Aziyat...Sujal&Kashish FF...Last Part...10/06 - Page 44

4 weeks had gone by since Sujal and Kashish were married...things weren't any different to how they were for before.,Sujal and Kashish were husband and wife for the world...yet only they knew that there relationship was no more than just for namesake...it was a typical morning...Sujal was getting ready for office...as he stood infront of the mirror...doing up his tie...he had an important meeting with some foreign delegates today...so was getting ready a little earlier than usual...Kashish walked into his room as the door was half opened...and walked upto him with a file...he saw her through the mirror and turned around to look at her...

Sujal: goodmorning..

Kashish: good morning Sujal..woh main yeh file tumhe..

Sujal: aaj ki presentation ki file ready hogayi?

Kashish: haa ho gayi hai ..i mean last minute change..to please jaane se pehle ek bar dekh lena ki ..is everything ok?...

Sujal: ok...thanks...laao main bag me rakh leta hoon...tumne kiya hai to thik hi hoga aur waisi bhi main apne tarike se presentation karta hoon...i dont like reading it from the file...

He takes the file from her...and picks up his briefcase...placing it on the bed...

Kashish: Sujal tumhari shirt...piche..puri wrinkle hai...pehenne se pehle dekhi nahi thi...muje kaha hota main iron kar deti...

He turns back towards her as he closes the briefcase...and walks upto the mirror...he saw that it was all creased from the back...

Sujal: its ok...waise bhi...kaun itna dhyan dega...main focus to presentation hai na to..dont worry its ok..

Kashish: but its unprofessional...its ok ..main dusri deti hoon...tum change kar lo...abhi bhi waqt hai...aise achcha nahi lagta...kisi ko lagega ki main tumhara khayal nahi rakhti...

Sujal: no its ok Kashish koi kya sochta hai usse hume kya lena...yeh theek hi hai...rehne do muje nahi change karni...i am almost ready...

He straightens his tie...whilst she looks at him..she walks to the closet taking out another shirt as she walks upto him holding it...he just looked at her and then walked away taking out his coat...as he wore it on top...

Sujal: dekha kaha tha na...koi zaroorat nahin...kabhi kabhi kuch cheezain agar chuppi rahen to acha hota hai...muje dair horahi hai...bye...

Kashish: hmm...bye..

He walks to the bed taking his briefcase and heads out without looking back...

Kashish: sahi kaha...kuch baatoin ko chupaye rakhna hi achcha hota hai..khaas karke baat meri ho rahi ho to...isi liye to kabhi apne jasbat tumhe nahi batati...isi liye to sabkuch apne dil tak simit rakhti hoon...lekin phir bhi kya karoon tumhare bigar ki soch ko main bardasht nahi kar sakti...I ...I still love you..I love you sujal...

Tears started falling from her eyes as she tightened her hold onto his shirt...letting out her pain..she fell to the ground as she cried...holding his shirt in her arms whilst hugging it close to her heart...her tears falling onto his shirt...

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3 weeks had gone by...Sujal and Kashish were working together..to gain new contracts...Kashish was doing well in looking after the business with Sujal...she was taking over Maahi's role really well...one Sunday evening...Kashish was sat in the lounge...working on some files...whilst Sujal was sat on the sofa across watching business news...when Daima walks inside the room..she sees them busy doing their own things...there was no communication whatsoever...she settles down beside Kashish...

Daima: Sujal beta...

Sujal: hmm..boliye..

Daima: tum dono ki shaadi ko sirf do mahine horahe hain...aur tum dono aise hoke najaane kitne saal beet gaye tum dono ki shaadi ko..thoda bahar ghumo saath me..office ke alawa tum dono kahin nahin jaate..to main soch rahi thi ke aaj tum Kashish ko dinner pe le jaao..

Sujal: Daima...aaj nahi phir kabhi...

Kashish looks at Sujal who was busy in news...

Kashish: haa Daima...aur muje bhi bahot kaam hai...kal subaah clients aanewale hai..aur abhi muje yeh contracts ke papers bhi ready karne hai...

Daima looks at them both and sighs...

Daima: kaam ke alawa to tum dono ko kuch aata nahin hai...aur Kashish beta...tum mujse kuch chupa to nahin rahi?...Sujal ke saath tum khush ho na?..kya woh tumhara khayal rakhta hai?...sab theek haina tum dono k beech

Kashish closed the file and came close to Daima while taking her hand in hers.

Kashish: aapko aisa kyun lag raha hai ki sab thik nahi...kya aapko aisa lagta hai ki hum saath me khush nahi...

