Originally posted by: meandwho
Wasn’t English compulsory and regional languages optional. I find it hard to trust you. Maybe if someone else can chime in with more info on first language in Pakistan schools.
who said anything about superiority? I said it doesn’t sound good enough to communicate if she stays there. How did you bring all the inferiority complex and superiority complex from?
I think we might be using first language differently. First language means mother tongue language. What you grow up speaking at home. The language that you think in.
Like this is my English language speaking trajectory.
I was born in an Urdu-speaking family. My parents, relatives, neighbours all speak to me in Urdu in my formative years.
I was first introduced to English as a subject in kindergarten. My kindergarten teacher spoke Urdu with us to communicate though or simple English sentences (stop, don't do this, stand in line, sit down).
From grade 1 to grade 8, I went to an English medium school, but it mainly served middle class families. It was a very good school and was at one time a school for elites, but by my time, very few elite families send their children there. All the subjects were taught in English. But when we spoke with our teachers or with each other, it would be in Urdu mainly with some English in the mix. Only teachers we (were forced to) speak in English with were my English and History teachers (who were relics of my school's golden days). All this time, I was an avid reader and had developed very good English writing and reading skills, but I was not that good in speaking English fluently or understanding English when spoken fast or in a different accent. Even with all of this, I would say my English was still better than 99% of my peers in my school.
I then went to a very fancy school high school which catered to elite bacchas mainly. All teachers spoke English and 90% of the kids also spoke exclusively English with each other. My close friend circle were people with whom I spoke with in a mix of Urdu and English. My English speaking skills became better during this time, and I tried to de-paindufy my accent, but I was still very conscious about speaking English. I even developed a stammering problem at this time (freshmen year) because I used to be terrified of being called up in class and speaking English in public. The funny thing was I did English elocution in my old school but that was rehearsed and practiced so it was easier.
I did not become fully comfortable in speaking English until I moved to the US. Even then I would first think in Urdu in my head and then translate in English. It took me many years after coming to the US to start thinking in English.
So you can still be studying English since school and may not be as comfortable with speaking English like a first language unless you are immersed in an environment where English speaking is more common.
Edited by hypnotoad - 1 years ago