Hello to all!!!I am late, yet again but i apologize. Being a student is not easy, and that too science
Anyway before starting the second OS i would just like to thank all those who liked the second part and
a special thanks to those few people who even commented
and thus this chapter is dedicated to all those especially
Rekha85 who took the pains to even talk to me and know me, thank you my first SADDA HAQ Forum friend.
Its this support which keeps the writer going, thank you and without any further delay
I present you the third installment of the J.E.A.L.O.U.S
ABNEGATION
Why does it hurt seeing them laughing together????
Why does it bloody hurt so bad ???
Randhir Singh Shekhawat thought while punching the bag with all his might.
(Randhir had seen Sayunkta and Parth conversing, chuckling together like two long lost friends)
Hadn't he only asked her to stay away from him after the whole meet family scenario??
Yes you had!!
Hadn't he only blamed her for influencing him to go and do all the meet and greet with family??
The answer stays the same angry young man!!
Hadn't he always spatted words with a vengeance towards her??
Hell yes you had!!
Hadn't he always mocked her about not belonging in Dream Team, hell even in FITE??
Its kind a getting boring now, all this question your conscience thing !!
Great now even his inner voice is mocking him !!!!!!
And why dammit why was she looking so beautifully radiant and
Wait What !?!?!?!?
seriously Randhir she has messed up your head bad, real bad.
Then why am i feeling so lonely, so hurt, so empty.
Why seeing her with Parth makes me want to execute all those murderous thoughts that come alive at that moment.
Have I started to develop any fee..no nope not at all, Randhir thought.
Randhir girls are good for nothing, even in kitchen
and how can you even think about Sayunkta like that.
When has your status stooped low Randhir,
its the best that you deserve, which is definitely not her,
so
just give up,
give up for distraction she caused,
give up for the chaos she made you land into,
give up for taunting your father,
give up for messing your head,
and just give up already.
FOCUS
Focus on dream team
Focus on sahil as you promised him
Focus on becoming the best Mechanical engineer
and
Focus because its the thing you are best at.
And Randhir Singh Shekhawat,
the arrogant, rude, cold MCP was back.
BUT,
RANDHIR never knew that he had not given up on the thoughts
but had
given up on someone who he was unaware how strangely valuable was to him,
given up without even fighting for it,
all for his ego,
all for his pride,
all for his past experiences
and
all for his i-am-so-rough demeanor
not really realizing that someone
bought the Randhir in him back,
bought the positivism he believed that did not exit back,
bought colors in his life back,
was a treasure so valuable.
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A/N - I hope you liked this one, For once i just wanted Randhir to give up, give up on Sayunkta for the reasons above. It was in my mind and i had to get it out so.
I hope you enjoyed and yes it was an out and out RANDHIR !!!!
and yes Abnegation means to give up something valuable
Thank you for reading
Cheerios
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Edited by sukriti11196 - 11 years ago