The wait for the 'crushed' crush
His eyes and my eyes glued together engaged in discovering feelings for each other which we have hid
since we saw each other. AGAIN !!! Like its been 4 freaking months !!
following this daily routine of getting lost in each other.
This is me, Taani Shekhawat and the guy I am looking at is my classmate Reyaansh Singhania. We don't talk in school other than the usual work talks but we do talk or rather chat on whatsapp and this dumb gets on my nerves when he is not online in my free time.
I am just a 6th grader and he is my first ever serious crush.
I always jumble up with my thoughts when it comes to agreeing the fact that he likes me
What does it mean a boy keeps staring at me and we have eyelocks?? He keeps coughing on purpose to grab my attention !! Whenever I talk to one of my friends named Aarav he gets angry and goes to that bitch Misha. She is such a crone !! And all this just to make me feel jealous. Well I guess so, because this only happens when I am with Aarav !! The most important part he keeps looking ffor lame excuses to talk to me. Like whenever he wants to ask time instead of asking his best friend hecomes to the other end of the class to ask me or to meet me or whenever he is assigned some task he comes to me saying that our teacher asked him to do so. DUMB EXCUSES !!!!
Well all these things do say that he likes me !!
But its not that easy,almost every girl of the class likes him. Huh... he is
so handsome... oh shutap dreamy Taani !!
"Taani Shekhawat,lend your notebook to Aarav"
Our teaches- Nandini ma'am instructs me. I look at him and he glares atme. I chuckle a bit and then give my notebook to Arpit by going on
his seat purposely. His eyes follow me but I ignore and return on my seat calmly.
You must be thinking why I did that ?? Actually because he is such a daft !! Can't he see that I like him and I already know that he likes me .
Considerably, most of the class knows !!!
By this standard and age most of us have started dealing with crushes,relationships and attractions and started intervening in them so his friends really thought that we both like each other and this turned into a big rumor. Even after the whole thing or after its end he didn't propose me still shy and unsure ! That is why I said that he is daft !!!
His sister who is my friend and is in grade 10 also doubts on us !! but still that fellow doesn't understand !! huh! I will have to wait more !!
~ after 1 year ~
He hasn't proposed me ,though he still gives signs. But I ain't upset for that but the fact that he is leaving the school !! I was the first one to know and
probably the most hurt. I preserved my feelings for him. In the past one
year, I didn't have any crush,other than him. Now my crush is a 'crushed' crush. I guess either I am going to land up in a relationship with Aarav or help my best-friend to settle up with him because she really likes him and I want something to divert my mind and pass time.
~ after 7 years (2nd year-college)~
I had shifted to London with Aarav because we got admission in the same college.
. My aunt lived there and so we three lived in the same house. Me and Arpit now share a bro-sis bond and I didn't land up in a relationship with him ever .LOL. But, unfortunately, my dad wants me to study in India because he doesn't want me to forget Indian culture.
-_-.The f.. Seriously !?! But I have no choice now.
I am joining a college here (India) to continue with my second year.
It's the fresher's party today and so according to the dress-code , I have to wear a saree. What could be worse ????...
Haha .. I am so smart. I have managed to find an expensive hot net saree which fits me properly, is backless with the blouse and just gives a thin layer of net on the side of my belly. ... Yeah ! I look hot as presumed.
After the drive to the party, suddenly a breeze of fresh air cuddles onto my face causing me to shiver.
I feel it without thinking much about it and then enter the party .
All the heads turn to the entrance as I enter. I give my nice girly smirky smile in return. I am getting lots and lots of stares from boys and the whispers from girls envying me. I ignore the girls right now and take a round through my eyes looking at boys finding someone decent and cute to be friends with.
My eyes stop at a guy. He looks charming undoubtedly with his slightly spiked hair, decent, cute & fair look and his hypnotic eyes which are staring at me as if admiring. Without wasting time I move to, stand next to him. With each passing second and step I feel myself light , my soul to happy and the air enjoying with my face and hair . I go stand next to him and I feel a certain connection. My mind starts playing with memories . The only word that my tongue is able to say is "Rey" . He smiles as if he knew this is gonna happen and says "Taani".
Its unbelievable !! This is the same shy Rey who is standing infront of me transformed into a hot college hunk!! I felt an unusual iciness wrapped in my hand. I look at it , it is his hand which makes me shiver in pleasure. In the next second , I am pulled out to the front balcony of the college where no one comes except few students who want to chill a bit . I read it on the FB page . Hmm.. my intelligence !! OH Stupid me stop just speaking about yourself . Huh !! back to the moment.
Why did he get me here ?? Da'ah silly question.. he has brought me here to talk to me !!
He compliments me by saying that I look absolutely sensational today.
He has changed.. changed a lot. Atleast he has learnt to give compliments to girls !!
"Thank you Rey"
He then asks me about my presence here and so do I .I get to know that he has been studying here since past one year .
"So still single??"
"Yeah , but soon to be a couple".
Wait a sec !! He and a couple ?? Can he even propose ?? My hand suddenly moves down and I realize that he has held my hand and is sitting down on his knees.
"I know Taani that we haven't met in the past 8 years but I know that you have remembered me and I have done the same. I've always missed you like hell every moment. I am sorry for making you wait . Actually I didn't have the guts to decide what would be correct and dealing with the rumors, family and friends ; all these things have stopped me. I had a crush on you but now I know that now I love you Taani."
OMG !!! He did it finally !! My wait is over !!!
"I love you too Rey"
He smiles proudly and gets up. He hugs me as tight as possible as if receiving all the love we've missed . After the hug he stares down at me.
"You haven't changed !! Now what has to be done further will have to be instructed by me ??"
I say faking anger .
He moves his head in a no.
His arms wrap around my bare waist firmly and protectively possessing me. His lips touch mine smooching and pouring all the love I've waited for. I kiss him back placing my hands on his shoulders.
After pulling off I say my heart's words in pleasure
"My handsome dumb boyfriend, I love you a lot"
He giggles a little and then kisses my forehead cupping my face with one hand.
" I love you too my purely gorgeous girlfriend"
We both let out small laughs and wait for the adorable life we re gonna share as lovebirds :)
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"I don't want diamonds or the world... all I want is for you to hold me and call me your girl!"
- anonymous
Edited by ..Akshita.. - 12 years ago
