ARHI FF- CHANGED FEELINGS CHAP 10 UPDATED!! - Page 21

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OKAY GUYS...BEFORE YOU READ THIS LET ME JUST SAY THAT BEING HOME ALONE AND WATCHING A HILLARY DUFF MOVIE MARATHON HAS SOME SERIOUS EFFECT ON THE BRAIN...SO IF YOU FIND THIS UPDATE CRAZY, WHICH YOU WILL, BLAME IT ON HILLARY...

CHAPTER 10

KHUSHI'S PLACE…..

Dear diary…..

I'm really sorry I haven't updated for a week….i know you like to be informed about all the happenings in my not so happening life but this week was a little…well actually a lot busy…that's not even correct English….I dunno what's gotten into me…oh well I know exactly what's gotten into me….I'm nervous….I've like these huge butterflies in my stomach…..cause babes….tommorow is THE DAY!!!!! The day I've practically been waiting for all my life….technically it's today because its 12:30 am in the morning, but well I'm past caring about teeny-weeny niceties….heck I'm releasing a book tomorrow….Boo Ya….!!!

And now before you think I've gone totally off my rocker, I'm just doing this weird style of writing like a high-school student because Rahul Bhai told me It'll help me relax….well it has helped take my mind off things coz it really requires a lot of processing for my brain to write in such a weird way….it is just so totally not me!!!!

So well….to make up for those missed updates….and also cause there is no way that I'm gonna be able to catch some sleep and I have practically no other work….I'm gonna give you a brief highlight of how this week's been…..

Day 1 (that makes it sound like a spy journal doesn't it….so cool!!!! I should do that more often!!!)

Hmm….well where to begin….it was the day I went to the Raizada house….Jiji told me about her wedding anniversary the next day and practically emotionally blackmailed me into going…..but the day was one of the most important days of my life….after my book release, my birthdays, the day I met Arnav etc that is…..but well I took a major decision that day….hmph….I decided that I'd had enough of this sweet girl next door life that I lived….it was time to stop living by the book and get some adventure into my life….it was time to stop waiting for things to happen and go out there and get them done…..time to stop playing safe and start living on the edge…..wow….writing it makes it sound even more like a perfect decision….actually this stuff is like the Indian cricket team….looks so good on paper but doesn't materialize….not that I've given up…...cause you know what….I'm done waiting….I'm tired of not being noticed….of being thought just as the friend……I can't live my whole life just waiting for Arnav to realize one day that "We got something special"…..it's time I gave up on these false fantasies that I paint in my head and stop trying so hard to impress….it's time I let go and let others try and impress me because babes…there are loads of fish in the water who like this little sting ray…..eww….i cant believe I actually wrote that….never mind….but I'm sure you do get my point don't you…..

Day 2

The party….!! Well I went to this parlor Arnav once told me about and told them that I wanted this really cool sophisticated Sari look….like heroine types….and they didn't understand….then one guy was like…"You wanna look the Bomb….??"….and I'm like ya kinda…..but well he did it and even being modest here I was looking hot…..I never knew I could look that way….Arnav was so totally gonna be stumped….not that I did it for him because I totally am going to move over him….seriously…I didn't think about him once while getting dressed…..okay well maybe I thought once….maybe more….but definitely not the whole time okay……and then well at the party….I met NK….cute guy…he was full on flirting with me…and I flirted back…..I loved him…..like a brother….seriously…..he was just trying so hard and I wondered if I looked that way around Arnav….I mean that was so stupid…..no wonder he didn't think of me beyond a friend…..well but anyway who cares what he thinks right….I am moving on…..the party went briiliantly….Arnav I think liked my dress but he didn't talk to me the entire evening….but on the brighter side, he didn't talk to any girl, he just sat at the bar and sipped his drinks the entire time…..and he called me BABE….I'm not thinking there is anything there….no…no I'm not trying to second guess any feelings he might have had when saying the word….

DAY 3

Well….no Arnav today…..why did I write that first….it was so totally not the most important things of the day…..well I met with the production house ppl….the meeting went great….they have real high expectations from the book…..though I guess they say that to every new writer on the block…..well a pretty normal day….no calls from him either….not that I was waiting for one…..

