FF : I Feel Nothing. Updated Part 40 - Page 8

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Part 5

Shyam. There he stood. The scum of the earth. My grip tightened on Khushi's hand. I let Khushi Go on ahead to the kitchen and turned to face this vile person. Shyam looked at me, still not knowing that i had heard everything and was FULLY aware of the situation, and said, "hmmm, you can act that you love Khushi all you want, but I know that she loves me. And YOU know that I love her." he smiled and turned to walk away. This was enough. I reached out and grabbed his neck from behind. Holding on to his neck and a fistful of hair i walked up close behind him and said, "This..." pulling Shyam's collar tighter making him cough and splutter, "is just the start."

I let go and he turned to me with wide eyes. I smiled knowingly with narrowed eyes...turned and walked to find the one for whom my heart keeps beating.

Khushi and I sat together and ate. She remained quiet. I tried to start numerous conversations but nothing would work. Soon Anjali , Nani, Mami, and Payal walked in. They were first shocked that i was spending time with Khushi when all that they had seen for months was my disgust toward her. They then greeted me and continued on into the Lounge.

No more of this. I stood up and yelled, "all of you. Back in here! Now!"

They all ran in looking worried. I walked over to Khushi who was also looking at me wondering what the hell was going on. I took her hand, she stood up and i turned to my family. "Khushi is my wife. I love her. I made a huge mistake. I forced her to marry me. And now I will take the blame. You will treat Khushi with respect as she has done nothing but care for and love all of you."

Anjali, in total shock said, "Chote, what you did hurt me so..."

Arnav in fury interrupted and said, "hurt YOU!? I was doing what i thought would PROTECT you! And all the while not knowing the FULL situation! Di, do you even know what i'm talking about!? Did you know that..."

"Arnavji!"

He stopped immediately.

Khushi had spoken up. "Arnavji, what we did was impetuous and rushed. We didn't take our families feelings into consideration. So i understand why the families have avoided me. I would like to ask you all to forgive me and let me make things up to you."

Arnav stood in shock. WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH HER! SHE is asking forgiveness! No. "Khushi, YOU have nothing to be sorry for!"

"excuse me, would you all just excuse Arnavji and myself for just a second." Khushi said quickly

The family watched her take Arnav's hand and lead him out of the room. They were all so confused. So unsure of everything that had started happening in their lives...

"what do you think you're doing?" Khushi asked calmly.

"Khushi, I have had enough of people disrespecting you. I can't live seeing you treated this way."

"Anjaliji is pregnant. She doesn't need you yelling at her right now. She needs her loving caring brother who always looks out for her." Khushi said softly.

"she has me. But you have more of me. I am here for you now." he took her hand and put it on his heart, "Khushi, i have never felt so much agony in my life...i want to take back every, EVERY thing i EVER did to hurt you...i want to be your husband. I want to love you. I want ... "

"enough." Khushi said, "you have me. i'm here. I have been faithful, i have been honest, i have been good to you. This is what a wife does. This is all i am."

"you are my LIFE Khushi! I will show you every day till i die just how much i love you!"... Just then he heard an evil laugh coming from behind him...he turned to see Shyam.

Arnav stood protectively in front of Khushi..."you will leave here. NOW..." Arnav said in a deep terrifying voice.

Shyam just glared at Arnav and then looked toward Khushi..."you will NOT even look at her!" screamed Arnav as he took Khushi's hand and walked away with her. But this time Shyam followed and said, "Khushi, this man doesn't love you! I love you! And i swear, that very soon, i will be taking you away from here."

Arnav stopped in his tracks.

Khushi felt Arnav stop and his grip on her hand tighten. She knew suddenly that he had lost it.

Arnav sharply turned to face Shyam. "WHAT. DID. YOU SAY.?"

Shyam smiled. "you heard what i said. And you won't be able to do anything to stop me."

Arnav could feel Khushi gripping his hand...he looked Shyam in the eye and said, "You will never hurt her again. You will never put your disgusting hands on her again."

"well someone should..." Said Shyam laughing.

That was is. Arnav took a massive swing and hit Shyam HARD. Shyam his the ground and looked up in shock. Arnav had held back for so many weeks because of his Di. But not anymore. Shyam can NOT get away with this anymore! He jumped on Shyam and with animalistic fury began hitting and hitting. Khushi knew that Arnav wouldn't stop till Shyam was dead and shouted, "Arnavji! Please stop! Please! Don't do this now! He's not worth it!" and she put her hand on his shoulder...they both instantly remembered when he saved her and beat up the other guy...Shyam was unconcious and Arnav stood up and took Khushi in his arms and said, "HE isn't worth it...but YOU are. And if i have to fight everyone to make that clear, then i will..." he turned back to look at shyam just as he was waking up. He grabbed Shyam by the collar and said, "get cleaned up. You look like Sh*t."

Khushi took his hand and took him to their room. She saw his knuckles bleeding and went to get the first aid box. She walked back to the bed and knelt beside Arnav. As she bandaged his hand she spoke, "what is the matter with you! Your Di is going to wonder how Shyam and you got hurt! How are you going to explain this? How will this help her!?"

Arnav gently moved her hair away from her cheek and held her face, "my Di is stronger than we all think. She has the whole family to help her. But you..." his voice started breaking, "i have neglected you to the point where you don't even care about yourself...so i am going to care for you with such passion and fervor that you won't know what happend to you. You will feel the impact of my love for you. .."

Khushi looked at her husband. For months now she only saw hatred on his face. Only saw his disgust for her. Now looking into his eyes she saw it. Truth. . .yes she saw love, yes she saw concern, yes she saw guilt, yes she sawsadness...but for a long time now, she had lost all sense of what was TRUE and what wasn't. She kept looking at him and saw that he meant business. Saw that everything he was saying was true. That he would make it happen. She suddenly felt something stir inside...not love, not hope, not fear...she suddenly didn't feel alone anymore.

Arnav could see Khushi thinking. He could see her brow wrinkle up as though she was really processing what he had just said...and he prayed..."let her see. Let her know. If not by mind, by heart! Let her heart know that she isn't alone..."

Part 6 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2793582/ff-i-feel-nothing-updated-part-40?pn=17

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