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Originally posted by: sarahehsan
I couldn't do justice enough to her OS! You were close enough! 👏P.S. : We all love her, don't we?! :)
@Mavs: Over these past two days I wasn't feeling too well, my self esteem was low and my hormones were raging all over the place! Even today I missed yet another day of school, ergh being ill is one of the biggest things in life i wish no girl has to go through.
Then suddenly, deciding to log onto IF to try and lift my spirits, I found this wonderful, warming, spectactular comment from one beautiful and loving dear, that translated into one simple word in my ever gratifying mind: "WOW." Anything more and you would not hear the end of me for eternity!
Your words moved my heart and touched my soul and for the first time I didn't feel like I was being commended for my work or my apparent talent in writing by a fellow IF buddy, but it was more of a dear and genuinely sincere friend going beyond that invisible boundary and actually diciphering the true meaning of what this OS was really about.
And my were your observational analysis' correct. You had me clean bowled at the level of depth that you had gone through, especially when it came to specific references to quotes and the essence that lay behind them.
I thank you dear Mav, from the bottom of my heart. It is one feeling to know your work is appreciated and liked by readers yet another entirely when someone can actually relate to the hidden quintessent ideologies behind it. I really am speechless, not to mention awed and significantly humbled.
Do know that your comments were never mere words to me. They were all the more rather. Having known you for a very short time indeed, it really does feel like a lifetime and that itself is a beauty that I need not expand upon for sheer words cannot express the magnitude of the brimming love and respect that I have for you, which you yourself instilled in me.
Have you ever wondered why the word "dark" is associated with desire? "Eyes darkening with desire" is a phrase that has been used, abused and over-used, but of late, I see people joining "dark" with "desire". Isn't desire pure? Passion is, and a thing can only be called dark for its intent. Don't you think so?
^^This I have to say, really got me pondering and yet again you have left me dumbfounded by the accuracy with which you manage to pinpoint delicate details and your ability to question and express your views. This is what I have to say to your very well spotted and very much so correct observation:
When it comes to overlooking something so pure and overwhelming as passion it is very much so a powerful feeling, in that it makes people succumb themselves entirely to something they extremely have a need for, or a want for. The human race is a very intricate race indeed dear, and we ourselves are even more intricate and interesting than we think. People can be passionate about all sorts of thing; their dreams/goals, aspirations, future plans, their work and the list is endless. It is this very passion that motivates them to sacrifice and input their very full potential and effort to getting them what they want.
However, when a human is passionate about something that goes beyond the level of wordly materials and beings, i.e. something such as another soul or another person who intrigues them, then the equation becomes a lot deeper. It is said that love makes a man blind and it is true that the same can also be said for passion. The desire with which a man wants a woman and vice versa can be so strong that its overwhelming, a little bit like a drug and it means so much more than a common longing for a physical desire such as a career or a good education, if that makes sense. This one desire, that distorts the senses and drives a person out of control up to the point where he is so depserate to fulfill his needs he no longer knows what he is doing. A darkness indeed, that engulfs the mind and unleashes the subconscious.
Applying this to IPPKND's scenario, Arnav truly was spellbound by Khushi and unknowingly began to love her. He wanted her, though he would not admit it, but he did so nonetheless. His crave for her led him to almost go too far with her on the Diwali night up to the point where both he and Khushi herself didn't realise the extent to which they could have gone, had things carried on. This was one of the major reasons why I connotated the enormity and power of the word "dark" to desire and probably why other people did too! 😆
I do hope that tries to justify what I meant and if not, you can probably come up with a much better explanation for it yourself!
I really do appreciate the mini analysis you did for each and every Rabba Ve moment I wrote about dear, and I was ever so glad you were able to recognise them!
And by the way, the last paragraph was a little something from my own imagination, yet it was inspired by the many times we saw our dear ArShi sleeping together in each others arms. The whole aim of it really was just to show the journey of IPKKND and how Arnav and Khushi were two poles apart, yet depsite their struggles and trials they found solace and love in each other's embrace. Another note which you managed to pick up on 😊.
I do apologise if that was not made clear daarling, I shall go back and re-edit the post once I am done here.
I really do not know how to pen down into words, my thought and everlasting gratitude for you my dear Mavs, yet I will say that it will stay with me for eternity. You really are something sweetheart, yet that something is what your bewakoof of a pagal friend cannot think to call 😛. Iss cheez (you 😉) ko kya naam doon!?!?!
All my infinite love and appreciation, yours, Noor :)) xxx
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@Sarah: Ab aap na shuru hogaye! I am not so shallow that I would let something as pathetic as a wrap of words (also known as a comment) be a basic foundation for the ultimate love and friendship that we share so please don't ever feel like you NEED to comment to show me that you acknowledge my work. I really do love you guys and I am overwhelmed. Truly I am.
You are always there to give a hormonal teenager that extra little bit, that warm hug at the end of each story, chapter, update or fiction to say "I am proud of you" or "I love you" and I really do appreciate the efforts.
You were the first major person as my right hand girl (not man 😳 😉) who offered the most amazing words of encouragment and support that I shall never forget and for that you have an undoubtfully higher rank than anybody else in my viewpoint. I love ya Sarah, my total honour!
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You two have been... ah.. angelic sisters sent directly from the heavens to me and I really don't know what I did to deserve you both, but I love you both dears, with everything I have. Thank you for always being there as my sisters in God and my friends forever :* :* :* xxx
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