Exploring the bond,within FF *part 11* COMPLETEDpage 19 - Page 9

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Part 10

~Adherence or Severance of hearts,heads and hands~

It was afternoon by now and since dawn, Shiva grew more and more fidgety, so restless that the silent room was screaming him of his mistakes, he was so immersed in her question that he did not knew what constructive answer he would give..As the whole family arrived, her masi as usual started cursing him because both of the times she had been in danger because of him now, he had answered her back, as rudely as he can but he remained quiet...and why wouldn't he, somewhere inside him the guilt was already eating him up..he just remained walking back & forth as the family members met the doctor and completed formality and sat waiting for her to regain the conciousness.

Yet again as Raavi came back in her senses...she muttered, "SHIVAA", Dhara who was sitting besides her, holding her hand and slowly brushing her forehead looked at her lovingly & told Krish to call Shiva in, who was roaming in the lobby..as he entered, she felt as if relief seeing him...he came near her...sat on the chair and held her hand...and this time, before she could've asked for, he made her drink water and even cleaned the droplets from the end of her lips. She smiled as he fed her food, and then he too ate..as the family was about to leave the doctor while checking her added that she can get discharge by the next day...& there arose a confusion of where would she go or where should she be taken; and there started a heated argument between Dhara and Mami...and they kept looking at each other,startled.

Though he wanted her to come back, he kept quiet, and she...expecting him to at least for once call her back and she would run there, burning down all the grudges.Thus it was decided that she would be taken to mami's home, though Dhara and whole pandya niwas refrained but eventually agreed in order to avoid chaos around her.They settled on a note that anyone can come to meet her there...as they left, tranquility flooded the room, neither of them spoke but kept stealing glances...they knew this was the last night when they could either start or end...

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Awakening of their selves was

somehow the need,

Utmost called but not yet received,

A piece of them broke,

Or else it wouldn't have been broken;

Sometimes distance works,

Will it this time, thou distance will you?

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Even after an utter dispute, he had no idea of what to say of she asked her the same question again, and she will do that...he knew her since childhood and she had the curiosity even more than the cat who had got killed, & of course he had no choice but to answer.He avoided the unintentional gazes made by them and looked away...but she stretched her hand a little, to which he immediately went near her...as he accidently put his hand on bed for support, she gently held his hand...she softly said, "Shiva", and his whole body got stiffened, as if his whole body was paying attention to what she was going to say further...he raised his brows a little and affirmed...she added, "Mai..mai samajhna chahti thi tujhe, pata hai...agar samajh sako toh ek pal kaafi hota hai aur agar na samajh pao toh puri zindagi kam pad jaati hai, pan shayad tujhe kabhi samajh hi nahi paayi....fir bhi ek mauka dene khaatir mere sawal ka jawab dena please...shayad dobi Raavi ussi se samaj jaaye.." she smiled assuring smile, which indeed gave him a little tinge of hope.

The whole night, he spent brushing his hand gently on her forehead, holding her hand in the other hand, as she dozes off; he gently tucked strands of hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead, his lips lingered on her forehead as if he wanted to feel her sleep...she was in utter sleep but her lips carved a little smile.He slept there resting his head on the bed, in a sitting positing,still holding her hand as if it was sign of her feeling secured and him giving her protection.

As she woke up, she found him sleeping...she gently ruffled his head, wondering how they would end up or more precisely, what next awaits to them. He woke and saw her, with little tears which eventually panicked him, so he immediately stood up and fumbling said, "Raavi..kya hua tujhe..tu thik hai...kaha dard horaha hai...bolnaa", to which she gently stretched her hand which went near his chest and she with index finger softly pointed on his heart...and said, "Yahan..".He was dumbfound by the revelation, he just hugged her without giving any thought. The family came and taxi was booked but he was going to come along with her so he helped her stand up and even walked with her as a support, as they reached mami's house...he was just about to say her to come with him to Pandya Niwas if she wanted but before he could utter a word, she instead said, "Nahi Shiva, esa bolke yeh sab mere liye aur mushkil mat bana please...", to which he smiled and replied, "Aur tu kehti hai tu mujhe samajh nai paayi, esa nahi hai....samajh toh mai nahi paaya, na tujhe, na khudko."

Heyyy so yeah, its going towards the end but i promise next part will be lasttttttttttttt.

Happy Readinggg!

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I loved that last line 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

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Cont soon

It was just amazing 😍😍

Loved it ❤️❤️

I just realised that I never commented on this ff. 😅

But just want to say that It's just beautiful.

Would love to read more from you ♥

Awwwwww jaanu itssss soooo amazing ❤❤❤😍😍😍waiting for next update

Nikkiiii...i knw i m late but marna mt....

