JR 400 EPI OS COMPETITION VOTING ROUND

SIDNI OS : Manchala Teri Ore

Siddharth's POV

Love means never having to say you're sorry , but I need to say a dozen sorries to her because I am wrong , I was wrong , I have always been wrong.

She has always been right and I hate the feeling of being wrong. She has given me everything but I gave her only pain or if there is something worse than pain.

Lying beside her I now know she doesn't want my apologies because she is the purest soul on Earth.

Let me tell you the story of me and her then , it is very boring but you will surely feel the emotions. Anger on me and love for her.

It all started with 24th January 2015 , she had entered in my life like an angel but I felt she was a demon who had come to make my life even more miserable than it already was.

FLASHBACK

"Hi , I am Roshni. Your new wife!" she introduced herself to me. I felt like I wanted to murder her right then and there.

Was she mocking the pain I had in my heart after Riya had left me. Unknowingly tears shed from my eyes and before I knew it a hand came to caress my face.

I looked up from the ground to see her wiping my tears with a hurt face. She had just met me and had understood my tears like no one else.

"Don't cry , she wasn't a good wife." she said and just as a small smile came across my face , she added as an after thought ,"Or maybe you weren't a good husband."

My anger knew no bounds and I man-handled her pushing her to the wall. I was towering over her but it didn't seem like she was scared.

"Just shut the hell up. You don't know me and I don't give you the right to judge me." I shouted on the peak of my voice. She smiled and gently removed my hands from her shoulders.

"I will know and then one day I'll pass the judgement whether you are a good husband or she was a bad wife." she went away in the washroom telling me this.

I was so blinded with anger that I didn't think that she had just said both of the things in my favour. In a fit of rage , I broke the nearby vase.

Days passed and I ignored her , she used to help me alot I admit. She helped me dress , she cooked for me , she talked nicely , she took care of me , in short she was a perfect wife and I was giving her the proof of being a bad husband.

One day I was working on my laptop when I heard a thud from the kitchen. I rushed to see her yelping in pain ,something broke in me seeing her hurt.

"Roshni..Roshni..what happened?" I asked scared and my voice gave away the emotions I was feeling. She turned her big eyes towards me and it was as if she had momentarily forgotten her misery.

"You care for me? You took my name." she somehow managed to whisper again making me angry at her. She was withering in pain and all she could remember was me taking her name.

I carefully gathered in my arms and took her to the room. I called the doctor and while the check up was going on I couldn't help but wonder why she had been so eager to hear her name from my mouth.

"Your wife is fine now. Please take care of her!" the doctor pulled me out of my thoughts and I gently nodded. After he left I went in to meet my wife.

"Roshni.." I called out softly and as if she was waiting for me she smiled lightly. It was then that I realized that I loved that smile.

"I am sorry for troubling you and thank you for caring for me." she said politely again angering me due to her words. I wasn't doing any ehsaan (favour) to her , she was my wife.

"Ab don't get in your angry mode please." she said calming me down and a smile spread on my face , rather it was a blush. I was blushing , I couldn't believe it.

"Waise why were you so happy when I took your name?" I asked teasing her for the first time , actually having a good conversation with her for the first time.

"I wasn't happy , I was just stating things." she said but she couldn't hide the blush on her face and I suddenly felt very proud knowing it was the effect of my words.

"Ya I could see that pretty clear." I tried my hand at teasing her again and poked her in her ribs while she looked at me surprised. I guess it was difficult for her to take in my sudden change.

She nevertheless poked me back , she didn't like losing for sure. We kept on poking each other when she yelled ,"Ouch."

I immediately stopped and looked wide-eyed. She stared back in my eyes and that was the first time we had eye-contact. Her eyes were so warm that I couldn't help but get lost in them.

"I'll go and get dinner for you." I told her averting my gaze from her face somehow and felt a tug on my wrist. She had held me tight and her face told me that she didn't want me to leave.

That day I did something I never thought I'll ever do , I sat with her and took her in my arms. Every night we slept away from each other. She on the couch and me on the bed but right now I was holding her close.

