Kinza each time you write about Rizwan you make me feel for Rizwan more deeply and paasionately for being so onflicted, confused, torn and heart broken. Kyun karti ho aisa. 🥺 yes his past is part of his existence which he just cant shed off. Thats why on the verge of losing preet, he reme, bers those gun shots and say aur kisi aapne ko khone ki taqat nahi hai mujh me. Preet and Kavya are all he has , he has invested way too much emotions in the relationship, which somehow helps to remain alive, sane! Thats why so much angst when its revelaed that there is someone else who knows his preet so well. Its like there should not be no place for anyone else in her heaet, in her life except him , even him that person is dead. I guess as he has lost everything, he wants to toghten his grip to hold onto preet even if that sufgocates her. Preet is much more vocal expressing how she cant afford to lose him and kavya. Its the same gor him too, but as he suppresses all his feelings and cant put words for his emotions, that day in those moments when shergill was blabbering so much, it was his fear I guess thinking his beloved is going distant from him. Tu mera nahi toh kisi aur ka bhi nahi, very raw, very passionate. All those pent up frustrations eruoted in that insensitive behaviour. But still its wrong. 💔 He needs to heal as much as Preet. Both are scarred and bleeding till date. 🥺
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