile played on his lips as he put the mug down on the small table..
V-Jai..can i ask you something?
He replied with closed eyes..
J-hmm
J-are you going to accept my sorry..for..rr..for last night..I..
look I..
He opened his eyes and looked at her..she had a mixed expression on her face..and not meeting his eye..
J-what do you think?
V-I..dont think so..
That pout..she stared at him with her eyes almost getting moist..
J-and how do you know that?I mean..you assumed all this yourself..
tell me something Venella..in all these months..did you ever try to know your husband or at least managed to get any of his traits well?
V-aaa I...
J-see..I know why you fumble..
He runs a hand through his hair and bit his lips..
V-its not like that..I know your a very nice person and..and I do trust you..see
J-dont think you can lie to me Venella..at least we can be frank with each other..I thought that well..dont know about you..
V-dont blame me..please..
She was about to burst in tears when he just
J-stop..crying can never be a solution and I hate tears..dont think that Iam judging you as Iam no one to do that..we have been living together under oen roof for almost 6 months now and I feel..still there is a void..a gap between us..arrange marriages are like that only..and there is nothing abnoramal in our case..
Venella..do you regret marrying me>or somehow you feel iam not the perfect one for you?
V-why are you saying all this..I do like you..I mean..I dont know..I feel good when iam with you..and I never dreamt about any perfect life partner..you have been so understanding unlike other husbands and supported my profession..never said a word to me..you..you are nice..why would I dislike you by any means?
J-see thats what the problem is..
V-??
J-you only find this single trait in me "NICE"..and what about others??Have you discovered them yet...No..even I havent..we never got the chance..rather time Venella..
V-I know..its my fault..I was not able to givie you time..and..I had this thought on my mind if we can..plan a trip..or honeym..
She could feel him staring at her with that weird look..and she adjusted her hair shifting on the chair..
J-you know your mad..
V-what??
J-yes..one mad girl..here we ar eyet to know each other..and you push your husband in middle of the night when he tries to come closer..ahh..leave that..your planning for honeymoon?and what are we going to do there..
V-I dont know..maybe we can know each other better..and..
On second thought..he felt she was going on right track..they badly need to spend some time together and maybe this can help them rekindle their confused state of relationship..but he couldnt really ignore the night's event..what if she still have doubts regarding his actions..
J-okay we will talk about this later..
now lets come back to the point..
V-Iam sorry Jai..I didnt do anything with mere intention of hurting you it was just that..I..i did that in a fraction of seconds and realized it later how wrong it was of me to..I shouldnt have insulted you like that..please forgive me..
J-why do you think you are saying sorry and i should forgive you for something you really meant or not??
V-sorry..I didnt get you..
J-tell me..did you ever feel I tried to take advantage of you being on same bed or tried to force my rights on you as a husband..?
V-no.I never felt like that..you
J-then do you think Iam one of those men who would wait for right opportunity and then try to get physical without
V-stop it Jai please..
She had enough of this nonsense..she never blamed him for what he did..not even for once she felt he did that willingly..she knew he was sick and maybe out of his state whatever tk place it just..She caught her head and sobbed..she wished if she could speak her mind..and let him she can never think low of him..
J-Iam sorry..I made you cry..heartless am I?
He felt so miserable for doing that to her..but that frustration and sort of pain he felt by her action he still couldnt get that out of his mind..and he wanted to know if she holds such opinion about him..
V-I was..scared Jai..and I dont know why..this marriage and my studies..like its been difficult for me to start off with this phase..and responsibilites..I never had any idea about them..when I was told to get married I said no because I had no idea what I would be doing with my life then..I cant handle myself alone then what would I end up doing to that poor fellow sharing his life with me..no one actually took my words and then..I had no option but to ahead with this marriage..I wasnt prepared for this..but when I started knowing you from day 1..i felt better..you are not like those typical husbands who would nag at small things..you were not someone who tried to rule my life and I was happy..dont know how to put it in exact word sbt I do LIKE you..and..maybe I dont know what love is..but Iam glad you are my husband..maybe I dont know much about you..in all these months..I..fgured it out that I..can trust you..at least dont accuse me like that please..if that would have been the case I would have straightly refused to even share same bed with you..
Now say something no..dont stare at me like that..
She finished the coffee rubbing her nose and wiping off the tears from her cheeks which got all red now..such a bundle of cuteness she was..
J-then why were you okay with that..hug..or..that night when we..I had you in my arms whole night and then..
V-yes..I knew about that..and I was thankful to you..I keep on having those nightmares..and..used to call out amma at late nights and sleep with her..when I found you trying to help me out..i realized your intentions can never be wrong..and..see did I ever blame you for that night??
J-then why..
V-ahh..there is a difference..you were about to kiss..I...I never kissed anyone..or talk about any close intimacy..I never had a boyfriend..
Wished if he could hide that smile coming over his face..even at such an intense conversation she can think of changing the direction of mood so well..this girl is soo going to be his death..
J-so..you feel bad..that you never had a boyfriend..
V-ahh..again getting it wrong..
J-even I had no girl in my life..and your the first one..
and last..that I can promise..
His eye met hers and she could see the depth of emotions..he had such intense eyes..He came to her now and taking her hands in his at which he made sure not to touch too intimately..
J-even I should be sorry..I should have controlled myself..and my behavior towards you have been quite off lately..sorry for that too..but venella see..we are in this thing called marriage..together..I have my part of flaws and yo have yours..can we really put a full stop to our relationship at this point of time when we hardly know each other..you think I have been patient enough..given you time and you did same to me..but inside..dont you feel the void??I do..
I want to know my wife well..what she likes dislikes..and..if she wants to spend this life with me or not..
V-kissing..lets you know abou each other well..?
J-again..why are you still on with that..just let it go..and iam so not going to think about kissing you in this life..till..you want me to..
She blushed at his words and he was finally happy letting it out..
J-tell me if your okay with this..we can plan a short trip not "honeymoon"..and..take this as a change in your boring life..
V-please..dont get me started about how entertaining your life is..sarruu face..
J-ouch..I did hear that..
V-ahh...Jai..I am going to ask for leave tomorrow..we can leave next week itself..how about 10 days?
J-hmm i dont have any problem..my boss always ready to bless me with leave..he has been eating my head since months why I didnt tke any leave for honeymoon..now I hope with this news his soul rests in peace..
The laugh made things easy..and both of them were convinced..they want to work it out..and they have some hopes..soo
looking forward to this trip..!
The night went off with both feeling a little ease at their heart to finally let go all their doubts..and to made sure Jai fixed a line of pillows between them on the bed before getting it again from Venella as she made faces at him for taking that one thing too far..
J-you can never trust yourself at some places..with certain things..its better if we continue this till..ermmm...😊
V-your so bad..and mean..huh
J-good night..😉
After some time..if he could only catch some sleep..thanks to the strong effect of coffee and why on earth he had this urge to consume it at such hour..he played with his fingers and hands for a while and then ..gave it a thought..he would have to make some efforts now to plan this trip as it would be their first one together..but how and where..he just got busy with plans for the night..!
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