"Siddharth." she called out my name for the first time and I could literally feel butterflies in my stomach. My heart was beating wildly and I felt it would come out any second.

"I think you are the best husband!" she informed me in a slow whisper fearing I would get angry but I felt surreal.

"Now you sleep Roshni." I told her quietly and she drifted asleep on my shoulder. As she slept I couldn't help but adore her. Her face was looking so babyish that I was absolutely blown away by her innocence.

I had always wanted some girl who would understand me , who would have innocence and who would love me unconditionally. At that moment I realized she was all of that , she was the one.

Even more days passed and now we lived like not exactly friends but kind of frenemies (friends+enemies). We fought but we made up. It was going all good until one day , that day which made me find her and also lose her.

"Siddharth , you have got a call from someone." Roshni called me and as I went to take the phone , I smiled wide at her.

"Hello Sid!" I heard Riya's voice , my ex-wife who had cheated on me for another man. I was about to cut the call when Roshni came and held my hands giving me strength.

After a while of her talking ,I had had enough. I didn't want to sort anything out , I didn't want her back , I was happy with my Roshni.

I kept the phone down with anger blazing in my eyes. I jerked Roshni and asked her ,"What do you want Roshni? Why did you make me talk to her? I hate her!"

"I understand Siddharth. You need to sort your life out but.." she was sympathizing and I was hating this. I pushed her and immediately regretted it.

"I don't need your sympathy , I need love." I spoke vulnerably and she got super angry now. She came and pushed me back.

(Song : Manchala)

Kabhi gardishon ka maara

Kabhi khwahishon se haara

Roothe chaand ka hai chakor

"I love you dammit!" she spoke with tears stinging in her eyes and left the house leaving me standing shocked. What had I just done?

Zara se bhi samjhote se

Yeh parhez rakhta hai kyun

Maane na kabhi koi zor

I sat with my face in my hands. Her smiling face came in front of me and then her teary face came forward. Tears flew from my eyes too , and this time they were unstoppable.

Duniya jahaan ki bandishon ki

Yeh kahaan parwaah kare

Jab kheenche teri dor

Kheenche teri dor...

I got up with a determination to get her back. I turned to the bedside to take the car keys when my gaze fell upon her photograph lying there , I picked it up and caressed her through the picture.

Manchala.. mann chala teri ore

Manchala.. mann chala teri ore

"I LOVE YOU Roshni!" I shouted out loud with tears and a smile on my face. I had fallen in love with her , with her selfless behaviour. I had fallen in love with my wife!

Khamoshiyon ki sooraton mein

Dhoondhe tera shor

Dhoondhe tera shor

Manchala.. mann chala teri ore

Manchala.. mann chala teri ore

I knew I loved her and now I had to tell it to her by finding her and this time I won't let her go away forever. She was gonna stay with me.

That day I found her on our favorite hangout place , the Dunkin Donuts. I somehow knew she would be there and seeing her again I was ecstatic , I just wanted to go and engulf her in a tight hug.

"Roshni.." I patted her ,she met my eyes and for the first time she broke down in front of me. She made herself look strong in front of the world but I knew she wasn't so strong , she was an emotional fool like me.

"Siddharth , don't leave me please." she pleaded me hugging me so hard the next moment. I was on cloud nine , why wasn't she angry on me?

"Of course you aren't angry on me because you're going to irritate me." I teased her and she giggled resting her head on my chest.

"I love you Roshni. I will never leave you , please don't ever leave me for anyone." I said and couldn't help but add the last line because of my past bitter experience.

"I said na , you are the best husband. She is a fool to leave you!" she added and I couldn't help but laugh at her innocence , I was so happy in that moment.

"I am so happy she left me , if she hadn't I wouldn't have met you.." I added and she was blushing again. I thought to tease her again.

"The blush on your cheeks looks lovely." I spoke making her hide her face in my chest. I smiled and wrapped my arms protectively around her.

PRESENT

I suddenly felt two arms grabbing me across my waist. I bent down to kiss her forehead and a happy smile spread across her face.

