Chup Chup Ke ~ Rajdheer FF [Completed] - Page 6

She is taking charge now. She will not let him walk away. She will pursue him.

Rajji is slowly putting the pieces back. Will Ashish forget Madhu and move on?

She has fixed one problem. Ashish and Ganga are on their way to a relationship.

Two sons have returned. One remains.They all see the result of Rajji's quiet fixings.

"She was supposed to persist, to stay, to push, not disappear, and that unsettled him more than her presence ever had."

This sentence had me fall in love because Dheeraj might show he doesn't need her, he has forgotten her, has moved on but NO, he hasn't at all. He wants her badly beside him, by her side, giving him attention, her care, her continuous support and it makes him feel she is there for him. He isn't alone.

I have loved all the chapters but there is something so different in Rajji's almost impossible plan working. Like, when it was introduced it looked like a far fetched dream but no Rajji is so smart and the way she made sure every convo, every meeting, every connection was so meticulously planned is so good.

Also, Dheeraj being hyperaware of Rajji's disappearance and then asking her whereabouts like a husband with haq was so hot.

Author, looking so much forward to their college scenes with loads of jealousy and possession from Dheeraj because he looks like he can kill with his personality.

I keep coming back to the site like hundred times a day just to check if the new chapter is updated. ❤😭

Chapter 20 (Until the Distance Breaks)

The Same Door, A Different Truth

The night at Bajpayee Niwas felt unnervingly familiar to Dheeraj.

Not because it held romance.

Because it held confrontation.

He stood outside the side entrance for a long moment, his hand resting against the half-open wooden gate, and memory struck before he could stop it.

He had entered this way before.

Secretly.

Quietly.

On another night thick with silence and accusation, when anger had driven him across this same threshold after learning that Rajji had found his Ashu dada drunk on the road after losing Madhu.

She had only informed him.

But in the storm of that moment, Dheeraj had believed something far worse—that Rajji had somehow used Ashish’s vulnerable state to trap him in Bhanu’s larger designs.

He could still hear his own voice from that night, sharp with fury:

“Why did you trap my brother?”

The dim corridor.

The shadows along the pillars.

The sharp sound of his footsteps.

Rajji standing in the inner courtyard, stunned to see him, her face paling when she understood why he had come.

That night, he had come with only one question:

Why did you trap my brother?

Tonight, almost a year later, he had come with another:

Why are you trying so hard to heal the same family you once helped break?

He stepped inside again, every footfall across the corridor stirring the ghost of that earlier confrontation. The same faint fragrance of jasmine lingered in the air. The same courtyard lamp threw trembling light across the walls. Bajpayee Niwas itself seemed to remember the storm it had once witnessed.

And now—

it was about to witness another.

He found Rajji in the inner courtyard near the tulsi plant, arranging the diya tray absently, her thoughts clearly elsewhere.

For one second, the image overlapped with the memory of that previous night—her standing in her room, him demanding why she had told Bhanu about Ashu dada’s drunken collapse, why she had let his brother’s grief become another crack in the family.

The old wound stirred sharply.

Rajji sensed him and turned.

The diya plate stilled in her hands.

“Dheeraj?”

His name on her lips was softer than the memory he carried of this place.

He stepped forward, his face unreadable but his voice low and sharp enough to cut through the stillness.

“Why are you doing this?”

Rajji’s breath caught.

Because this was not just a question.

It was the continuation of the one he had once asked here before.

Then, it had been:

Why did you trap my brother?

Now, it was worse.

“First you helped break this family,” he said, each word deliberate, “and now you’re trying to repair it yourself.”

The accusation came without raised volume.

But inside these walls, it echoed with the old confrontation.

Rajji lowered the diya plate slowly, setting it beside the tulsi.

“I deserve that,” she said softly.

“That’s not an answer,” Dheeraj replied immediately.

The control in his tone was thinner now.

Because Bajpayee Niwas kept forcing the past into the present.

The last time he had stood here, he had demanded the truth of what he believed she had done.

Tonight, he was demanding the truth of why she was rebuilding what had suffered.

Rajji exhaled slowly, as if steadying herself for the only answer that mattered.

“At first,” she began quietly, “the person I loved most in my life was Bhanu maa.”

The words made him still.

Because this—

this was not what he had expected.

“She was everything to me,” Rajji continued. “Her pain became my anger. Her wounds became my reason. I thought loving her meant doing whatever she wanted, even if it meant standing by while everything around me broke.”

Dheeraj’s expression tightened.

Because now the betrayal he had once only seen as cruelty suddenly carried another layer.

A dangerous kind of devotion.

Rajji took a small step closer.

“But somewhere along the way,” she said, her voice softening, “that changed.”

His breath caught.

Not visibly.

But enough.

The silence of Bajpayee Niwas seemed to lean closer around them.

Rajji looked at him with a truth she no longer had the strength to hide.

“The person I love most now…”

A pause.

Then—

“I love you, Dheeraj.”

The words settled into the same courtyard that had once heard accusations and hurt.

And for one suspended second, it felt as if the walls themselves had gone still.

Dheeraj just stared at her.

Taken aback.

Because this was not manipulation.

Not excuse.

Not defense.

This was the naked truth she had finally chosen to speak.

And the worst part—

he believed it.

That sincerity shook him more than the confession itself.

But then another memory rose stronger.

Mahadev.

The oath.

His own voice promising never to return to her.

The wall rebuilt itself instantly.

When he finally spoke, his tone had gone colder.

Steadier.

Controlled.

“You’re wasting your time.”

The words landed hard.

But Rajji didn’t flinch.

Dheeraj forced himself to hold the line of what he had sworn.

“There’s no point trying to persuade me,” he said. “I’m not coming back into your life.”

Each word cost him more than the silence showed.

Rajji’s eyes filled, but this time there was no collapse.

Only resolve.

She nodded once, as if she had expected this.

Then lifted her chin.

“If I have to keep trying till the end of my life,” she said quietly, “then I will.”

That made something flicker across his face.

Because there was no desperation in the promise.

Only certainty.

The kind that frightened him precisely because it sounded real.

“You still don’t understand,” he said, harsher now because he needed the distance. “This ends nowhere.”

Rajji shook her head faintly.