Daima: nahin bas tum dono na kabhi saath waqt guzarte ho...na hi kaam ke alawa koi baat...na hi kahin bahar jaate ho saath me..bas office se ghar..aur ghar se office

Kashish: sabhi log yahi to karte hai..hum bhi wahi karte hai..to iska yeh matlab thodi na banta hai ki hum dono ki beech halat kuch thik nahi...daima aap kham kha pareshan ho rahi hai...

Daima: tum sach kehrahi ho na Kashish...kya tum Sujal ke saath khush ho?

Kashish: haa main bahot khush hoon...muje koi pareshani nahi...kyunki woh muje pura support karta hai..aur aap bhul rahe hai ki hum dost hai to hum kyun ek dusre ka khayal nahi rakhenge ...aur haa main janti hoon ki aap kya soch rahe hai ...aap yahi soch rahe hai na ki hum ek kamre me nahi rehte lekin kya ek kamre me rehne se rishte ban jate hai..nahi Daima...rishte aapsi samaj se bante hai jo humme hai..aur hum wake me jaise bhi chal raha hai usse khush hai...hume nahi lagta ki hume isme koi bhi badlav karna chahiye...

Sujal looks towards her...surprised with her words...and then looks back at the tv...yet her words still going through his mind...Daima smiles at her...and lovingly kisses her forehead...

Daima: jiti raho beta...aur humesha khush raho...tum dono khush ho to muje aur kya chahiye..main bas abhi aayi...dinner banake..hmmm..

She gets up and leaves with a smile...Kashish lowers her gaze and gets back to work...when Sujal looks at her turning towards her...

Sujal: tumne...Daima se jhoot kyun kaha

Kashish: sach batake kya milta muje..

Sujal: jhoot bolkar bhi tumhe kya milla?

Kashish: kamse kam Daima to khush huyi is baat ko leke..

Sujal just looks at her as she looked back at him..she stood up gathering her things and left from there..going into her room..Sujal's gaze followed her as she left for her room and then he lowered his gaze again..lost in thoughts..her words running through him...he brushed of any thoughts and turned the volume up a little..getting back to his news

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Days were passing by quick..yet everything was still the same in the lives of Sujal and Kashish..one night Sujal was in his room working on a file..when he tried to find the details of a project..he sighed realising that he left the paper on his desk..but then realised Kashish knew more information about it so he decided to go ask her..he got up and walked upto her room..he knocks on the door of her room and opens it as he she told him to come in..when she looks up and sees Sujal in the room..Sujal looked around the room..the whole room was in a mess..papers scattered all over the bed..whilst Kashish was opening drawers..

Sujal: kya hua?

Kashish: kuch nahi woh...ek paper file me se gayab hai...pichle 2 ghanto se dhundh rahi hoon..

Sujal: main madat kardun..dhoondne me kyunki woh tumhe nahi milega?

Kashish: haa...kyun nahi...waise bhi uska milna mere liye bahot zaroori hai...

Kashish turns back looking through the drawers again..and then moves to the bed..searching it through the papers..whilst Sujal just watched her for a moment..he then moved forward and bent down..he gently lifted the covers up a little..to see one sheet of paper under the bed..he stared at it for a moment and then reached out for it..standing up...

Sujal: kahin yeh waala to nahin?

Kashish: yeh...yaho to hai...lekin tumhe itni jaldi kaise...kahi tumne to nahi chupaya...

Sujal: main tumhara paper kaise chupaunga..main to yahan pe tha hi nahin..

Kashish: haa woh bhi sahi hai...lekin tumhe kaise pata chala ki woh wahi..

Sujal: kyunki tum...tum bilkul Maahi jaisi ho..uske papers bhi humesha bed ke hi neeche milte the aur woh thi ki pure kamre me dekha karti thi...tum dono ek hi tarah ho...

He passes her the paper as he stares at her for a moment..she was silently staring back at him..whilst he lowered his gaze and left from there closing the door behind him..

Kashish looks down at the paper in her hand...

Kashish: Maahi...kyun kabhi kabhi talkif hoti hai yeh soch ke ki Maahi tumhari pehli patni thi aur main ...main to shayad patni hi nahi...lekin Sujal agar main Maahi ki tarah hi hoon to kya main tumhare dil me zara sa bhi apne liye jagah nahi bana sakti...thoda bhi nahi...tum kabhi Maahi ko bhul ke aage nahi badh sakte kyunki...kyunki yeh muje pata hai ki apne pyaar ko bhulna kitna muskil hai...pata nahi kaise zindagi niklegi tumhari...mera ..mera to kya hai...aaj yaha to kal pata nahi kaha...lekin main aaj bhi tumse itna hi pyaar karti hoon..