"Morning my pretty wife." I said tickling her as she tried to get up. She threw a pillow on me and I ducked , the pills flew and hit the vase on the side table.

I chuckled but she didn't find it funny. "I am as it is your second wife." she said impulsively turning her face away from me.

I could feel her biting her lips and regretting what she spoke at once. I knew her and I didn't feel bad , I pulled her closer.

"You are my second love , you made me believe what is true love , true love is never having to say you're sorry." I poured my heart out to her and she gently pecked my forehead.

It was correct 12 in the afternoon when she reached there. Yes. She was on time. She was gonna get him back, forever. He had promised her to meet there after a year. She was waiting. But it was what she hates. To wait! But, she needs to... she has learnt to wait. She has wait, a whole year. She only knows how she had managed all without him. In this year, she has realized that he is not her need, but her habit. She can't spend her life without him. And today, she was going to tell him this.
She was now confused. She has waited very long. It was going to be night and he... he didn't come. Was this her fault? Has he moved on? Doesn't he need her anymore? But, how can it be possible? He was only sure that they should be together, then how can he forget her? The street was now clear. Everyone went to their respective places.
Roshni was left standing there, all alone, with a look of despair, with a feeling of frustration and with the will to make things alright. She had been under so many misconceptions; she had conveniently assumed so many things over the past. Today She realized that all along She was living in a world She had made for herself, not in reality because today She realized reality was what She had always been running away from, what She had not cared to see.
She sat there, on the ground, She was now sure that this was the time make things alright, to make some amends, to get her love back into her life and to apologize, as profusely as She could for all that She had put him through.
It was raining, raining so heavily that it was hard to see anything clearly. She had been wrong, so wrong. Siddharth had in fact never been the reason for the tragedies, at least not in the way she thought he had.
"Siddharth!" she screamed in desolation and cried, cried in pain, cried in love, cried in hope, cried for Sid, cried for her past and for her future. She cried so that the God would hear her and make things alright.
She was walking like a zombie, like a human without life, like a man without soul, like a lover without her love. Was she getting the punishment of insulting Siddharth's love? Or of not accepting the truth which everyone knew. Or it was all because behaving so weird with him? Was it because he cried for her so much? He had always loved her. But she never accepted it forever. Break-up had been casual in their relationship and the reason was she herself always.
She sat on a bench. What does destiny exactly wants from her? When he needed her, she denied. And today when she needs him, it's all over! Is it really over? Is it for memories only? Was she going to live her life all alone? Does she really deserve this?
There were many questions. And the answers were to be given by only one person-Siddharth. But where is he? Siddhath - the lover boy never breaks a promise, then why today? Or the lover boy himself was a dream? Dream, No! This can't be true! She can't live a dream so long! But where have the lover boy gone?
"Enough! Roshni! You're thinking too much!" she said to herself. "He will come. He can't do this to me." She said in a dim voice.
"You can't do this to me!" screamed she. She cried loudly, Shouting, screaming as loud as she can. All of a sudden, she felt something on her shoulder. She looked up. He was none other than the love of her life, truth of her life, meaning of her life. Siddharth!
She didn't waste a second to jump on his arms. It was the time she felt like she is back to life. She got her breath back. She wanted to stay like that only; she wanted to be like that forever !
He closed his eyes and held her tightly. He smiled trying to hide his tears between the rain drops. He only knows how have he lived without touching her for so long! He wished the time to stop there forever!
"Roshni I..."
"shhh..!" she tightened the hug. "Don't say anything. Let me clear my thirst!"
He felt to cry more. He tightened the hug.
"Mujhe dekhe bina, tum kaise reh paaye Siddharth?"
"Main tumhe dekhta tha Roshni, har festival, har anniversary mein. Whether its holi or diwali, our first date anniversary or last breakup, I have always had a glimpse of you. Outside your house or, office."
She broke the hug.
" you broke your promise?"