“No,” she said softly.

“It ends where you stop believing.”

Silence settled over Bajpayee Niwas.

Heavy.

Haunted.

Filled with echoes of the first night he had entered this house demanding to know why she had brought Bhanu into Ashish’s pain.

Now, months later, he stood in the same place facing a girl who was trying to rebuild the very ruins that pain had left behind.

For one dangerous second, the oath inside him felt less like strength and more like punishment.

But he stepped back.

Because staying here any longer meant allowing the truth in her eyes to weaken what he had promised.

“Don’t do this to yourself,” he said quietly.

Rajji’s lips curved into the faintest, saddest smile.

“It’s already done.”

The words followed him as he turned and slipped back through the same hidden way he had once used to confront her.

Only tonight—

he left with something far heavier than anger.

Because Bajpayee Niwas no longer only held the memory of accusation.

It now held the truth of why she was trying to mend everything.

And Rajji stayed in the courtyard long after he was gone, the night air still carrying the ghost of his footsteps.

Because if these walls had once witnessed the beginning of misunderstanding—

perhaps one day, they would witness the completion of her redemption.

The Silence He Took Home

When Dheeraj stepped back into Mahadev’s house, the night had already deepened.

The corridors were quieter here.

Familiar.

Steady.

And yet—

nothing inside him felt steady anymore.

He closed the door to his room softly behind him and stood there for a long moment without moving, as if the silence itself might help him leave Bajpayee Niwas behind.

It didn’t.

Because the courtyard had followed him home.

The tulsi lamp.

Her voice.

The unwavering way she had looked at him and said the one thing he had not been prepared to hear.

“I love you, Dheeraj.”

The words did not echo loudly.

That would have been easier.

Instead, they settled.

Quietly.

Permanently.

Like something that had found a place inside him before he had the strength to stop it.

Dheeraj loosened the buttons of his shirt collar and sat down at the edge of the bed, leaning forward, elbows on his knees.

He told himself the discomfort in his chest came from anger.

From exhaustion.

From the frustration of watching Rajji undo, piece by piece, the damage she had once helped create.

But the truth was more dangerous than that.

Because what unsettled him was not merely what she was doing.

It was why she was doing it.

For Ashish.

For Baba.

For the family.

Every bond she had once stood beside while it cracked, she was now trying to rebuild with a patience that felt almost punishing.

And that patience had begun to reach him too.

Not in grand gestures.

In the quietest ways.

In Ashish’s return.

In the relief on Vidya’s face.

In Baba’s silence softening.

In the way the house had begun to feel less broken.

He leaned back slowly, staring at the dark ceiling.

Because now another truth kept pressing harder than he wanted to admit.

Her confession had not felt like strategy.

It had not sounded like guilt.

It had not carried even a trace of Bhanu’s shadow.

It had sounded terrifyingly simple.

Terrifyingly real.

And that was what made it dangerous.

For one brief second, he let himself replay the moment.

Her standing beside the tulsi.

The diya light trembling against her face.

No tears.

No pleading.

Just certainty.

If I have to keep trying till the end of my life, then I will.

Something tightened sharply in his chest.

Because there had been no drama in that promise.

Only faith.

And faith was harder to fight than manipulation.

Dheeraj shut his eyes.

Immediately, another memory rose.

Mahadev.

The oath.

His own voice.

I won’t go back to her. Not now. Not ever.

The words cut through everything.

His jaw tightened.

That was the line.

The wall.

The only thing still keeping what he felt from turning into something he could no longer control.

Because the more Rajji repaired his family, the harder it became to keep seeing her through the lens of what she had once been.

Now there was another Rajji standing in front of him.

A girl who had stripped herself of every lie.

A girl rebuilding the very house she had once watched crack.

A girl who had looked at him with the kind of love that asked for nothing except time.

And he hated how deeply that truth had begun to move him.

Dheeraj opened his eyes abruptly and stood up, pacing once across the room.

No.

He would not let this become weakness.

He would not let sympathy blur the promise he had made.

Whatever Rajji was doing—

whatever she was feeling—

none of it changed the oath.

None of it changed what stood between them.

And yet—

when he paused by the window and looked out into the sleeping courtyard below, one unbearable thought rose anyway:

What if she really means it?

The question stayed there.

Unanswered.

Unwelcome.

And far too alive.

Dheeraj exhaled sharply and turned away from the window.

By morning, his face would give away nothing.

No conflict.

No cracks.

No trace of the storm Bajpayee Niwas had followed home.

The house would see the same controlled Dheeraj.

The same distance.

The same oath-bound silence.

But alone in the dark, with only the memory of her voice and the evidence of her actions pressing against every certainty he had built, Dheeraj finally had to face the truth he refused to name:

Rajji was changing something inside him.

And the worst part—

he was trying just as hard not to let it show.

Until His Hands Return

The night Dheeraj left Bajpayee Niwas, Rajji did not cry.

Not because his words had hurt less.

But because something inside her had changed.

For the first time, she had spoken the truth aloud.

No lies.

No half-measures.

No Bhanu maa’s shadow standing between what she felt and what she chose.

Dheeraj had rejected her.

Coldly.

Firmly.

And yet—

instead of breaking her, it made her clearer.

Because now she finally understood what this path truly was.

Not winning him back through words.

But proving, piece by piece, that the girl who had once shattered his family was willing to spend the rest of her life rebuilding it.

And there was still one fracture left.

Ketan.

The thought came with weight.

Ashish had returned.

Mahadev’s home had breathed again.

But one emptiness still lingered in every room.

The silence where Ketan’s laughter used to rise.

The corridor where Narmada’s anklets once echoed.

The dining table chair that remained untouched.

Rajji stood by the courtyard window of Bajpayee Niwas the next morning, the first light of dawn slipping across the floor, and understood what had to come next.

If she truly meant what she had promised Dheeraj, then this was the road.

Not words.

Action.

Repair.

And the next wound she had to touch was the one she had helped deepen.

Ketan and Narmada.

The memory came back with brutal clarity.

Mahadev had once been angry, rigid in the way only fathers who mistake control for protection can be. Ketan’s choices, Narmada’s presence, the arguments that had followed—Rajji had seen the cracks and widened them. A sentence whispered here. A misunderstanding sharpened there. A silence prolonged just enough to become distance.