She held the paper in her hand as she stared at it..settling down on the edge of the bed..lost in thoughts..she closed her eyes..thinking about her life as she settled back on the bed..and then sighed gently..getting back to work..trying to concentrate..yet her thoughts were running around Sujal's words

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3 weeks later..Sujal was sat in the meeting room..he was in the middle of his meeting when his personal mobile began to ring..he looked at his colleagues and then excused himself to answer the call..it was from the new house..he spoke to them on the phone as they told him they were trying to locate Kashish but couldn't get hold of her..and that it was important..Sujal told them that he would get her to call them back..after speaking to them..he was curious as to where she could have gone...he dialled Daima at home..waiting for her to answer

Daima: hello...

Sujal: daima..main Sujal bol raha hoon..Kashish ghar pe hai kya?

Kashish: nahi ...woh to office tumhare saath to gayi thi...

Sujal: nahin main meeting ke liye aaya tha to socha pehle aapse check karlun..koi baat nahin main office phone karta hoon..shayad wahin hogi..theek hai Daima..aapse shaam ko milta hoon..

Daima: hmm thik hai...woh ghar aayegi to bata dungi..

Sujal: ji daima..rakhta hoon..

Sujal cuts the call and then wonders where she could be..so he calls the office and waits for them to answer..when the secretary answers.

Sujal: hello..Mary..can you put me through to Kashish please?

Mary: Good Afternoon Sir...I am sorry but Mam has left from office 30 minutes back..is there any messages for her?

Sujal; did she say where she is going?

Mary: I am afraid but no she didnt.

Sujal: okay Mary..thanks anyway..and if she comes back..please tell her to give me a call straight away

Mary: yes sir..

Sujal: ok bye..

Sujal cuts the call..thinking of where she could have gone..he was becoming slightly worried now..not being able to locate her anywhere..no one seemed to know where she was..he was about to call Abhinav but decided against it..knowing he would get worried..so he decided to go himself..and check..he walked back into the meeting room and told them he had to go and it was urgent so left from there..he drove off toward's Abhinav's house..as he was getting worried..hoping that she would be there..when suddenly he stopped the car..seeing a figure on the beach..he got out of the car and saw Kashish sat there on the beach..holding onto Mr India...he sighed in relief and closed his eyes for a moemnt..running his fingers through his hair..as he walked up towards her..he watches her lost in deep thoughts..as she silenty sat holding onto him..watching the shores...he settled down on the other side as he looked ahead in her direction..

Sujal; to tum yahan baithi ho..tumhe pata hai Kashish...Maahi ko jab bhi tumhari yaad aati thi to woh bhi humesha yahan pe muje milti thi isi tarah Mr.India ke saath..woh bhi humesha muje dara deti thi..apna phone na uthake nahi kisi ko batati thi ki kaha ja rahi hai..jaise ke aaj tumne kiya..tum jaanthi ho main kitna pareshaan hogaya tha..tum shayad nahin jaanthi ke main tumse..aur Maahi se kitna pyar karta hoon...muje apne pyar ki..aur apni sabse achi dost ki humesha zarooratpadegi..tum dono ke binna meri zindagi adhuri hai..

Kashish: sujal agar aisa hai to phir aaj kisi ek ke jane ki waje se hum sab adhure hai..

Sujal: jaanta hoon...par hum chah ke bhi kuch nahin karsakte..mera pyar to kabhi muje nahin milsakta..par main apni dost ko nahin khona chahta..agar tum bhi..tum bhi kahin chali gayi..to main toot jaaunga..aur tab koi bhi muje sambhaal nahin payega

Kashish: aur tumhe kisne kaha ki main chali jaungi tumhe chod ke...waise bhi mera tumhare alawa kaun hai..

Sujal: to please..dubara aise bin bataye..mat jaana..tum jaanthi nahin ke main kitna pareshan hogaya tha..Maahi bhi aise hi karti thi...

Kashish: Maahi...haa Maahi ki tarah to main hoon...sahi kaha na..

Sujal: hmm..sahi kaha..muje tum me..Maahi ki parchai nazar aati hai...tabhi to main kissi bhi keemat pe ab tumhe nahin kho sakta..

Kashish: kabhi bhi nahi...vaada karo muje chod ke kahi nahi jaoge..