This is sooooo goodd❤️

I wnt last part right now.... phast phast likhh

Such a chotu chapter but so heavy on the feels 😭

"The whole night, he spent brushing his hand gently on her forehead, holding her hand in the other hand, as she dozes off; he gently tucked strands of hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead, his lips lingered on her forehead as if he wanted to feel her sleep...she was in utter sleep but her lips carved a little smile.He slept there resting his head on the bed, in a sitting positing,still holding her hand as if it was sign of her feeling secured and him giving her protection.

^ Aisa show mein kab milega ? Kya jayega agar aise ek aadh pyaare scene de detay toh ?🤔 Manhous Choubays 😡 Jaanu bass tu hi hai jo khwaahishein poori karti hai 😭

"..kaha dard horaha hai...bolnaa", to which she gently stretched her hand which went near his chest and she with index finger softly pointed on his heart...and said, "Yahan..""

^ this got me like 🥺

Yaaarrr I so wanted Shiva to stop her ... aise kaise jaane diya.. rok leta .. kyaa yaar

I can feel that we are nearing the end .. par bye bolnay ka mann nahin kar raha 😒

This was amazing! I was expecting Shiva to speak up and ask her to come back. But I guess he will help her get back in shape and then properly ask her hand in marriage to make beautiful memories of their new beginnings.

Looking forward to the next part!

Part 11

~Conclusions & beginnings~

As she said, "Nahi Shiva, esa bolke yeh sab mere liye aur mushkil mat bana please...", he watched her in utter amusement that how did she came to know what he was going to tell her and yet she answered it with utter confidence as if she had peeped into his heart and yes, she did understood him perfectly....and he had failed in understanding her..he thought to himself.But it was him, he had been getting dwarf-sized gestures of her being important which brought him clarity, for the first time it seemed that his tangled thread of insecurities getting resolved so he gently smiled and replied, "Aur tu kehti hai tu mujhe samajh nai paayi, esa nahi hai....samajh toh mai nahi paaya, na tujhe, na khudko." This statement startled her a little but she felt good as he said that she understood him, she felt a little happy inside but still...she refrained from expressing that atom of happiness and reassurance which his statement gave birth within her.

The taxi door opened, the time had come where again they would go back to being separated; neither of them wanted nor did they expressed, even if their hearts cried and yearned they stuck to being reluctant, as she shifted her body near the taxi door and stretched her left hand to take support of door and before she could stand up, he instantly clenched her right hand, her whole attention got fixated on hand which he held and then on his face, which was looking worried, worried for her...he said, "Tu...tu dhyan rakhna apna aur tere yeh mattar size ke dimag ko aaram dena pata chala mattar jese pichak gaya...toh mera..." and her eyes widened as he said, "mera.." so he as if twisting his words, he continued, "Mera matlab hai ke dimag ki yaadash chali gai ya tu comma...kuch nai, dhyan rakhna apna...agar kisi chiz ki zarurat ho to Krish ya bhabhi ya gaumbi milne aaye tab bata dena..." and he ended his talk with a little smile. To which he sensed a feeling of anxiety and concern so she smirked and asked, "Kyun tu nahi aayega milne?"...and boomm he had to answer which prima facie he won't even if he would be restless enough to keep pacing around...he replied, "Mai...mai...mera pata nahi mai dukan sambhalunga.....tu...tu apna dhyan rakhna", she smiled a little, pressed his hands which had a firm grip giving him a signal of indication, she moved out.

She started walking, before she could enter the house, she looked back, he was still gazing her when the taxi started moving and eventually it left.She felt a sudden void in her heart, she knew what it was for, ignoring it as she entered the clock stroke 1pm and by the time she settled her in her room and had her lunch...it had been 1:39pm after taking medicines, she laid down to rest..she was gazing the ceiling thinking about if he had lunch or not and what would he be doing and slept in that chain of thoughts...On the other side, he was in the store but was growing more and more restless, it was 1:39pm, past 39minutes it was her medicine time...he thought if she had her lunch or not and if she had taken her medicines or not, he kept opening her contact and was confused whether he should call or text?...on one hand, he wanted to behave as if he was the last person who would care or be concerned but in reality, even the 39minutes had been difficult for him...and he himself knew that she had conquered him now and his thoughts were under her shadow, he kept thinking about her...finally he texted her whether he to ask if she was okay and if she had taken medicines and food..did she eat?...after sending the message now he was restless to see her reply and as the seconds passed and she gave no reply but it showed seen...so pissed he decided to call now.

He called her...and here she was sleeping peacefully, though disturbed but thinking it was alarm she just slept again after pressing power button.He called her again and yet again, but when she didn't pick up...he felt bad, defeated, though he wanted to go meet her but now he stopped himself, and again he

saw it all ending, as if that was the end...it was all his fault, only if he had not sent her papers or not behaved and said those words, those poisonous words were pricking him to the pain he wasn't able to express...he gulped and murmured, "Shiva samajh ja, kuch kisson ke hisson ki kabhi subah nahi hoti..."before he would think anything more, the phone rang and it was her who was calling him, he picked up because still for him her health was important and she was too atleast more than his insecurities, no matter what he could never stop caring for her.Since their childhood, he had been ended up protecting for her sometimes knowingly, sometimes unknowingly.

