Astha felt a little cramped and cold, and she wanted to get up and get dressed. She stirred away from Shlok, taking a sheet to wrap around herself. She felt shy, and hesitant. As far as first times went, Shlok had proved his expertise way above good. He had pleasured her endlessly. Yet Astha felt he was holding something back. He seemed controlled while she had been lost in the throes of passion.
Astha was determined to change that and soon. She will reach into the dark secrets of her fifty. No matter what. As she got up, she slightly winced at the pain it caused due to the love making. Shlok's hand shot out. "Where are you going now?" His husky voice as usual demanded an answer.
Astha flushed. She still didn't dare look at him properly. "I need to use the washroom." She practically ran from his hold, the sheet caught tightly in her hand. She stopped briefly to collect some clothes and went into the huge bath.
Astha came out after a quick shower. She had tried her level best to calm her nerves. Astha came back to see a soft light shining. Shlok was still lying down, facing upwards. The sheet was casually drawn across his hips. He was staring at her as she walked towards the bed. Astha turned beet red looking at the sheet where she vacated. There was blood stain. Oh my God! Now she was completely and utterly embarrassed.
Shlok gave a wicked grin seeing her reaction. "Relax will you? You haven't committed a grave sin. So will you please stop looking like a child who's stolen candies?" And then his eyes drifted over the sheet. He looked back at her, his eyes darkened with desire again. She also noticed some visible changes in his body, beneath the sheet.
Dear God, she had barely recovered from his pleasurable assault. And he already wanted her again? Was this even humanly possible? "And don't be embarrassed seeing this Astha. It's something you should be proud of. You belong only to me." Okay, now she really wanted to end this crap before it got out of hand.
Astha blurted out what she wanted to say all along. "Oh, will you please stop this nonsense right now? I am not some commodity you own. And I belong only to myself." She snapped. Shlok got out of the bed in a single, angry movement. Astha's breath stopped. Literally. She could neither look at him nor look away from him. He was shocking, yet beautiful. He was definitely centrefold material with that fantastic, fully toned body. His complete lack of self consciousness only added to his proud, male beauty.
She looked at him for a second in awe and then away. No wonder it had pained so much. Was that normal? She wondered within herself. Her breathing turned erratic and she involuntarily moved one step back when she saw his furious expression. He caught her arms and brought her to his glorious body.
"You are committed to me now. We are engaged. Don't forget that. And it is no nonsense. You are only mine. If you so much as look at another man, so help me, I don't know what I'll do." His tone was completely serious, bordering on insanity.
"Are you mad? The only man who has ever touched me is you. And you already speak of me looking elsewhere? Whatever is wrong with you! Well, since you so quickly remind me we are engaged, you too belong to me. And only me." Astha was quick to retaliate. In an instant his aggressive posture softened and he looked at her.
"Is this what it's all about? By now you should know I don't want any other woman. Only you. I have always been faithful and I will never give you a reason to be different this time." Astha's heart flipped within her. He was giving her complete control as well. That was just heady. And didn't happen very often. Astha intended to make complete use of the chance.
She wanted everything from him. His love, his respect, a wonderful life together. For now she wanted to start with smaller things first.
"So can I touch you too?" He immediately stiffened and Astha almost cursed herself for going too fast. They had just gotten intimate. Didn't mean she could allow her mouth to blabber all her fanciful thoughts.
"I..Just give me some time Astha." It was a quiet statement, yet one with promise for the future. Shlok immediately left her and went into the washroom. Astha heard the click of the washroom and immediately proceeded to change the sheets in the bed. She was embarrassed about Radha seeing the soiled sheets the next day.
With a sigh, Astha dumped the sheets and brought fresh ones. Her hair was still damp from the shower, but Astha was hungry and wanted to have something. She went down and made some sandwich and took out the bottle of juice from the fridge. As she set the table, Astha felt Shlok engulf her from behind. He nuzzled her hair and turned her around.
Astha could smell his clean fragrance along with his spicy aftershave. The resultant mixture was heady. Astha's eyes widened to see Shlok in a snug fitting jeans that slung low on his hips. His chest was bare, and his hair was still wet from his shower. He sat down and pulled her on his lap.
They shared a plate and fed each other. They both drank from the same glass, kissing each other in between. Both of them had their fill, yet they were reluctant to get up. Astha's arms slowly snaked around his neck. Her legs were dangling and could barely reach the ground.
Shlok lifted her from her position and brought her down on his lap, facing him. Their lips met with more ease and Shlok started tracing her curves beneath the cotton top she wore. She just clutched his shoulders and the breath hissed out of her mouth when he moved away the barrier of her top and tasted her peak in a smooth movement.
She unconsciously arched herself to give him acess, her action causing his rapidly swelling member to directly come in contact with her. Yet she winced slightly at her movement, her discomfort obvious. Shlok saw her expression and stopped immediately.
He looked at the time and noted that it was half past nine. With a sigh, he put Astha away from him and got up. "Come on now. You need sleep and I need to work." Astha didn't understand his abrupt rejection. She tried to move into his arms, but he stopped her.
"I am so tempted to take what's on offer but you will be really sore if we carry on now. Just do me a favor and stop tempting me." He placed a hard kiss on her gaping mouth and whacked her slightly before going to his room.
Astha turned all shades of red and closed her mouth finally. She put away the used cutlery and went up slowly to think and rethink about all that happened in the past few hours.
Shiv Shakti
