Ok! so the new episode has been aired and I have lots of thoughts about it.. Manan have seeped inside our hearts too deep and too real.. But before that this needs to be done.. Because trust me when I say so I have been continuously thinking since yesterday how, just how I am going to write what all I felt after watching yesterday's episode and then after reading your analysis, which I said meant the world to me. But if there is someone who can understand me and my overflowing emotions right now, its only you Winkh..
First of all comes "your tareef", which I simply love doing and which is always heartfelt.
You know you are my star.. You always provide me with utmost comfort, friendship, love and concern and on top of that you gave me an opportunity to fulfill my promise, of which I was feeling guilty because I was not able to stand up to it.. I promised you my replies, my comments and my love to all the amazingly beautiful, unbelievably thoughtful and heartfelt posts of yours.. But whenever I sat down to write in whatever time I had with me.. I just could not.. It was as if I had so much to write but the time did not feel right..I could not understand how to start..I am sorry about that.. Its just that whenever I write for you, specially you.. I speak my heart out.. There is this connection that I feel here which is hard to be described in words.. I hope you understand..
So yeah, where was I... on the amazing thing that you did when you made this post.. If it would have been the usual way you write.. it would have been beautiful like always, but I am glad you took some time and you came up with this idea.. I asked you, you wanna kill me with happiness?? I was wrong.. This post made me happy, in addition to that you made me feel loved (because you so generously dedicated this post to all of us),it made me feel crazy in love with Manan, encouraged me to jog down the beautiful journey of 45 long but worthy days of this unique love story and it also made me feel extremely lucky to have found you.. Because with all the love I have for you, I must say these days would not have been the same, would not have been filled with so much thoughtful conversations, silly dreams and pure friendship, if you were not a part of it.. if Pankh-Winkh didn't happen.. <3 <3
Also, the beautiful way in which you complimented yesterday's episode gave me a chance, an inspiration to write and express whatever I felt in all those days when I could not reach out to you, when all this friend of yours could come up with, was a RES.. you understood me, stood by me, remembered me.. it means a lot..
After a wait of what seems like so long to me, I am here.. I have already told you the extent to which I missed all this.. You writing, your superb analysis of the already fantabulous story Ky2, of our very own loving, heart-seizing MaNan.. and consequently me making you smile with my thoughts on your "as always speaking and lively words".. Amidst all the work and load I had going on,althrough the busiest hours of my days, along with all my other friends, I had you taking care of me and my health and I cannot tell you how much heart-warming that was.. Thank you for that.. When time requires you to be engrossed in studies and work, you crave for some care, because everyone around is busy, and you did that for me.. I love you, seriously :) My caring-bee..
I can go on forever writing about our friendship which happened suddenly, got attached effectively and I want it to carry on endlessly.. Because thats our charm :)
Anyways, let me dive into other emotions "THE MANAN FEELS"... *feeling happy* :-D :-D :-D
Its gonna be a long waala comment, so tighten your seatbelts missy, either you are gonna feel too happy about this or you are going for one hell of a boring journey.. hehehe kidding.. you are not coz you see I am one entertaining person... hahaha.. I am losing my head because of all the excitement.. :)
The excitement we had before the start of D-Day episode, you described that well. I had come back after a very very hectic day at the laboratory and the first thing I did was posted you the 11-minute remaining thing. I was so so excited I just could not understand what to do or better how to contain it inside my heart.. So with a jump in my step and a highly excite and anticipating heart, I finally sat down to watch..
I can understand this 45 day long journey has as much as been Manan's, as much it has been yours, it has been ours.. I am so glad that something made you jump on to your laptop on 17th February 2014, because of that we all here found an amazing writer, and uss se bhi zyda an amazing Manan lover who led us all to this enthrilling journey of 45 days.. I know many of us have told you the episode, the story doesn't ends till we read your analysis.. and this is the biggest compliment for you my Winkh.. Because its true... even amongst all the hither in the initial episodes of valentines.. Not only Nandini.. but even you gave all of us HOPE... which has been the most important member throughout... I never said this but it HELPED.. it really helped..
We dont need a warning madam, I dont need it all.. because whatever you right it always has its charm, the Winkh Magic.. :) and dare you say your post nonsensical again, I promise I'll scold you achhe se.. It was one of the best posts ever... simply because it covered everything.. it defined Love in every sense... sheer brilliance as a writer.. and other than that I know its because of Manan you write sooo well.. so thanks to them..Embarrassed (this post is getting dangerously longLOL)
The first thing I loved about the analysis was ow you made each and every day "OUR DAY"... Indeed all of them were their days... full of love for each other, which was sometimes hidden behind different facets and emotions.. I loved this thing.. While reading it, I felt like cheering Our Day! Our Day! Our Day!
Day 0- The day each and every on of us cried our eyes out.. watching Manik's hurt, Nandini's helplessness.. It was hard to believe how could things go down so quickly and so bad.. But life is all about amazing and surprising turn of events.. Many of us questioned the need of this separation.. But as of now, I feel it was must.. We have to agree Manan have come a long way, have conquered leaps of faith, tons of understanding and gallons of respect for each other.. Before this they knew, they understood what they themselves felt for the other. Manik could give up anyone: album, Fab5, his arrogant stance towards his shrewd mother, all for HER.. and Nandini could give up her love, her expectations, her needs, her heart just for HIS happiness which she felt resided in Fab 5.. They in their own world knew what they could do for the other person. But now they understand the depth of each other's love.. Now they understand the extent to which the other person can go... Amazing turn of events.. And now I cant help rejoicing at the fact that this happened... "Everything happens for a reason" so rightly said... I am sad that they had to go through so much pain, but we all know sadness and tears are a part of this life.. Manik's I HATE YOU.. It may have crashed Nandini's soul, but the way this confession is going to happen, I am sure it will overcome every sad thought, every sad feeling.. umm actually it already has...
Day 1- The lending of the helping voice.. Manik being at his worst place had still managed to unknowingly do what was the need of the hour.. Cancel Nandini's expulsion.. The two episodes before that, Manik had become immobile to Nandini's pleas, her guilty and helpless looks.. But that day in the announcement room the mind spoke and triggered the chain of events which led to her staying back..
Done!!!!
(coz you are haapy)
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NOTE- I thought of posting it here.. just for the fun of it.. I know its incomplete... because I dont want it to be rushed.. and as it is the post was getting way too long.. I'll keep editing it.. and you'll have to keep bearing it...😆 Sorry!!
For now, I have left it no where... Stay tuned till I continue...❤️
Love HAMESHA
Pankh
Edited by riddhima11 - 10 years ago
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