When will you understand my dear, that if you truly believe something, you shouldn't have to sit in dark solitude and convince yourself of it over a pint! Face it sweetheart, you're not fooling anyone. Deny it all you want, lekin tum sach ko chupa nahi sakte...the pain you feel in your heart for the way you behaved with Kaajjal is evident through those beautiful eyes of yours that the windows to your soul...your love for her is evident in them....and in the way they moisten at the mere thought of her...
Just because you share a name, it doesn't mean you have to share manerisms with Devdas...please, mere sweet Devu se Devdas mat bano...stop drowning in your own sorrow, and go find out what the facts are. Then go find your lady love...apologize to her (and her father!), forgive her, make up with her, marry her, and take her for a ride on a gondola followed by an evening in the nearest tabela!😳
And do be careful when you fall down the stairs please, dear! 😳
Don't worry, my love...this too shall pass, and your Kaju will one day be in your arms again....Gannu bhaiyya tumhari pareeksha le rahe hai...all you have to do, is pass the test....ye gusse karne ka waqt nahi, balki tumhari Kaju ke Gannu bhaiyya se dosti karne ka waqt hai...so no more gussa towards Kaju, and no more pachtaofying over your taqdeer - take your future into your own hands....and take revenge on KA - agar gussa karna hai, toh atleast direct it towards the right people!
And please, aaj se, no more looking broken the way you did today...I can't bear to see you tadapofying like that! 🤗 I love u sweetie, hang in there!
Love,
~Payal