And then Ketan had left.

Taking Narmada with him.

Another son out of Mahadev’s house.

Another emptiness Rajji had helped create.

She closed her eyes briefly.

The guilt no longer paralysed her.

It directed her.

By evening, Rajji had already begun asking questions.

Quietly.

Carefully.

She spoke to an old servant who still kept in touch with Ketan. She reached out to Priya, who had once heard from Narmada through a cousin. Piece by piece, the scattered trail began to form.

A rented apartment across the city.

A smaller life.

A quieter one.

From the outside—

still together.

Still untouched.

Though somewhere beyond what anyone in the family knew, silence had already begun settling between Ketan and Narmada in ways no one had yet seen.

Rajji, of course, knew none of this.

She only looked at the address in her hand for a long moment.

This time, the weight of what she was about to do felt different from Ashish.

Ashish had needed a doorway reopened.

Ketan—

Ketan would need trust rebuilt.

Because this wasn’t just about him.

It was about Narmada too.

The woman who had walked out with him.

The woman who had every right to never want to return.

Rajji knew that.

And still—

she folded the slip of paper carefully and tucked it into her bag.

Because this was the next promise she owed.

The next wall she had to stand before and admit she had helped build.

That night, as she stood before the mirror adjusting the dupatta of her simple salwar suit, she caught her reflection and paused.

No saree.

No mangalsutra.

No sindoor.

Not a single symbol of the marriage she had once carried.

The day she had separated from Dheeraj, she had removed every marital symbol and never worn them again.

Not because she no longer believed in that bond.

But because somewhere deep inside her, she had made a silent promise to herself.

The mangalsutra would return to her neck only when Dheeraj himself placed it there again.

The sindoor would touch her maang only when his hands filled it once more.

Until that day—

she would wear neither.

Not as denial.

But as faith.

A faith that if their bond was ever meant to return, it would return through him, not through memory.

Now, she had returned to what felt like herself.

Sometimes it was a crisp cotton suit.

Sometimes a comfortable jeans-kurti.

Something freer.

Something honest.

Tonight, the soft blue suit she wore made her look less like the woman burdened by the past and more like the girl determined to face it.

Her own reflection looked unfamiliar.

Not softer.

Stronger.

The old Rajji would have entered someone’s life with a plan.

This Rajji entered with humility.

And the willingness to hear no.

But even no would not stop her.

Not anymore.

Because Dheeraj’s words still echoed beneath everything.

You’re wasting your time.

Maybe.

Maybe she was.

But if rebuilding his family was the only language left in which she could prove what she had become—

then she would keep speaking it.

Tomorrow, she would go to Ketan and Narmada.

Not to force.

Not to manipulate.

But to ask for the chance to return to the place from which she had once helped push them away.

And somewhere deep inside her, the same certainty that had steadied her beneath the tulsi lamp returned.

This was not about redemption anymore.

It was about love.

Because loving Dheeraj now meant loving every broken bond tied to his name.

And until every one of them found its way home—

Rajji would not stop.

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To be continued.

Dheeraj is so conflicted. He made a promise and he is finding that difficult to sustain. Rajji is making him feel things he can not allow himself to feel.

Chapter 21 (What Jealousy Chose to Believe)

The Door That Hid Another Ruin

The next evening, Rajji left Bajpayee Niwas with the address folded carefully inside her bag.

All through the journey, her thoughts stayed fixed on only one thing—bringing Ketan and Narmada back.

Not just to Mahadev’s house.

But back into the warmth of a family that had once been theirs.

The city blurred past her in fading gold as evening slowly deepened into night. By the time she reached the apartment building, the sky had turned the color of old bruises, dim and heavy.

She stood before the modest building for a moment, looking up at the balcony lights flickering behind iron grills.

This was it.

The place where Ketan and Narmada had built a smaller life away from Mahadev’s house.

A quieter life.

A separate one.

Rajji took a slow breath and climbed the stairs.

With every step, she prepared herself.

For anger.

For rejection.

For blame.

She would accept all of it.

Because she deserved it.

When she finally reached the door, she adjusted the dupatta of her soft blue suit and knocked.

For a moment, nothing happened.

Then footsteps approached.

The door opened.

But it wasn’t Ketan.

It wasn’t Narmada either.

An elderly woman from the neighboring flat stood there, looking at Rajji with polite confusion.

“Yes?”

Rajji blinked, momentarily thrown. “I… I’m looking for Ketan and Narmada. They live here, right?”

The woman’s expression changed.

Not into recognition.

Into hesitation.

“Oh,” she said slowly, “you don’t know?”

Something in Rajji’s chest tightened.

“Know what?”

The woman shifted the end of her shawl over her shoulder and lowered her voice, as if the walls themselves might overhear.

“They haven’t lived together for months.”

The words landed with a force Rajji hadn’t prepared for.

For one suspended second, she simply stared.

As if she had misheard.

“What?” she whispered.

The woman sighed softly. “They used to stay here together at first. But then the fights started. Quiet at first. Then louder. One day madam left. After that sahib shifted too.”

Rajji’s fingers tightened around the strap of her bag.

The corridor suddenly felt narrower.

The air heavier.

Because this—

this had never even crossed her mind.

To everyone back at Mahadev’s house, Ketan and Narmada were still a unit.

Still together.

Still simply distant from the family.

But here—

in the truth of this hallway—

she was standing before another fracture no one knew existed.

“Do you know where they are now?” Rajji asked, her voice unsteady.

The woman nodded slowly. “I only know about the husband. He moved to another apartment not far from here. The wife… I don’t know. She left one morning with her suitcase and never came back.”

The words struck harder than anything else.

Because suddenly this was no longer just about bringing Ketan back to Mahadev’s house.

This was about something far deeper.

A marriage that had cracked in silence.

A bond that had broken away from everyone’s sight.

And Rajji—

who had come prepared to heal one wound—

was now standing before another she had never seen.

She took the new address the woman offered with trembling fingers.

For a moment, she just stood there in the corridor after the door closed.

Still.

Silent.

Staring at the slip of paper.

The city noise below drifted upward in distant fragments, but all Rajji could hear was the echo of one terrible truth:

Ketan and Narmada no longer lived together.