" I never break my promise. We decided k hum 1 saal nahi milenge. Naa dekhne ki toh koi baat hi nahi hui thi!"
Roshni smiled in happiness and hugged him.
"tum nahi aate toh pata nahi main kya karti!"
Sid hugged back.
"main tumhe kuch karne hi nahi deta. Main chupkar tumhe dekh raha tha."
She breaking the hug,
"what do you mean?"
"Roshni main tumse pehle yahan aa gaya tha. Aur main.." He was cut.
"aur tum mere love ka test le rahe the!" Roshni said in disgust.
"Roshni I..."
"You what? It's night now damn it! Main morning se tumhara wait kar rahi hun. Crying, screaming and don't know what more in the rain! And you.. You just don't care!"
"Of course I care damn it! Issillliye tumhara pain dekhkar nahi rok paya khudko. I have also waited for a long year. I have also cried, I was also in pain. Just because I care! Can you hear that Roshni? I care coz I love you!"
They became silent for a while.
"Whatever!"
She leaved.
"Oh! Not again!"
Sid followed in disgust.
Roshni entered her room and sat on bed in anger. Siddharth entered.
"how dare you follow me?"
"At least listen to me..."
"just go Siddharth, just go away..."
She pushed him far but he held her arm.
Swayam pinned Sharon against the wall. They kissed after a long time.. They breathe hard on each other's phase. They forgot what had happened in the past. One kiss was enough to break the notes of misunderstanding...!
"Siddharth... main..."
Sid shuts her up by keeping his index finger on her lips.
"Tum aur kuch nahi kahogi..."
His voice firm.. His eyes deeply drowned in hers.. Her heart pounding as fast as it could. He breathed into her...
Siddharth tighten his grip. He pushed her hard against the wall.. Moved so close that he could almost hear her heart beat!!! It was music to his ears. He took his lips near her ears. He nibbled the lobe of her right ear. He smelled her perfume. The fragrance was the same. Roshni tried really hard to free her hands, but couldn't do it. She felt a rush of feeling! It was hard for her to control her thirst! She swallowed a lump of emotions. Siddharth moved his face across hers. Reaching at her neck, which was bare, he starred at it as Roshni took over. She then moved her lips towards Sid's. Siddharth forgot about the neck as he saw those same two lips & remembered there first kiss... He reached out for the kiss. His hands still pushing hers against the wall. Their heads tilted in opposite direction, helped their lips to finally meet.. ! Their lips moved in sync. Sid's lips went up & Roshni's went down... They kissed for a minute.. When Sid broke the kiss to catch some air. They breathed hard. Siddharth pulled her when she tried to escape... Sid held her across her waist & pushed her to the bed.
He came upon her. He sided her head with his' so that he could reach her side neck. He kissed the neck then the cheeks.
"Siddhath, yeh galat hai.."
He stopped.
"tum hi kehte the na, we should wait..." Roshni said in a dim voice.
Siddharth looked at her.
"bahut wait kar liya Roshni, apne liye b, aur ek dusre k liye b..."
Roshni smiled and put her hand on his chest. With a smooth push she made him lie on the bed. Kissing his forehead she kept head on his chest when Sid turned off the lamp.
5 years later
"Siddharth, Siddharth get up!"
" 5 mins Roshni!"
"5 sec. bhi nahi! Come on get up."
But he was not in a mood to listen to her.
"Fine, then you lost your today's morning kiss!"
She stood up from bed saying this. But suddenly she realized him dragging her. She fell on him.
" neend aa rhi thi na... So jao.."
She wanted to get up. he dragged.
" kiss deni thi na?? do..."
"So jao"
"kiss karo"
"aaj toh nahi milega.."
"wo toh main le kar rahunga..."
He turned her and came upon her. He went closer and closer. Their lips were just 1 mm far.
"Papa stop!!!"
Siddharth closed his eyes in a 'oh crap' and Roshni laughed.
"Come baby"
Roshni put her on bed between them.
"How many times have I told you you should not spoil mom dad's moment??"
Siddharth said pinching her cheek.
"How many times I have told that I like it?"
She said pinching his nose.
"You are just like your mom in stubbornness!"
Siddharth said biting his teeth.
"And you are just like your dad in sweetness."
Roshni said smiling.
"At last we are together, happy, with each other. So many years of us as SidNi and 3 years of our NiVi."
Siddharth said proudly.
"SidNi, and NiVi, together forever!"
Roshni completed him. They were looking at each other with lots of love.
"Daddy, I can close my eyes if you want..!"
Smiling, Sidni closed NiVi's eyes and Siddharth kissed on Roshni's forehead.
"I love you"
Siddharth said lovingly.
"I love you too"
Roshni replied the same.
"I love you three!"
NiVi said showing her three fingers.
SidNi laughed removing their hands from her eyes and kissed on her cheeks.
Its not end,
It's The Beginning!!!

