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Yenge yenadhu kavidhai

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He cursed himself innumerable times for spilling those words.

How could he able to utter those cheap words, which he never felt at heart?

Even though he knew very well about Raji's sensitive nature, he did that great blunder.

What if she would have taken some drastic step? he couldn't even think further..

The thought itself shaken his very existence..

No...,nothing would have happened to her.' He reassured himself.

He looked at the time, it was 12 noon.

"Ivlo neramaavaa thoonginen?Raji kitta yevlo periya sandai pottutu yeppadi thoonga mudinjadhu yennaala?"he scolded himself for his irresponsibility.

"Podhum nee feel pannadhu,do something to find her and bring her back" his heart chided him.

"Avale dhaane ponaa,avale varatum." his mind defended him.

His mind and heart stood as two opposite poles and started debating..

Heart:"Nee vaaya moodittu chummaa irundhirundhaa,yendha problem mum illai, why should u talk so rude to her?"

Mind:" Her constant bugging made me to omit those words out of frustration. It was her fault, there is no need to over react like this"

Heart: Ava over react panraalaa? appo nee Angel ah team maatha mudiyaadhunnu adam pudichiye adhukku per yenna?"

Mind:"yen mela nambikai illaama ava rumba adamant aa irundhaa, "

Heart:"Ava yenna kettaa? Angel ah team maathunnu dhaane,adhukku yedhukku avlo peiya scene potah? sari maa nu solli ,vittu koduthirundhaa,yendha prachanaiyum illai"

Mind:"Yen ava vittu kodukka koodaadhaa?

Heart:"Unakku un love ah vida ego dhaan perusaa pochaa?"Yellaa prachanai kum un ego dhaan kaaranam."

Mind: "illai ava dhaan kaaranam,she pushed me to that extend"

Heart: "Illai nee dhaan"

Mind:"Illai nee dhaan"

Karthik couldn't bear this fight any more..

"He closed his ears and eyes tightly to escape from his mind voice...

He realized that it was time to do some action , simply sitting wouldn't do any good.

He got up immediately and searched for his mobile which he had thrown away in anger..

He found it under the tv table...'thank god it was working..'

He hastily dialed Raji's number, but It came as switched off again..

He gathered his shattered mind , and thought of a way to find her.

She has not much friends, her only close friend is lakshmi..

He called lakshmi.she attend the call..

"Hai,yenna Karthik adhisayamaa,yenakku call panra?"

He noticed that her voice was casual, not any anger or tension in her tone..

"Nothing lakshmi,Vishnu ku line pogala adhaan unakku panninen,"he gave some excuse..

"Oh ok,Raji yenna panraa?evening dinner plan nyaabagam irukkillah?"

Karthik s mind just noted only one thing " Raji was not there...or lakshmi didn't know anything about Raji's where abouts.."

Next option was Raji's father...

He hesitated to call him, both were not in good terms from the beginning. After their marriage only meesai was not fighting with him , that too for Raji's sake only.

He never called his number, appadi irukkum bodhu ippa yeppadi panradhu?"

"No ,I have to do this for Raji.."With the determined mind he called meesai..

He took the phone, and asked who was on the line...

"Indha aalu namma phone number ah kooda save pannala pola,kashtam daa saami"

"Hello, naan Karthik pesuren"

"Oh,sollunga thambi yenna vishayam..?phone pannaadhavanga panni irukeenga?Raji maa yeppadi irukaa?"

"Nalla vela yendha Karthik nu kekkama ponaaru" he thought sarcastically.

"Yedhaavadhu pirachanai yaa?nee mattum yedhaavadhu prachanai panna,avlo dhaan,naan pesura vidhame veraiyaa irukkum"meesai threatened Karthik with his trade mark style.

"Ivaru vera neram kaalam theriyaama,indha aalukku poi Raji ponnaa porandhutaale.."

"Sorry uncle naan yen friend ku call panninen,adhu number miss aagi ungalukku poiduchi pola.." he gave excuse and cut the call..

"Shhaabaa nalla vela yedhuvum ozharala,illai,meesai aruvaaloda entry aagi irukkum.."

So Raji Kovilpattikum pola..

Vera yenga poi irupaa.?

Suddenly he heard the door bell ringing...

With a anticipation and joy he ran towards the door and opened it swiftly..

To his utter dismay, it was not Raji..

A middle aged lady was standing there..

At first he couldn't gather anything "yaaru idhu?"...his mind went blank..

"Yenna thambi ,neenga kadhava thorakareenga,Raji kannu yenga?"

Finally it strikes him that she was their servant maid...

She was surprised by his unusual behavior..

"Yenna thambi yosikireenga?"

"Illai Raji veliya poi irukaa,neenga inniku leave yeduthukonga,naalaikku vanga,"he sent her back.

He has started feeling the intensity of the problem evenmore now, he couldn't simply sit at home and wait for her to return.

He has to find her immediately or else he would go crazy...

He took bath in lightening speed, went out in search of her..

He went to the places wherever he felt that Raji might have gone.

"Nearby park, beach, Office, finally he reached temple, which they would come regularly.

He prayed to god for her well being..

"kadavule.Raji ya yen kannula kaatidunga adhu podhum yenakku,vera onnum venaam,inimel sathiyamaa ava kooda sandai poda maten,ava nalla badiyaa yenakku thirumba kedaikanum,avlo dhaan,naan ungala than nimbi iruken.."

He came home fully defeated ...wishing for Raji's return, but the locked door clearly states the negative result.

He couldn't take this stress anymore..his heart wrenched in pain..

He felt that somebody has snatched all his happiness...

All of a sudden, a paper on the dressing table, caught his attention...

With a pounding heart he took that paper, fear started to clutch his heart..

He put all his wits together and unfolded the paper...

"its just a blank paper.."

He doesn't even know ,whether he should feel happy or sad..

His mental trauma reaching its heights...

He started searching for the paper note everywhere in home..like a mad man..

He was throwing things haphazardly, he didn't even leave a small bit of paper..

He himself didn't understand what he was searching ..but at that moment he firmly believed that this could be the clue to reach his Raji..

But he couldn't find anything...

All the energy were drained in his body...he couldn't tolerate this torture anymore..

He fell on the bed, holding his head in both hands, bending his head down.

He doesn't know what to do next..all went blank for him, everything seems to be vacant,

"The loneness and the silent in the home haunted him like a nightmare"

He usually complains about Raji's talkative nature, but now he was dying to hear a single word from her..

At that moment he felt that nothing would be more important than her...he wants her back all safe and sound .thats it..., he wants nothing more..

"Avanukke avanai pudhidhaaga paarpadhu pol irundhadhu,he had fully realized the intensity of the love he had for Raji"

"Koodave irukkum bodhu avaloda arumai theriyala,but ava illadha podhu he missed her like anything"

Come back my dear,

Curse me if I do mistake, hurt me back if I hurt u

Fight with me if I do any wrong

Scold me, punish me, hit me or even kill me

But don't go away from me

I can handle your frustration

But can not tolerate your separation

You are my heights of joy

Without u I am a mere toy

I need u ,

To tap my head when I do mischief

To argue with me about silly things

To console me when I am in grief

I need ur shoulder to regret my deeds

To forget my pains

Above all , now I need u even more

To love me forever...

Please come back my love...

"Raji nee yenga iruka???inimel unkooda sandai poda maaten,unakku pidikaadha yedhaiyum seiya maaten..pls come back..."

A lone tear escaped from his eyes and shattered on the floor...

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