A chill moved through her.

Not because of the evening air.

Because now she understood that the emptiness Mahadev’s house still carried was only half the story.

The other half—

the one hidden from everyone—

was far worse.

Rajji closed her fingers around the new address slowly.

The mission had changed.

What she thought would be a family reunion had become something else.

Something more fragile.

Because now, before she could return Ketan to his family—

she would first have to understand how he had lost Narmada.

And somewhere deep inside, a painful certainty rose:

some wounds did not remain where they were first created.

They followed people.

Into homes.

Into marriages.

Into silence.

Rajji turned and slowly began descending the stairs, her footsteps quieter than when she had climbed them.

Because tonight, she had not found Ketan and Narmada.

She had found another ruin.

And this time—

it was hidden behind a closed apartment door.

The Brother She Had Broken Twice

By the time Rajji reached the second address, the night had deepened into something colder.

The building was smaller than the first.

Older.

The paint on the corridor walls had peeled in places, the staircase light flickering weakly as if even the building itself had grown tired.

Rajji stood outside the flat for a moment, the slip of paper still clenched in her hand.

This had to be Ketu dada’s place.

The thought alone felt wrong.

Ketan had always belonged to fuller spaces.

Laughter.

Noise.

The easy warmth of family.

Not this dim corridor that smelled faintly of damp walls and stale alcohol.

She knocked softly.

For a few seconds, there was no answer.

Then came the sound of dragging footsteps.

Slow.

Uneven.

The door opened.

And Rajji forgot how to breathe.

“Ketu dada…”

The whisper escaped before she could stop it.

Ketan stood in the doorway, and for one suspended second, Rajji barely recognized him.

He looked thinner.

Much thinner.

The easy strength he once carried had faded into something fragile. His shoulders seemed to bend under a weight no one could see. His stubble had grown unevenly, his hair unkempt, and his eyes—

his eyes carried the dull exhaustion of someone who had stopped sleeping properly a long time ago.

The faint smell of alcohol lingered around him.

Not fresh.

Worse.

Settled.

As if it had become part of the walls, the clothes, the air around him.

Rajji’s chest tightened painfully.

Because this was not distance.

This was collapse.

Ketan stared at her in disbelief, as if it took him a second to place who was standing in front of him.

“Rajji?” he said hoarsely.

She stepped inside before he could say anything else, her gaze instinctively moving across the room.

The apartment was sparse.

A half-empty bottle on the table.

Another near the sofa.

Unwashed glasses.

Curtains drawn shut.

A life paused in grief.

Rajji turned back to him, the shock in her face impossible to hide.

“Ketu dada… what happened to you?”

He let out a humorless laugh.

The kind that sounded more tired than bitter.

“What does it look like?”

Rajji’s eyes filled immediately.

Not with tears.

With guilt.

Because this was yet another consequence she had never seen coming.

She moved closer, her voice softer now. “Why did Narmada bhabhi leave?”

The question landed heavily.

Ketan looked away first.

Toward the darkened window.

Toward somewhere far beyond this room.

For a moment, Rajji thought he wouldn’t answer.

Then he sank slowly into the chair near the table, his hand brushing past the bottle but not lifting it.

“She never wanted me to leave home,” he said quietly.

Rajji went still.

Because suddenly the pieces began moving into place.

Ketan let out a slow breath, his voice carrying the weight of months.

“She kept saying Baba was angry, not wrong. That distance would only make everything worse. She wanted me to stay. To wait. To talk. To not let one fight become a wall.”

Every word tightened the guilt inside Rajji.

Because she remembered.

Too clearly.

Narmada had seen through her.

She had been the first to sense that Rajji’s whispers, the sharpened misunderstandings, the silences Rajji kept extending around Ketan and Mahadev were not accidents.

Narmada had tried to stop it.

More than once.

Rajji could still see her standing in the corridor of Mahadev’s house, firm and clear-eyed, telling Ketan not to let anger decide what love had built.

But Rajji—

Rajji had been more determined then.

More ruthless.

She had overpowered every warning Narmada tried to give.

A word here.

A doubt there.

A carefully timed silence.

Until finally the fight had become departure.

And Ketan had walked out.

Taking Narmada with him.

Rajji felt sick.

Because now she was sitting in the ruins of what that choice had become.

Ketan continued, unaware of the storm his words were creating inside her.

“After we left, it got worse,” he said, staring at nothing. “Every day she said we should go back. Every day I refused.”

His voice cracked faintly.

“Then it stopped being about home.”

Rajji’s throat tightened.

“It became about us.”

The room fell silent.

Heavy.

Painfully honest.

Ketan finally looked at her, and the emptiness in his eyes hurt more than the bottles on the table.

“She said I was punishing everyone for my ego,” he said. “I said she never understood why I left.”

A bitter smile touched his lips.

“Then one day the fights stopped.”

Rajji knew what that meant even before he said it.

“She packed her bags and left.”

The words were simple.

But they carried the sound of something irreversible.

Rajji lowered her eyes.

Because now the guilt no longer came only from what she had done to Mahadev’s family.

It came from what had followed Ketu dada after he left.

Narmada had tried to save him.

To save the family.

To save their marriage.

And Rajji had once made sure no one listened to her.

The memory rose sharp and merciless.

Narmada standing in Mahadev’s house, trying to stop Rajji’s schemes from separating Ketan from his family.

Her warnings.

Her suspicions.

Her insistence that Rajji was pushing Ketan toward a decision he would regret.

And Rajji—

cold with Bhanu’s influence then—

had outplayed every attempt.

She had made sure Ketan heard her voice louder than Narmada’s truth.

Now, sitting in the wreckage of his loneliness, Rajji felt that victory turn into poison.

Her voice trembled when she finally spoke.

“Ketu dada…”

He looked at her tiredly.

And Rajji, for the first time, could not hide from the truth.

She had not only helped separate him from his family.

She had helped separate him from the one person who had tried hardest to keep him whole.

The guilt sat between them, unspoken but unbearable.

And somewhere inside Rajji, a new resolve took shape.

This was no longer just about bringing Ketu dada home.

It was about finding Narmada bhabhi.

