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why...did they just give us such a nice episode? was this the happy ending? The final thing?
I watching it with dreamy eyes throughout
I really wanted to hate this week episodes...so it won't be too hard to leave watching it once he leaves...
but this episode just made it TOO DAMN HARD, DAMMIT!
Guys...tell me is this the last episode we're going to see him in? 'coz I can't quite believe it.
It just doesn't seem like...the end, you know? It din't seem like...something which is going to end soon.
It just did not feel like it were one of his last episodes... I wonder why!
Okay...MUSHY MUCH??? I do not why I sound so mushy here... I could possibly put the blame on my pending college work and personal problems, but I WON'T. I'm only over-emo because of this...this...this stupid tv show, which is apparently more important than my personal life.
Yes I'm pained that he's leaving, that I won't be able to see his eyes...and hear that husky voice again. And I cannot deny that any longer.
That being said, I'm going to admit that I did not participate in the "fight against the PH", but that's just because I did not agree with certain points. I don't want to blame anybody...especially when I don't the inside story. So, as much as I want the same things... I couldn't make myself do the things that were being done.
Signing off now,
both happy and sad.
(Happy because today's episode reminded me of one of those old brilliant episodes and Sad because... we might never see same Arnav Singh Raizada again)
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