D whole CLG goes aww wid a name of a gang- the so called- "gangster adorable couple"

LOVERS SO UNKNOWN

She stepped in the college and a wide smile appeared at her lips because finally she will achieve her goals. Her family was never that modern to allow her to study further but her in laws understood about her love for studies and allowed her to study further, her family and her in laws family are relatives but she can't compare them at all because of there thinking, her in laws believed in her unlike her family who got her married to her cousin as soon as she finished her 12th and here she is standing in the college after two days of her wedding just because of her in laws

As she searched for her class she went inside and quietly took a seat on the fourth raw waiting for the lecture to begin and soon a group of three friends came and sat beside her, she didn't paid any attention to all the fun they were having.

As the lecturer came every one got busy with there work.. lecturer wrote some notes at board and every one got busy in noting it down, the lecturer roamed around the class room but stopped in front of roshni

'Are you a new student?' He asked, roshni stood up first and then nodded a yes 'what's your name?' 'Roshni, Roshni Kukreja' 'you have joined in the mid of semester you know that right...' he informed 'yes sir and I will make sure that I cover up all the syllabus I missed very soon' she said confidently and he nodded 'sit down' he ordered

When the class got over, she collected her books and stood up to leave when the girl from that group came to her 'hey' she greeted happily 'hie...' she smiled back 'so you are a new student Miss...?' the other guy from there group asked 'Roshni, and if your ears are in working condition then you must have heard it when I told to the lecturer Mr..?' 'Siddharth Khurana... well yeah but you see I needed confirmation because you should be aware that whenever any new student joins college then there is a tradition we follow i.e ragging' he said winking

'Siddharth shhh' the girl scolded him and raised her hand towards roshni 'hie I am Samaira' 'hie I am ' 'roshni.. we heard that twice' the third guy said and raised his hand for a shake hand 'hie I am yash' 'nice to meet you two' roshni said smiling politely at them.. 'I am also a normal human being you know.. Miss New comer' Siddharth said raising his hand for a hand shake 'not interested in shaking hand with some unknown guy' she said rolling her eyes and left with samaira while yash stood there laughing on Siddharth 'I won't leave her' Siddharth said glaring at her retreating figure

Roshni and samaira sat in canteen as samaira filled up roshni with most of the lectures that had happened in past one month, they were discussing about the new project which were assigned to them in the physics class today when a huge group of students surrounded them, roshni frowned while samaira shook her head and then came Siddharth ahead standing in front of roshni... she rolled her eyes as she stood to face him 'now what?' 'As I told you it's a tradition of this college, we welcome new students with some amazing tasks which everyone had named as ragging' he said as a matter of fact

' yash' Siddharth called out and yash passed him the guitar 'humara lie ek gana gao!!' he ordered 'excuse me' she asked shocked 'what.. I just said in hindi to sing a song for us, don't you understand hindi Miss.Kukreja' he asked smirking, she folded her hand across her chest without saying anything in response 'look guyz, she got scared' Siddharth said aloud and all started to laugh

She closed her eyes and started humming a tune , her melodious voice was so mesmerizing that it shut mouths of everyone and all waited impatiently for her to begin

Ho.. sun saathiya maahiya

Barsa de ishqa ki syahiyaan

Rang jaaun, rang rang jaaun ri, haari main

Siddharth started to play guitar as she sang further

Tujhpe main jhar jhar jhar jaaun

Hoon piya bas teri main

Ho chhu le toh khari main

(Toh khari main khari main...)