Because if there was still even the smallest chance to repair what had broken—

Rajji would not let this be another ruin she left unfinished.

The Search That Began to Show

After that night in Ketu dada’s apartment, Rajji returned to Bajpayee Niwas with a new weight inside her.

The guilt of what she had done before had already been heavy.

Now it had a face.

Ketan’s hollow eyes.

The stale smell of alcohol.

The silence of an apartment that had forgotten what hope sounded like.

And above all—

Narmada bhabhi’s absence.

Rajji understood now that bringing Ketu dada back to Mahadev’s house could not begin with him alone.

It had to begin with the one person who had once tried hardest to stop all of this from happening.

Narmada.

So the next morning, Rajji began searching.

This time—

without disappearing from her own life.

She did not skip college.

She attended every class.

Sat through lectures.

Opened her notebooks.

Answered when professors asked questions.

But beneath the routine, another search kept moving.

Quietly.

Relentlessly.

Between classes, she made calls.

After lectures, she visited old addresses Priya had once heard about.

She asked former neighbors.

Spoke to old domestic helpers who had worked near Ketu dada’s old building.

Followed half-trails given by distant relatives and fading memories.

Every evening ended with another dead end.

Every morning began with another possibility.

And the days kept passing.

One after another.

In vain.

Narmada remained missing from every path Rajji followed.

No address.

No confirmed sighting.

No clue strong enough to hold.

Only fragments.

Whispers.

“Someone said she shifted near the temple road.”

“No, I heard she left the city.”

“She was staying with a friend once…”

Each lead dissolved before it became real.

And slowly—

the search began leaving its mark.

Rajji stopped noticing when meals became irregular.

When chai replaced lunch.

When exhaustion settled behind her eyes.

The crisp salwar suits she wore to college began hanging a little looser on her frame.

Her steps remained determined.

But her body had started to pay the price of a mind that refused rest.

By the end of the week, even Priya noticed the change.

“Rajji, are you even sleeping?” she had asked once in the corridor.

Rajji had only smiled faintly and changed the subject.

Because how could she explain that every night she closed her eyes, she saw two things:

Ketu dada’s broken apartment.

And Narmada bhabhi walking away with a suitcase.

Days turned into more days.

Still nothing.

The frustration became physical.

A dull ache behind her temples.

A weariness in her shoulders.

A tiredness in her eyes that no amount of cold water could hide.

And in college—

someone else had started noticing too.

Dheeraj.

At first, it was small things.

Rajji arriving to class just as the bell rang, breathless in a way she never used to.

Her handwriting, once neat, turning hurried and uneven.

The way she no longer argued with professors over discussion points she would once have challenged instantly.

The way her fingers trembled slightly when turning notebook pages.

The way the soft confidence in her face now seemed stretched thin over constant exhaustion.

He noticed how the blue suit she wore one morning seemed looser around her wrists.

How she leaned back against the classroom wall for a second longer than necessary after lectures.

How even her stubbornness looked tired.

And because it was Rajji—

because every change in her now carried the shadow of some unseen plan—

his mind went where it always did.

What is she doing this time?

The thought came sharper than he expected.

Because concern rose before suspicion.

And that annoyed him more.

One afternoon, as class ended, he watched her gather her books too slowly, as if even lifting them had become effort.

For one second, something in his chest tightened.

Not sympathy.

Something far more dangerous.

Awareness.

Rajji had been relentless ever since she promised she would keep trying till the end of her life.

And now—

it looked as if whatever she was doing was beginning to consume her.

Dheeraj looked away first.

But the thought did not leave.

Not during the walk home.

Not while sitting in his room.

Not even while Mahadev discussed Ashish’s return downstairs.

Again and again, the same question returned:

What is she doing this time?

And why did it suddenly feel like the answer mattered more than it should?

The Mistake Jealousy Wanted to Believe

It began on an ordinary college morning.

The kind that should have disappeared into routine.

But didn’t.

Rajji had barely stepped into the corridor outside her classroom, her books clutched against her chest, when a familiar voice stopped her.

“Rajji.”

She turned.

And for the first time in days, genuine surprise crossed her tired face.

Kalyan.

He stood a few feet away, the same easy confidence in his posture, the same half-smile that once made half the college turn and look twice. He had studied here before, in the same college, moving through the same corridors Rajji and Dheeraj had once known as students. After months away, his sudden re-entry into campus life felt abrupt enough to disturb the rhythm of everything.

“You?” Rajji said, unable to hide her surprise.

Kalyan grinned. “Back for my final semester papers. Didn’t think you’d look this shocked.”

Rajji managed the faintest smile, more out of politeness than warmth. “I didn’t know you were rejoining.”

“Now you do,” he said, his eyes lingering on her a second too long.

Rajji immediately looked away.

Because right now, she did not have the energy for this.

Her mind was elsewhere.

On old addresses.

Dead ends.

Narmada.

But Kalyan, oblivious or unwilling to notice, fell into step beside her as she walked toward class.

“So,” he said lightly, “coffee after lectures?”

Rajji’s answer came without pause. “No.”

Direct.

Clear.

Dismissive.

But Kalyan only laughed as if refusal were part of the game.

“Still the same,” he teased.

Rajji didn’t reply.

She pushed open the classroom door and moved inside, hoping that would end it.

It didn’t.

Because from the corridor across the hall, Dheeraj had seen everything.

The pause.

The familiarity.

Kalyan walking beside her.

Rajji’s tired face lifting—however briefly—into surprise.

And because jealousy is crueler than truth, his mind stitched together the wrong story before reason could intervene.

So this was it.

This was why she had been distracted.

Why she looked exhausted.

Why she kept disappearing between classes.

Why something secret seemed to be draining her day by day.

Not another family repair.

Not some hidden search.

Kalyan.

The thought landed with an irrational sharpness.

Dheeraj hated how quickly it unsettled him.

By lunch break, the pattern repeated.

Rajji stepped out of class, rubbing her temple tiredly, only for Kalyan to appear again near the staircase.

“You can at least let me walk you to the gate,” he said.

“No, Kalyan,” Rajji replied, firmer this time.

But he kept pace anyway, talking lightly, asking questions she barely answered.

Rajji’s dismissals grew colder.

