I've also been wondering why exactly she's angry. Actually, is she really angry or just irritated and confused?
I was thinking the following:
- It's not just his confession but also the fact that he announced it in front of everyone that bothered her. When he was mumbling in his sleep she was saying "Do you have any idea what you said in front of everyone?" That not only makes her feel awkward but also ties her to him beyond the act of marriage.
- He told Laskh he didn't marry Swara for love or hatred, yet a couple of hours later he's saying something different.
- She's beginning to question his intentions again, having seen his gray side. It doesn't mean she starts to distrust him but she knows that no matter what sort of bad things he did in the past this current accusation is completely false - he can never do this. I like how she can separate her inner turmoil from her sense of justice, just as she did with Laksh in the past
- She's beginning to wonder where she really stands in Sanskaar's life - especially since he's shown the depth of his passion. They surely can't be just friends anymore after this point.
- Burning the tent down and creating a scene like that didn't go well with her at all, confession or not. She was already angry with him for trying to strangle Ragini and for being dictatorial. In the past too she had to tell him off for being aggressive and starting fights.
- She didn't want Sanskaar to speak about his involvement and his bad deeds and so far they did everything they could to confront Ragini without letting this come out. His rambling and tent burning not only ruined their plans but also gave Ragini and now Laksh way to much ammunition! The whole strategy will have to be changed now.
- Right now she is trying to focus on this mission and needs both of them to concentrate. She has a lot on her mind and doesn't want additional complications or changes in dynamics. She is avoiding that conversation and confrontation like the plague. Right now, especially, she's fighting to save him and doesn't want to be distracted. Otherwise, a sensitive person like her wouldn't be so immersed in looking for clues to save the very person who's trying to communicate with her desperately.
- She might find it hard to believe he could fall in love with her after what he did before. Yes, he's turned over a new leaf but going from reform to love seems a bit much for her.
- I don't think she's really had time to get over Laksh due to the roller coaster of events in the past few days. She just doesn't know how to handle it.
- I also think she has become a bit skeptical about love and its meaning seeing the recent events. It's not just romantic love but also the other forms of love and lack of trust amongst family members that she's seeing around her, least of all her father's behavior.
- Even if she doesn't want to get Laksh back or ruin Ragini's marriage, she probably wants stay as far away from MM as possible after the truth is out. That won't happen if she ends up with Sanskaar forever.
- I am also curious about the Kavita angle and even though Sanskaar thinks he has fallen in love again, how insecure could that possibly make Swara feel? Swara knows now that what she had with Laksh was not really a proper relationship but Sanskaar and Kavita shared that amazing bond. I know if I were in her place I'd always wonder if I were second best and could ever match up to his first great love. Because she died in such a tragic way she would always remain in his heart as a beautiful memory that is accompanied by pain and sorrow. For this reason I must admit I always thought she would fall for him first but never express it because she'd feel she had no chance with him. Sanksaar falling for her and in such a way really turned the whole thing around.
I must say I admire her strength of character - despite being disturbed by all this she doesn't back down from doing what is right and fighting to prove his innocence.
I think DP knew all along that something was amiss with the way Ragini entered their lives as a daughter-in-law. He admired Swara since the beginning because of her courage and honesty and I am really happy to see that gleam of pride in his eyes again as she goes about investigating. I think she's won him over again and he is on her side 100% but just can't show it beause he needs to appear to be fair. I agree with those of you who feel that he's the father figure she's been yearning for all his life.
You go girl!
Edited by inlieu - 10 years ago
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