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Part 18

Arnav: Mrs Controller. Didnt you study biology? Heartbeats cannot be controlled. It just beats when it wants and stops when it doesnt. And the good part is, it even knows to beat in sync. Just the way its beating now with my heart.

Since when did he start these sugar coated talks with her? He moved her fingers towards his lips and kissed them slowly, very slowly , looking in her eyes, checking her reactions. She shut her eyes.

Arnav: You look very beautiful when I kiss you Khushi. Only if you could see yourself.

Her eyes shot open and she tried to force the mangalsutra come out from his shirt button, in the process, tearing his shirt.

Arnav: What The F****? You tore my favourite shirt?

Khushi got up.

Khushi: Whats so big deal in it? Its just a shirt. I can buy you one more.

Arnav: No. Mujhe yehi ( No.. I want the same one)

He got up too. He tried to corner her but she was quick enough to move to the bathroom door. She held the door knob so did he.

Khushi: Leave.

Arnav: First complete this fight.

Khushi: Fine. What do you want?

She left the door knob and he left it too.

Arnav: Shirt for a shirt.

Khushi: Okay. I said I will buy one.

Arnav: Nope. You tore my Shirt , I will tear yours too.

Khushi: Sick man. Fine. Come here.

She opened the closet and gave him her favourite formal shirt.

Khushi: Take it and tear it off.

Arnav: Not like this. Wear it first.

Her eyes popped out.

Khushi: What?

Arnav: Yea. I was wearing the shirt when you tore it. So you wear this now and then I will tear it exactly the same way.

Khushi: Chhhii..

She tried to escape but he blocked her way.

Arnav: Kya chii? Haq hai mera. Biwi ho tum meri. (What chii? You are my wife. I have rights on you)

Khushi: Arnav stop it. Yeh kya biwi biwi laga rakha hai.?(What is this wife wife thing huhh?) Dont forget what kind of marriage is this?

Arnav: What kind of marriage you think this is?

Khushi was blank again . What was he trying to tell?

Khushi: I dont know what this marriage means to you, because for me it means only a plain sacrifice which I did for nothing in return.

She tried to leave again but this time he caught her well between his arms. He seemed to be quite serious now.

Arnav:

What does every girl want in return from her husband ?

Khushi: You dont want to know that Arnav. Its something which you can never offer me.

Arnav: Say it.

His grip tightened. She didnt know what was wrong with him ? Why was he so much intersted in knowing what she expected from this wedding? He kept holding her tight and now it was painful.

Khushi: You are hurting me now Arnav. Leave me please.

The moment she pleaded , he left her. She went in the bathroom for her shower. He calmed himself down.

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Now Arnav was in the shower and Khushi finding her Dupatta of the dress she was wearing. Suddenly she saw her Diary . How did it come on this rack? She always kept it in drawer? Who can touch it? It should be either she or Arnav? No one else has the keys of this closet. But she had kept the diary secured. Did Arnav find it? Did he read it? She was very much anxcious to know this. She started banging the bathroom door,

Khushi: Arnav. Come out. I have to talk.

Arnav : Chill baby. Whats so important that you are not letting me finish my bath?

He screamed from inside.

Khushi: You read my diary?

There was a silence.

Arnav: What?

Khushi: Dont lie. Tell me did you read my diary? No one else can find it other than you.

She was shouting him at the top of her voice. He completed his shower, wiped fast wore a loose shirt and a trouser . Then came out. She didnt care.

Khushi: You read it? Dont lie to me Arnav.

Arnav: I can explain..

Khushi was very angry. That means he read it? She started pushing him in anger.

Khushi: How dare you touch my diary? Its bad manners Arnav. Dont you know this much?

She was pushing him again but this time he caught her hands and pinned her behind on the wall. She was very mad at him and he knew why.

Arnav: Ssshh. Relax. Just calm down Khushi.

Khushi: No I wont. You touched my diary? You read it?

Arnav: Yes. I read it. Because I desperately wanted to know what I missed in my past related to you. Thats why I read it. And I dont regret of doing this Khushi. Today at least I know my mistake.

She breathed hard but he was as calm as a sea, just looking in her eyes deep.

Arnav: You love me Khushi?

This one question zipped her lips. Her strength was losing before his manly hold.

Arnav: Gosh. How could I miss that blush of yours when we crossed each other in the college? You started having a crush on me and I? I never even looked at you?

Khushi started struggling again.

Khushi: I dont know what you talking.

Arnav: Only you know what I am talking. Stop hiding things Khushi. Stop lieing to me and yourself. Just confess that you LOVE me.

She pushed him back with anger.