Yet from a distance, what Dheeraj saw was not dismissal.

It was proximity.

Repeated.

Persistent.

His jaw tightened.

Because once the mind chooses a fear, it begins feeding it.

By the next two days, Kalyan’s presence around Rajji became almost constant.

Outside class.

Near the canteen.

At the library corridor.

Everywhere Dheeraj turned, he saw the same thing:

Kalyan trying to talk.

Rajji too tired to properly argue.

And because her exhaustion had only worsened, Dheeraj mistook the weariness in her face for something else entirely.

Emotional involvement.

Late-night conversations.

A distraction she would not admit.

The idea burned in him more than it should have.

One afternoon, as Rajji stood near the notice board scanning a list absentmindedly, Kalyan appeared beside her again.

“You’ve been avoiding me,” he said with an easy smile.

Rajji exhaled, visibly drained. “Because I have things to do.”

“More important than me?”

The teasing in his voice made her look at him sharply. “Yes.”

She turned to leave.

But Kalyan caught her wrist lightly.

Not forceful.

Just enough to stop her.

That was the exact second Dheeraj walked into the corridor.

And the sight hit him like something hot and immediate.

Rajji.

Weary.

Kalyan beside her.

His hand around her wrist.

The old jealousy that Dheeraj had spent months burying rose with vicious speed.

Because suddenly every loose suit sleeve, every tired step, every distracted silence had a face attached to it.

Kalyan.

So this was what she was doing this time.

His chest tightened with something far uglier than suspicion.

Possessiveness he had no right to feel.

Rajji immediately pulled her hand free, irritation flashing across her face.

But Dheeraj had already turned away before seeing that part clearly.

The wrong conclusion had already taken root.

And now, beneath all the suspicion, one unbearable thing pulsed louder than the rest:

jealousy.

Not because he had the right.

But because the idea of Rajji giving her attention, her time, her worn-out days to someone else felt intolerably wrong.

And that frightened him more than anything else.

Because if jealousy could still reach him through an oath—

then perhaps what he had sworn away had never truly left at all.

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To be continued.

This is definitely going in my most favourite chapters. Author, I swear ever since you uploaded this chapter, I have read this like 10+ times, This is the kind of chapter my heart craves. Thank you so much author for actually taking in consideration my request. This chapter has it all. Rajji's guilt, hardwork, planning, desperation, distance, love and most importantly dedication to reunite the family that she broke.

But, honestly I am with bhanu in this. Mahadev is pathetic and he deserves worst. Ketan and Ashish both were happier when away. If Narmada couldn't take being apart from family them may be shw could have married the family and not ketan. Although, Rajji is doing everything for them to come back , I don't want her to. They don't deserve this life again. But also for Dheeraj she has to.

My favourite part , Dheeraj misunderstanding Rajji that all the weariness and hardwork is because of kalyan. This is painful but as a reader this is hot. Like, Him getting jealous and possessive to this extent is a treat to read. He feels he doesn't have a right but can't help but lose his sanity on finding them close. This is gorgeous. I am expecting a angsty jealous and pushing pulling type confrontation in future between rajdheer. Waiting eagerly so much for the next chapter, Please author update ❤️🥹😭

Chapter 22 (One Door, Two Storms)

The Search Beyond His Jealousy

Rajji remained completely unaware of the storm building inside Dheeraj.

She did not notice the way his gaze now followed every interaction.

The way his jaw tightened whenever Kalyan appeared near her.

The way his silence in class had become sharper, more watchful.

Because Rajji’s world had narrowed into something else entirely.

A name.

A missing address.

A woman who had once tried to save everything Rajji had helped destroy.

Narmada bhabhi.

So even when Kalyan continued trying to fall into step beside her in the corridors, Rajji barely spared him a glance.

“Rajji, at least hear me out,” he called one afternoon near the staircase.

She did not even slow down.

“I’m busy, Kalyan.”

That was all.

No irritation.

No softness.

Only exhaustion and urgency.

By now, even his repeated attempts had become background noise to her.

Her mind was too occupied with old leads and fading possibilities.

After classes, she resumed the same relentless pattern.

Temple roads.

Former neighbors.

Old ration card records through a family contact.

A woman Priya’s aunt once knew.

A landlord who vaguely remembered a tenant by Narmada’s first name.

For three more days, every clue slipped away.

Until finally—

one did not.

It came from an old tailor near the market road, someone who had once stitched blouses for women from Mahadev’s neighborhood.

At first he only frowned, trying to remember.

Then slowly, recognition came.

“Yes,” he had said, adjusting his glasses. “A woman by that name… she shifted near the old temple lane. Third floor flat. Green balcony.”

For one suspended second, Rajji forgot how tired she was.

Her heart leapt.

Not with certainty.

But with hope.

A real lead.

The first one that felt solid enough to hold.

By evening, Rajji was already standing before the building.

It was older than she had imagined.

Simple.

Quiet.

The kind of place chosen not for comfort, but for distance.

The green balcony.

Third floor.

Her pulse quickened.

This had to be it.

Rajji climbed the stairs slowly, the exhaustion in her body momentarily forgotten beneath the adrenaline of finally reaching the end of the search.

When she stood before the flat door, her fingers trembled slightly before she knocked.

For a moment, silence.

Then footsteps.

The latch clicked.

The door opened.

And there she was.

Narmada.

For a second, neither woman moved.

Narmada looked different.

Not broken.

But harder.

The softness Rajji remembered in her had sharpened into caution. Her saree was simple, her hair tied back neatly, her face carrying the quiet dignity of someone who had rebuilt herself alone.

The moment recognition crossed her face, it changed instantly into something colder.

“Tum?” Narmada said, disbelief turning quickly into bitterness.

Rajji swallowed.

“Narmada bhabhi…”

Narmada’s fingers tightened around the edge of the door.

“What are you doing here?”

The question held no welcome.

Only accusation.

Rajji took a slow breath. “I came to talk.”

“There’s nothing left to talk about.”

The words came fast, edged with years of buried hurt.

Narmada started to close the door.

Rajji instinctively stepped forward.

“Please.”

The single word stopped the movement.

Narmada looked at her, anger rising clearer now.

“Please?” she repeated sharply. “Do you even know what that sounds like coming from you?”