"Shivaa...kya hua...tu thik haina...itne saaareee callss?" She was surprised, worried also because, apparently he had not called her and that too so many calls...

"Tu..tune calls kyu nai pick kiye kabse try kar raha hu..tu thik haina...aur aur kuch khaya?medicines li?...1baje ka time tha...bhul toh nahi gai?" She felt her heart flutter as he put the series of questions in front of her, yes she was right when she thought that he was worried and concerned for her..

"Shiva saans lene de itne sawal ek saath...toh sun...mai na sogayi thi aur haan khana kha liya...masi ne khilaya and davai bhi dedi...ab khush?"He felt relieved a he heard that she was alright and nothing was to worry about...but then there arised a doubt then how come his msgs were seen...so he asked,

"Toh so gayi thi toh mera msg seen kese hua?"

"Voh...voh mai...chats open thi na humari..." Yes, he heard it right,she was reading heir old chats, how clealry it showed that she was missing him but he still managed her to ask why...

"kyuuu" And here as he asked her why, she realised that she had blurted out and it was no going back, so she thought to tell the truth instead,

"kuch nai mai voh purani chats padh rahi thi...achha tune khana khaya?"

"voh haan...maine khana kha liya pan tu chats kyu....matlab chod kuch nai...achha sun shaam ko bhabhi milne aayengi"

"Aur tu?" His heart skipped a beat when she asked if he was going to visit her or not, was she missing him...but why would she miss him, but hwat if she really longed like he himself was doing, he had no idea, though he wanted to be with her just managed to say that...

"mai...mai voh nai...nai mai nai aa paunga kaam hai bohot...itne din baad gaya hu"

"Koi baat nahi pan khana kha lena aur sojana .....dhyan rakhna apna...bye"

"Bye"

The day passed slowly and gradually, it was evening Dhara came and then she had dinner but she was somehow still hoping for him to visit and why she would not do that, wasn't even she herself wishing to stay with him...While on the other side, as the store work was completed and he came home and had dinner,he purposely kept listening with utter ignorant face when Dhara was telling krish about how Raavi was and what all they talked about, as everyone departed to their rooms to doze off; he too did...he kept looking at the ceiling as her words and her question was lingering his head, he was growing more and more restless,he wanted to see her...he woke up and after midnight he escaped through the window, he went to mami's home and through the nearby ladder he climbed up the jharookha which was in her room...due to gentle and mild breeze the doors were open but translucent curtains still flowing bak and forth in the wind.

As he entered the room he saw her sleeping,he checked the medicine box and when he saw the dose was taken,he felt a little relief, he sat down beside her where she was sleeping peacefully...he tucked hair strands behind the ears which always disturbed her...and as if she recognised his touch even in sleep smiled a little;he covered her body with the blanket but she held her hand as she shifted herself.

He said,

"Kitna achhe se jaanti hai na tu mujhe chipkali... pan shayad maine galti kardi...jaane anjane mein bohot badi galti hogai...pata hai tu mujhe pasand aane lagi thi...par mai tere laayak nahi tha,kaha tu somnath ki sabse khubsurat beauty queen jo gentleman ka sapne dekhti thi aur kaha mai.... aur...aur tune esa maan bhi kese liya ke mai tujh pe voh ilzaam laga data gu han?"

"Abhi tak nahi maan paayi hu mai usse Shiva...naa hi mera dil maan paayega ke tune mujhpe esa ilzaam lagaya"

She opened her eyes as she said these words, making him watch her in disbelief.He was shocked, but he had put his heart out now and nothing was left...he felt as light as air; she sat on the bed and he took a deep breathe as if he had been feeling as free as a bird, and undue weight was thrown away....and now he knew that whatever would be the circumstances,he would not live under immense pain and guilt.

Her hands touched his face as if she was confirming that he wasn't her dream and on confirmation that he was real, she with teary eyes went near him and she managed to say,

"Sorry...Shiva teri yeh baat mai nahi samajh paayi..."

"Ghar chalegi?"

And she just nodded as she gulped...he gently brushed her cheeks to clear the tears which has started flowing by now and she was so overwhelmed she hugged him, she threw all her body on him and hugged him soo tightly that his balance got shaky, he kissed her forehead as a lone tear left his eyes.

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The buds of love,

With warmful tenderness

And beautiful embrace

A proclivity still stays...

Though thoughts fought,

They will yet incline,again...

In the shadows of rose-glow hour

Beginning it with yet another beginning.

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The end.

Hey guys, so yes, I finally completed it after lots of kaands which occured,lmao I managed to end it....also Sakshi and Sara helped me alot...it's so rude of me to not take what sakshi wrote on my request but ik chotis will understand coz she knows the whole kaand lmao.

Anyways, happy reading....let me go back to being a silent reader till I get ideas lol and it's been exact month...and ya honest reviews appreciated.Thank you.