He just looks at her and then lowers his gaze..gently stroking Mr India's back..

Sujal: main tumse vaada karta hoon..ke main apni dost ko kabhi bhi chod ke nahin jaunga..kyunki muje tumhari zaroorat hai

Kashish: aur muje tumhari...kyunki khoya to hum dono hai..apne pyar ko...sirf tumhara is duniya me nahi aur mera samne hoke bhi apna nahi..

Sujal looks up at her confused with her words..Sujal: kya matlab..main kuch samja nahin..

Kashish: kuch bhi to nahi...chalo ghar chalte hai..Daima ko tumne pareshan karke rakha hoga..

Sujal: haan..shayad wo mere phone ke baad pareshaan hogayi hongi..ab seedhe ghar hi chalte hain...chalo..

He stood up as she moved back too getting up..wiping the sand off her saree she walked back to the car with Sujal..she settled inside with Sujal as he drove off towards their home...

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Another month had gone by in the lives of Sujal and Kashish..things were now slightly better..and they would talk a little more often compared to before..everything was settling down slowly..one evening Kashish was in the lounge having some coffee and working on a file when her phone rang..she answered it..

Kashish: hello..

Sia; hi Kashish. ...sia here

Kashish; Sia..tum..kaisi ho?..aaj itne din baad yaad kiya tumne muje..

Sia: main bilkul thik hoon tu bata tu kaisi hai...Sujal kaisa hai...and most important...tum dono saath me kaise ho..

Kashish: main bhi theek hoon..Sujal bhi theek hai..aur hum dono bhi saath me theek hain..tum batao..Rohan kaisa hai..usse to main bohat naraaz hoon..woh to muje mahinay me ek baar call karta hai..usse boldena ke main usse bohat naraaz hoon..itna waqt nahin hai uske paas ke woh muje aik phone karde

Sia: woh aaj kal mera khayal rehne thoda jyada busy hai...ghar ka kaam bhi woh karta hai to ...

Kashish: kyaa..Rohan..aur ghar ka kaam..tum mazaak kar rahi ho na..woh to apna kaam nahin karsakta..aur tum ghar ki baat kar rahi ho

Sia; woh Kashish...woh isi liye...I am Pragnant...2 months..

Kashish: kyaaa!!!...Sia...kyaaa kaha tumne...tum pregnant ho..woh bhi 2 months!

Sia: haa...woh doctor ne kaha tha ki ek mahine ke bad sabko batana...kyunki pehle pehle kuch bhi ho sakta hai isi liye phir bhi sabse pehle tuje bata rahi hoon..

Kashish: acha hua ke sabse pehle muje bataya..warna mean bohat naraaz hojaathi tumse..khair jo bhi ho..congratulations..i am really happy for you and Rohan ...Sia..bhagwan tum dono ko humesha khush rakhe..

Sia; thank you so much...ab sun maine tuje yeh batane ke liye phone kiya ki do hafte bad Rohan ek party de raha hai aur tu Sujal ke saath nahi aayi to mujse bura koi nahi hoga...

Kashish: theek hai..hum dono zaroor aayenge..Sujal office se lautega to main usse baat karke tumse confirm karlungi theek hai

Sia; bhulna mat...aaj se do hafte bad first saturday night..

Kashish: theek hai Sia..main aaj hi Sujal se baat karlungi..abhi main rakhti hoon..tumhe baad me call karungi..apna khayal rakhna..bye..aur haan congratulations once again..

As Kashish was talking to Sia..Daima walked inside the lounge..

Daima: kaun tha beta?..kisko mubarak baat de rahi thi tum?

Kashish: daima..main aapko bata nahi sakti ki main kitni khush hoon...Sia pragnant hai...woh maa bannewali hai...

Daima: kyaa..sach me..Sia maa banne waali hai..yeh to bohat hi khushi ki baat hai

Kashish: i know diama...aur isi khushi me woh party de rahi hai jisme muje Sujal ko leke jana hai...

Daima: yeh to bohat achi baat hai..tum dono ko zaroor jaana chahiye..unki khushi me shaamil hone..yeh party humare ghar me kab naseeb hogi?

Kashish: jis party ki aap talash kar rahe hai woh kabhi mumkin hi nahi Daima...

Daima: kyun mumkin nahin hai...tum dono pati patni ho..aisa mumkin kyun nahin..

Kashish: kyunki aaj bhi main sirf uski dost hoon...aap chodiye na jo mumkin hi nahi uske bare me...Daima aaj to aapko kuch meetha banana hoga mere liye...aaj main bahot khush hoon...please Daima..