Rajji lowered her eyes.

Because she did.

More than anyone.

Narmada’s voice trembled—not with weakness, but with restrained fury.

“You stood in Mahadev’s house and poisoned everything,” she said. “I tried to stop you. I warned Ketan. I warned everyone. But you made sure no one listened.”

Every word landed where guilt had already been waiting.

Rajji did not defend herself.

Could not.

Because Narmada was right.

She nodded faintly.

“I know.”

Narmada let out a bitter laugh. “Do you? Because I lost my home, my family, and eventually my marriage.”

Her eyes glistened, but her chin stayed high.

“And all of it began there.”

The accusation did not need to finish.

Both of them knew the rest.

Rajji’s voice broke when she finally spoke.

“I’m sorry.”

Narmada’s expression did not soften.

So Rajji said it again.

This time slower.

More honestly.

“I am sorry, bhabhi. For every word. Every lie. Every silence I used against you. For not listening when you were the only one trying to stop everything.”

The corridor fell silent.

Rajji continued, because once the truth had begun, it could not stop.

“I know I don’t deserve forgiveness,” she said. “I know I am the reason you suffered. But I came because Ketu dada—”

At his name, something flickered across Narmada’s face.

Pain.

Immediate and deeply buried.

Rajji saw it.

And pressed on softly.

“He’s not okay.”

Narmada’s fingers tightened against the doorframe.

But she said nothing.

Rajji’s voice turned urgent now. “He’s broken, bhabhi. Completely broken.”

That landed.

Not visibly.

But enough.

Because for the first time, Narmada’s anger made room for fear.

Rajji took another step closer.

“I’m not asking you to forgive me today,” she said. “Just let me explain everything. Please.”

The silence stretched long enough to hurt.

Narmada’s gaze searched Rajji’s face.

The tiredness.

The weight loss.

The hollow determination in her eyes.

Something in that sight finally unsettled the wall she had built.

When she spoke again, her voice had lost some of its sharpness.

“You really searched for me?”

Rajji nodded.

“For days.”

A long pause.

Then Narmada stepped back from the doorway.

Not fully soft.

Not forgiving.

But no longer shutting her out.

“Come in.”

The words were quiet.

Almost reluctant.

But they opened something far bigger than the flat door.

Rajji exhaled shakily and stepped inside.

Because after days of searching, dead ends, exhaustion, and guilt—

she had finally reached the one person who still held the missing piece of Ketu dada’s return.

And for the first time in a long while—

the search had led not to another ruin.

But to a door that had opened.

The Truth Narmada Had Carried Alone

The flat was small.

Neat.

Painfully quiet.

The kind of quiet that comes not from peace, but from learning how to live with absence.

Rajji stepped inside slowly, her eyes taking in the simple room. A folded saree lay on the back of a chair, a steel tumbler rested near the window, and beside the small temple shelf a diya flickered softly, casting warm light over walls that still somehow felt lonely.

Narmada closed the door behind her, the sound of the latch settling between them like the weight of everything unsaid.

For a moment, neither woman spoke.

Rajji stood near the sofa, her fingers tightening around the edge of her dupatta, while Narmada remained near the doorway as if still deciding whether letting her in had been a mistake.

Finally, Narmada broke the silence.

“Say what you came to say.”

The sharpness had lessened.

But the hurt remained.

Rajji looked at her carefully. “I met Ketu dada.”

The words made Narmada’s expression shift instantly.

Not surprise.

Something more painful.

The kind of reaction that comes from hearing a name one has been trying not to think about.

For a second, her eyes flickered away.

Then she forced herself back into stillness.

“How is he?” she asked, and despite everything, the question came too quickly to hide what still lived beneath it.

Rajji swallowed.

Because there was no gentle way to say this.

“He’s not living, bhabhi,” she said softly. “He’s just… existing.”

Narmada’s jaw tightened.

Rajji continued, her voice trembling with the memory of Ketan’s hollow apartment.

“He’s drinking every day. The house is full of bottles. He barely eats. He barely sleeps.”

Every word landed harder than the last.

Narmada turned away sharply, moving toward the window.

Because hearing pain is easier than seeing it on someone’s face.

Rajji followed her with her eyes.

“He misses you,” she added quietly.

That made Narmada close her eyes for a brief second.

When she finally spoke, her voice carried the exhaustion of months.

“Missing someone and choosing them are not the same thing, Rajji.”

The words hung in the room.

Heavy.

True.

Rajji lowered her gaze.

Because this was not anger speaking.

This was truth sharpened by lived hurt.

Narmada turned back slowly, and now the softness in her face came not from forgiveness but from old wounds finally being named.

“You know what hurt the most?” she asked.

Rajji stayed silent.

Because this answer belonged to Narmada.

“It wasn’t leaving Mahadev’s house.”

Her voice shook faintly.

“It was watching Ketan choose his anger every single day after that.”

Rajji felt every word like a weight.

Narmada moved toward the temple shelf, her fingers absently adjusting the wick of the diya as if steadying herself through ritual.

“I begged him to go back,” she said. “Not because Baba was perfect. Not because the house had no problems. But because family fights should end in the same house they begin in.”

Her eyes lifted, meeting Rajji’s again.

“But he turned every conversation into ego.”

Rajji’s throat tightened.

Because now she could hear the echoes of the woman who had once stood in Mahadev’s corridors trying to stop exactly this.

Narmada let out a slow breath.

“At first I thought time would soften him. Then I thought love would.”

A bitter smile touched her lips.

“It didn’t.”

The room fell quiet again.

Then Rajji stepped closer, her voice softer than before.

“He still loves you.”

Narmada looked at her for a long moment.

And for the first time, something inside her broke enough for honesty.

“I know,” she whispered.

The admission made the whole room feel still.

Rajji’s eyes widened faintly.

Because this—

this was the first crack in the wall.

Narmada sank slowly onto the chair near the window.

Her saree rustled softly as she sat, and when she spoke again, her voice was tired in a way Rajji had never heard before.

“I didn’t leave because I stopped loving him,” she said. “I left because I couldn’t keep watching the man I loved become someone else.”

Rajji’s breath caught.

Because suddenly Ketu dada’s broken room, the bottles, the silence, the hollow eyes—everything stood explained by the pain in this one sentence.