Khushi: No I dont. I dont love you Mr Arnav Singh Raizada. I dont love you.

Arnav: Dont fool me. I have read everything Khushi. Every single word you scribbled in it. Every bit of emotion that you penned down .. I read everything.

Khushi: Everything? So you must be knowing the reason why I never confessed? You must be knowing what is the reason I started hating you. Dont you?

She clutched his shirt collar.

Khushi: You forced yourself on the girl who had a crush on you. How could you Arnav? How cheap was that? And for what you tried that on me? Only because I had slapped you on our first meet? Only because I always disturbed you when you fingered other girls? Do you have any idea how I felt that day? It was supposed to be the best day of my life. I was in love Arnav. With a playboy ..But I still had no remorse of that fact. I believed my love will change you. But what did I get? That same man tried to force himself on me? If I hadnt stopped you, I would have suicided that night for being rap***

Arnav: Enough Khushi. Dont you dare use that word.

Khushi: Why? You can try doing that with me but I cannot speak about it?

Arnav could understand how deep the happenings of that night she had kept in her heart intact.

Arnav: I was drunk.

Khushi: Not an enough reason to convince me Arnav.

Arnav: I am not convincing you Khushi. I am just trying to tell you what exactly happened that night.

Khushi: Now? Tell me now what happened that night? After so many years? You dont have to do that Mr Raizada. Because I was the one who had to felt it .So I clearly know what happened.

Arnav: You dont know it khushi. I was drunk and guess what? My friends coaxed me so much about taking a revenge on you that I could not hold myself. I was infuriated beyond my level. I was just not in my senses after that. But even then, when I followed you in the washroom, I tried to keep myself away from touching you. But it just didnt happen. The alcohol had consummed me totally. And I still regret for forcing you. I really do. I thank that holy power which made you slap me at the right time and push me back, or else, I would have never been able to forgive myself. I accept being animal that night who just wanted his prey but Khushi that was not the real me. I never forced any girl to sleep with me. I can never disrespect any girl to this extent.

Khushi was alraedy in tears.

Arnav: And the next day I came to your Hostel to say a Sorry to you. Ask Jas if you think I am lieing. But you were gone. You left without leaving any kind of contact behind. How the hell was I supposed to search you then ?

Khushi: You are just covering it up Arnav. I dont believe you regret that night. Because you would have showed that repentance at least the day we met again after so many years. But nope. You had no manners to do that. You kept on flirting with me, touching me and at Jas's outhouse, you spiked my drink and even fingered me? How sick of you Arnav.

Arnav: Dammit. I didnt spike your drink. That JAs did. And if you dont remember then even I was heavily drunk that night when I fingered you. No . Wait. I didnt actually do that. I just tried. You think you allowed me ? It was not even for a minute Goddammit.

Khushi: How cheap Arnav? You touched a girl without her concern because she was not in a state to react and you are not even sorry ? Thats what proves you were a Playboy, you are and you will remain the same. You asked me what a wife expects from her husband in their marriage right? Then listen. A wife needs honesty from him, that he will love only here thereafter and every other girl will never be allowed to come near him.But guess what? I dont expect you to follow this. I know you can never do that. This marriage means nothing to you. You did it to keep me controlled and of course for the family. So remember one thing Arnav, I am not going to give this wedding a chance either. Play your ways but you can never win me. Never means never.

She was going to walk away but her husband didnt let her to. He pulled her to him by her nape.Their bodies collided with each other. She held her hands between their chest to avoid any special contacts. Her eyes raged fire at him.

Arnav: Maanogi. Tum mujhe apna husband maanogi Khushi. (You will accept me as your husband Khushi)

Khushi: Aaj kal aap bahut sapne dekhne lage hai. (You have started day dreaming these days)

Arnav: Daudti hui meri baahon mein aaogi. ( You will run to come back in my arms)

Khushi: Hum? Aur aap ki baahon mein? Jis din aisa hua naa. Hum aap ko apna pati maan lenge. ( Me? And in your arms? The day this happens I will accept you as my husband)

Arnav: DEAL?

His voice could never be more husky than this.

Khushi: Deal. But iss janam mein kabhi pura nahi hoga. (Deal. But this will never be fulfilled in this birth)

Arnav: Dekte hai. (We will see)

Khushi: Jab kuch hoga hi nahi toh aap kya dekhenge? (When then wont be anything to see what will you see?)

She pushed him back and ran away. So this was it. He confessed, she confessed and now the Deal he striked to win her. He knows it was next to impossible but he was Arnav Singh Raizada. He had always made girls run behind him for his attention. This time he will run behind his wife to get her attention. Forever.

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