Ho.. sun saathiya maahiya

Barsa de ishqa ki syahiyaan

Main ret si, boond ka zariya tu

Paa ke tujhe bheeg jaaun re

Main ret si, boond ka zariya tu

Paa ke tujhe bheeg jaaun ri

Siddharth sang lost in her beautiful voice

Tar jaaun tar tar jaaun

Dariya ye tar jaaun jee

Ishq ye paake main tera

Nikhar jaaun ri...

Piya bas teri main

Ho.. chhu le toh khari main

toh khari main khari main...

Ho.. sun saathiya maahiya

Barsa de ishqa ki syahiyaan

She opened her eyes as the song finished 'if you are done so can I do some work Mr.Khurana?' She asked breaking everyone's trance while Siddharth still in the effect of her melodious voice nodded and what followed was a huge round of applause

Roshni walked out of the college gate waiting for HIM to come and pick her up when samaira and yash approached her as they noticed her waiting for more than 10 minutes 'come roshni we will drop you' samaira offered, roshni who was going to deny but she noticed HIM leaving in his car without her, she threw daggers at his way but then calming herself nodded to samaira and yash who were clueless about her behaviour

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Siddharth was watching TV in his room when she barked In angrily 'you moron!!! how dare you? you left me alone there' she shouted while he grinned 'you expected me to give a lift to an unknown girl' he asked winking ' Siddharth!!! I am not going to spare you' she said with her hands on hips and he stuck his tongue out at her and ran out 'catch me if you can' he shouted as she ran after him

'Ara ara. what's going on?' Asked simran as he took her help and tried to save himself from roshni 'why you two are fighting like kids, if someone saw you guyz like this they won't believe that you two got married two days ago only' 'maa, you won't believe what he did to me... he did my ragging in front of whole college and he left me alone after off!!! can you Imagine he left me alone.. and then I came here with samaira and yash' 'oh my God they dropped you here that means they know that you live here in sid's house' 'no maa, they drop me a bit far from here and then when they left I walked till here' she told

'Ohkay.. and now your turn siddharth, what was that and why you did her ragging?' 'Mom? she called me an unknown guy .. so being her so called stranger I had a full right to do her ragging.. If she has accepted in front of everyone that we are husband and wife then I wouldn't had let anyone do that with her but no madam wanted to hide it, so now let her get the taste of her own Medicine' he mocked 'maa' roshni faked a cry and hugged simran 'sid!! say sorry to her' simran scolded 'sorry my foot' he said 'I hate you' roshni shouted and they both turned there face in different directions

'By the way simran I guess these two are not at all talking with each other so how about we cancel the reception party of tonight, because when bride and groom won't talk with each other then what's the need of it?' Raj suggested in th serious tune 'Noo' shouted both Siddharth and roshni 'no raj ji is right.' simran said playing along 'ara nae maa, we are not fighting!!! he is so innocent why will we fight' roshni said in a sweet coated voice elbowing Siddharth while Siddharth too nodded smiling more than necessary 'ohh is that so, acha now go and get fresh and roshni durga bhabhi will be here anytime to take you for parlour go both of you' simran informed and they both left to there room

Simran and raj laughed out aloud 'they are totally crazy simran ji!! who will say that they are married and love each other' 'I agree, totally crazy.. I know we got them married so soon but what to do... with shiv bhaisab being adamant to get roshni married, we didn't had any other choice' simran sighed 'ohkay now relax, roshni is with us now and look our children are happy' 'yeah very happy' they both stood up to go to there room when they heard them shouting at each other once again 'oh God they will never learn to behave decently with each other' simran shook her head 'leave them on there own simran let's go' raj said and she agreed

They left while both of them kept bickering about who will go first to get fresh, and in this way day passed as through out the day they kept teasing each other for one thing or the other and in this same way there days passed with them romancing secretly in college and fighting crazily at home!!