Narmada looked down at her hands.

“He left his family in anger,” she said. “Then he began leaving himself too.”

The words made Rajji’s guilt deepen into something almost unbearable.

Because she had once helped start the first departure.

And now she was sitting in the aftermath of the second.

Rajji knelt slowly beside her chair.

“Narmada bhabhi,” she said, her voice trembling, “come back with me. Not for me. Not even for Baba. For him.”

Narmada’s eyes filled, but she didn’t let the tears fall.

“It’s not that simple.”

Rajji nodded.

“I know.”

A pause.

Then she added with quiet determination, “But it can still begin.”

Narmada looked at her, searching her face for the old Rajji and finding instead only exhaustion, guilt, and something painfully sincere.

“What are you really trying to do?” she asked softly.

Rajji answered without hesitation.

“Fix what I broke.”

The honesty of it left no room for performance.

Narmada stared at her for a long moment.

Then finally, the wall inside her softened a little more.

Not enough for forgiveness.

But enough for possibility.

She told Rajji she would not promise to return yet.

Not until she saw for herself whether Ketan truly wanted healing or was simply drowning in regret.

Rajji nodded immediately.

“That’s enough.”

And for the first time since entering the flat, hope moved through her—not certainty, not victory, but the fragile beginning of something that could still be saved.

Because tonight, Narmada had not just opened her door.

She had opened the first window back to Ketan’s life.

The Poison That Returned to Mahadev’s House

Before Rajji could take the next step toward bringing Narmada face-to-face with Ketan, another storm had already begun gathering elsewhere.

In Bhanu’s house, the news had arrived like a whisper sharpened into suspicion.

Ashish had returned to Mahadev’s home.

Not just returned.

Reconciled.

Accepted.

And with him had come Ganga, the same girl fate had somehow placed back into his life.

Bhanu sat still for a long moment after hearing it, her fingers tightening around the edge of her chair.

This was wrong.

Too wrong.

Because Ashish’s return was not something that should have happened so easily.

Not after everything.

Not after the fractures she had once helped widen through Rajji.

Her eyes narrowed slowly.

There was only one explanation.

Rajji.

A bitter smile touched Bhanu’s lips.

“So,” she murmured under her breath, “the girl has really started undoing everything.”

The realization did not make her angry immediately.

It made her calculating.

Because if Rajji had truly begun repairing Mahadev’s family one relationship at a time, then this was no longer about rebellion or guilt.

This was dangerous.

For Bhanu.

For every hold she had once built over Rajji’s mind.

And the most dangerous part of all was simple:

if Mahadev’s family began seeing Rajji as the reason behind Ashish’s return, then slowly, one by one, every closed door in that house would reopen for her.

Bhanu could not allow that.

Not now.

Not when Rajji had already begun slipping beyond her influence.

By late afternoon, Bhanu had made her decision.

If Rajji was rebuilding trust—

Bhanu would poison it before it settled.

That evening, she arrived at Mahadev’s house.

The house was calmer than she remembered, touched by the strange warmth Ashish’s return had restored. Voices drifted from the sitting room—Vidya’s relieved laughter, Priya’s light teasing, Kamakshi’s softer remarks, the domestic rhythm of a family slowly learning to breathe again.

Bhanu stepped inside with perfectly measured concern on her face.

Her arrival was enough to make the room fall into brief silence.

Vidya rose first, polite but surprised. “Bhanu jiji?”

Bhanu folded her hands with a faint smile. “I heard Ashu came back. I thought… such a happy occasion should not pass without blessings.”

Her words were gentle.

Almost warm.

And because no one yet saw the intention beneath them, she was welcomed in.

Ashish was not in the room.

Neither was Dheeraj.

Only the women of the house, Satya, and the quieter domestic warmth of evening.

Exactly the kind of space where poison entered easiest.

Bhanu sat down, her eyes moving over the relieved faces around her.

“It must feel like a miracle,” she said softly.

Vidya’s eyes misted instantly. “It truly does.”

Bhanu nodded as if sharing the emotion.

Then she tilted her head just enough to let the next sentence land naturally.

“Though miracles rarely happen without someone planning them.”

The room shifted.

Only slightly.

Priya looked up first. “What do you mean?”

Bhanu let out a small sigh, the kind that pretends reluctance.

“I only mean… Rajji has always had a habit of moving people where she wants them.”

Kamakshi’s expression changed faintly.

Not distrust.

But attention.

Bhanu saw it and continued carefully.

“I’m only worried,” she said, lowering her voice, “that after everything she once did in this house, perhaps everyone is forgetting too quickly how skilled she is at arranging outcomes.”

The sentence was soft.

But it struck exactly where she wanted.

Old wounds.

Old memories.

The house had only just begun healing.

And healing is always most vulnerable to reminders of pain.

Vidya’s face faltered slightly.

Because somewhere beneath the joy of Ashish’s return still lived the memory of everything Rajji had once done.

Bhanu leaned in just enough.

“Ask yourselves,” she said, “did Ashu return on his own… or was he once again guided into a path someone else chose for him?”

Priya frowned. “Rajji brought him back to us.”

Bhanu’s smile deepened faintly.

“Yes,” she said. “That is exactly what worries me.”

Silence followed.

The dangerous kind.

The kind in which doubt begins building itself.

Kamakshi looked thoughtful now.

Satya remained quiet, but even his stillness had sharpened.

Bhanu rose slowly, sensing she had said enough.

Poison never worked when overused.

It only needed one seed.

She folded her pallu neatly and said with perfect sadness, “I only came because I don’t want this family hurt again.”

Then she left.

Leaving behind not accusation—

but suspicion.

The far deadlier thing.

And as the haveli settled back into evening, something unseen had shifted.

The warmth of Ashish’s return now carried a shadow.

A question.

A possibility Bhanu had deliberately placed there:

Was Rajji truly healing the family… or only arranging another future of her choosing?

Far away, Rajji sat in Narmada’s flat, still fighting to mend what she had once broken.

Unaware that behind her, Bhanu had already returned to the battlefield.

And this time—

the target was not Rajji’s heart.

It was the fragile trust she had just begun rebuilding.

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To be continued.