Daima: theek hai beta..aaj main tumhari pasand ki kheer zaroor banaungi..

When Sujal walks into the lounge catching the last sentence..

Sujal: kya baat hai..aaj kheer kis khushi me ban rahi hai..aap dono aaj kaafi khush lag rahe ho..kuch hua kya?

Kashish: haa...aaj Sia ka phone aaya tha...She is pragnant...main bata nahi sakti Sujal ki aaj main kitni khush hoon...I am so happy for them...isi liye Daima ko kaha Kheer banane ko...

Sujal: kyaa..Sia pregnant hai...that is great newa..yeh to waakay me bohat badi khush khabri hai..i am also very happy for them..aur tab to kuch meetha definetly banna chahiye aaj ke din

Daima: wahi to...waise Kashish tu kuch bhul nahi rahi...tuje Sujal ko batana hai na ki do hafte bad tumhe aur Sujal ko India Jana hai...

Kashish: main bhi na...pata nahi yeh khabar sunke kya ho gaya...waise Sujal hume aaj se second jo weekend aayega usme India jana hai...Rohan aur Sia ki party ke liye..

Sujal: theek hai..hum zaroor jaayenge unki khushi me shaamil hone ke liye..infact main abhi travel agent se baat karke dates fix karta hoon..taki saara kaam jaane se pehle hojaye..main thodi dair me aata hoon..

Sujal smiles and leaves from there..he seemed so happy and excited..this was the first time in months that they saw a smile on his face..

Daima: kitna khush lag raha haina Sujal

Kashish: wake me Daima...isko aise khush dekh ke meri jaan me jaan aa gayi...aisi ek muskharat ke liye main puri zindagi intzaar karna chahungi...kitna khush hai aaj woh..

Daima: kyunki Sujal ko bachon se bohat pyar hai..tum jaanthi ho..uska humesha se ek sapna tha..ke uska pariwar ho..woh chahta tha ke woh apne bachon ko dhair saari khushian de..aur khaas karke maa baap dono kya pyar..jo usse nahin milla woh apne bachon ko dena chahtha tha...ek baar uska yeh sapna poora hojaye..to muje yakeen hai ke woh apna ateet bhula kar aage badh payega

Kashish: ateeth ki waje se to woh aage nahi badh pa raha...Daima bache to durr ki baat hai woh muje chune se use dard hota hai...use lagta hai ki woh Maahi ke saath aur mere saath bewafai karega..

Daima: lekin beta..yeh galat nahin hai..tum dono pati patni ho..kabhi to usse apne ateet ko bhulana hi padega..woh zindagi bhar Maahi ki yaadon ke saath thodi na rehsakta hai..woh bohat akela hai Kashish..aur tum bhi utni hi akeli..tum dono ko ek doosre ka akelapan baantna hoga..tum apni taraf se uske kareeb jaane ki koshish karo..aur baaki bhagwan pe chod do

Kashish: Daima main pati ko dhundhne ke raste me apna dost nahi khona chahti..

Daima: tum apne dost ko kabhi bhi nahin kho dogi..kyunki main jaanthi hoon ke Sujal ko tumhari kitni zaroorat hai..woh bohat akela hai beta..aaj bhi tanhai me ji raha hai..shaadi shuda hone ke baad bhi..jab tak tum dono ke beech ki yeh deewar nahin girti..tab tak na Sujal khush reh payega aur na hi tum..tum dono apni saari zindagi do alag kamron me nahin guzaar sakte..tum dono ko ek doosre ko sahara banna hai..aur phir tum dono ko bhi to kabhi na kabhi sahare ki zaroorat padegi..

Kashish: sahi kaha aapne shayad main hi apne bare me jyada sochne lagi thi...mumbai se wapas aake main khud bad karungi aur agar kuch na hua to aap baat karna..

Daima: theek hai beta...jaise tumhe theek lagge..aur bilkul sahi faisla liya hai tumne..ab chalo main jaa kar kheer bana deti hoon..phir hum sab milke khana khaate hain..theek hai

Kashish: thik hai Daima...main bhi yeh khush khabri dad ko bata deti hoon..

Daima: haan beta..tum phone karlo unhe..main bas abhi aayi..

She smiles as she moves forward and kisses Kashish's forehead lovingly..and then leaves for the kitchen..Kashish settled down on the sofa..thinking about Daima's words..and then sighed coming out of her thoughts as she called Abhinav to share the good news with him...