DAY 4

Sightings of Arnav Singh Raizada- Nil….Nada….

Literary meetings- 5

Hours of boredom- 8

Day 5

Sightings of Arnav Singh Raizada- Zero….Zilch….where is this guy anyway….he wasn't at home when I went….his home I mean……!!

Promotions meetings- 3

Headache pills- 2

DAY 6 (today)

I officially declare that Arnav Singh Raizada has disappeared off the face of the earth….He's not answering my calls….he's never at home….I don't know….I had such a nervous day today….and he should've been here for me…..I dunno what's happened to him…..You know writing this makes me sad….it looks like he's avoiding me….shit….I knew I shouldn't have written in the diary…now I'm upset and nervous...….shit….hey um….that's the doorbell…wonder who's here at one in the morning but guess I'll have to go….so um bye for now….toodles….ciao…..!!

Khushi went to the door and opened it to see Arnav standing there…..

"Hey Khushi…."

"Arnav….hi….have you seen the time….??"

"Do you really want to have this conversation at your door???"

Khushi smiled…."Come on in…."

Arnav walked in and stood by the couch….."So Khushi….it's the day tomorrow huh….you nervous….??"

"As hell Arnav….where have you been….i almost had a nervous-breakdown twice and I couldn't even reach you….."

Arnav sighed….he had planned to stay away from Khushi for sometime to calm his stupid brain up after having spent a sleepless night after the party….looks like his plan had backfired and he's hurt her in the process….

"Shit….I'm really sorry candy….I was just so engrossed into work and I saw your calls late…so I knew a telephone apology wouldn't be in order and I came instead….."

"Well…..so apologize…."

"I just did…."

"Is that your idea of an apology…."

"Of course…."

"Aren't you missing a word here…"

"Nope…."

"Forget it….pathetic excuse of an apology excepted….."

"Hey…um….I've got something else too….to make it up to you….."

"What….??"

He handed her an envelope…."Check it out…."

"What are they??"

"Press invitations to your book release…."

"But I've already checked them five days ago…."

"Not the last minute addition….oh just open it Khushi…."

Khushi opened the envelope and pulled out a black card……

You are kindly welcome to the launch of a new novel

"Cricket as girls see it"

"Oh….My….God….I can't believe this….you got Mahi coming to my book launch….Shit…..Arnav I can't thank you enough…..He is just my favourite…..I love you……" she said as she hugged him tight…….

Arnav smiled as she hugged him….but today this friendly hug didn't seem just friendly…..it felt warm….it felt good….he wrapped his arms around her waist trying to hold on to this weird feeling….his face nestled in her hair….gosh her strawberry shampoo smelled so good…."I love you too Khushi…."

Khushi pulled away and looked at him with a raised Eyebrow….."Really….??"

"Of course….you're the best best friend ever….and I couldn't survive without you…."

Later that early morning, Arnav paced in his bedroom….thinking….What was happening to him….he was acting totally crazy….First he'd on some stupid hunch gotten his manager to call Dhoni….well actually that wasn't weird because she was his friend and he could do this for her…..but the bad part was, that he liked Khushi's embrace and he smelled her shampoo….he had smelled Khushi Kumari Guapta's shampoo and thought it smelled nice…..what was he thinking….actually the question was why wasn't he thinking….why did his brain go on a holiday everytime she was less then five inches away……gosh this was harder than running the biggest fashion house in India!!!!!

Superb update.

avani,

Awesome update
Yah..it was crazy
I liked khushi's dairy entry I also write my dairy somewhat like that and most of day's forget to write :-D
Continue soon
Oh..Khushi is trying to move on but ends up thinking about Arnav
And arnav's feeling are changing
Lovely..

AWW !! Loved Thz Chap To Bitz :)
Adored Khushi's Writingz In Her Diary :*
Arnav Got Crazy Ovr Khushi's Strawberry Shampoo .. ROFL=D
Waiting Fr MSD Nd My Hottie Virat's Arrival In The Nxt Update :*

lovely update, Arnav is really trying hard to visualize her only as a friend, waiting for the day he will totally go mad and start showing his feelings