Sorry for the late update..blame my Hectic schedule friends..
Continuation.. .
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Am I nervous? _no Mrs.sonakshi Dixit never be nervous for anything..
Am I afraid? No no when I say "I love you " I gave him every right on me..
Then what is this feelings I am getting from the time Dev asked me for a date today .
Excitement yes it's a sheer excitement. . I am infact feeling like a teenager who is going out with her first crush for the first time.
Ohh this man -only thisss man -has this power on me.
He only can make me feel elated- excited - sad-happy -angry- numb - dumbfound- everything..
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"Dev where r we going? ". I ask for the thousandth time and get a handsome-heartmelting smile in return.. Yeee Surprises r not my thing.
"Just wait. U will come to know it shortly"
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Hotel. That too the same hotel where we first met after 7yrs. Why did Dev bring me here. No I don't want him to open any of his past page now..
Fight-shruthi-corridor- police-harsh words- I am getting glimpses of past..
Maybe he senses what I am feeling.. So that he comes near -takes my hands into his and persuades me to step into the elevator..
Roof top I guess .. yes indeed it is the roof of the hotel and in the farthest corner one room is there. Dev takes me into it.
He switches on the light. Anddd
The world stops for me then and there.
I forget to breathe.
The walls of the room is carefully and tastefully decorated by by by ------ MY PHOTOS..
Me as a kid
Me as a school going child
Me as a teenage girl
Me in college culturals
Me receiving my Dr degree
Me as a nutritionist
Me as a bride
Me as Mrs Dixit
Laughing-making cute faces-eating ice cream-getting wet in rain- cooking in kitchen with flour smeared face- firing crackers-saying prayers-biting nails-ironing clothes - combing hair -... It's only me me and me every where.
My heartbeat raises it's speed & my head spins and everything becomes blur as tears start brimming in my eyes..
Dev leans on the wall and looks into my eyes deeply while talking. ..
"Sonakshi.. This is the place where I come when I took vanvas from ishwari niwas. This is my own world.. Far from the real world.. Here I fought with you- cried with you-spoke with you -dreamt with you-danced with you.. "
I spell boundedly watching him walk to the full length of the room and my eyes fall on other things there..
The books I used to read-
The ear studs I used to wear-
My clothes-my hair clips-
My sandals every damn thing of mine is in that room neatly arranged..
"At first I was angry on you.I want to destroy each of your things and by doing that I thought I could erase ur memories in me gradually..i burnt many photos- but later got developed again..
At one point I realized it's impossible for me to erase your memories-i started living with these things..I can feel you here literally.. . Do u believe that? " Dev softly laughs.
I rooted in my place. Suddenly my heart weighs nearly thousand tonnes and i cannot stand on my own feet.
"I used to get lost in my own world when I was here. No mobile-no work-not at all caring about anything in the world. It's like a penance for me. A penance for my love. " . He turns to my side and asks "Sonakshi I strongly believed one day I would show you all these. But sometimes I felt after my death only it would happen...and I.. . "
"Dev "I interrupt. . His beautiful eyes r red..full of tears..
" Mr.dixit .. Could you give me a hug please "..i whisper..
Dev covers the distance between us swiftly and hug me tightly.
My whole body is shaking.i hold on to him as my life depends on that hug..
" sonakshi..no yaar pls don't cry.why r u trembling? " he hugs me even more tighter and my tears start wetting his shirt.
Both of us cried -shared -cried -talked-cried and with that tears trying to erase the 7years that we lost. .
Story continues.. .
Edited by Cspcheziyan - 8 years ago