#4 Kya Pyar Aisa Bhi Ho Sakta Hai?????(AR)note:149 - Page 17

Hey Ishu rab kare tenu v Armaan varga koi chheti mill jave.

ISHU HAPPY DIWALI FROM ANGEL'S MOM to Ishu ,my Rainbow gang nd all readers of this ff.

hi ankita.........

happy diwali............

sorry for the late comment.......was attending family function.......

very nice update.......

specially armaan hiding behind ridz.......

didnt understand ridz behaviour towards padma and naani..... im sure u must have thought abt it and will reveal it soon....

i had written something for the comp..... but still didnt complete it......

hope i completel it by today other wise on tuesday........

and ill pm u that..... coz its specially written for u......

thanks for the pm

and do continue soon.........

bye

"MaY tHe BeAmInG ligHtS & cRaCkInG fIrEwOrKs SpArKlE uP YoUr LiFe WiTh All ThE HaPpInEsS & pRoSpErItY"

WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A VERY WONDERFUL DEEPAWALI

PART- 146

(thoda sa senti hai part, thoda sa natkhat bhi hai baaki aap bataiyega😊)

AR reached at home, throughout the way their was pindrop silence in their car, armaan was trying to understand riddhima's emotion but decided that he'll not talk about this atleast today, he knew how will she speak out her heart, he knew something's buried in her heart else she'd never reacted like this, but for the time he just wants to comfort her, where as riddhima was trying hard to divert her mind with aarish lil antics, didn't wanna recall that hospital moment again….

Riddhima turned towards stairs..

A: kaha jaa rahi ho???

R: umm, wo mai uppar jaa rahi hun, aarish bhi thak gaya hai, aur mujhe bhi neend aa rahi hai…

A: khaanaaa???

R: mujhe bhuk nahi lag rahi… (armaan raised his brows, then took aarish from her)

A: beta apni mumma se puchna ki thodi daer pehle unki tummy mai jo chuhe boxing kar rahe the wo kaha gaye???

R: armaan please mujhe bhuk nahi lag rahi….

A: baby lagta hai aaj aapko bottle ka shubarambh kar hi dena chahiye, nahii, ab aapki mumma ko to aapki koi fikar nahi par papa ko to haina, papa ko pata hai baby ko bhuki lagi hai, to kya hua cerelac agar 6 months mai khaana shuru karte hai, hum 2 months mai hi start kar dete hai…(he looks at riddhima with one eye, seeing her confused he continued) challo hum cerelac banate hai, thodi si badhajmi hogi, vomiting bhi lag sakti hai, thoda sa heavy hota haina, kaha aap halki diet lete ho, kaha ek dum se itni heavy to problem to hogi na, par kuch nahi hota, something is better than nothing, ab mai aapko bhuka to dekh nahi..(he stopped when heard some loud steps towards dinning table, he smiled and moved towards table and settled next to riddhima..)

Riddhima was mumbling blackmail karna to koi tumse seekhe,agar ek din bina khaaye usee feed de dungi to mar nahi jaungi, par nahi… har waqt apni man maani karte ho, meri to koi fikar hi nahi hai…

A: (caressing aarish's hands) aapki fikar hai tabhi to black mail karte hai mumma… hainaa baby…(riddhima's serving food with slight anger) betu mumma ko samjhayo ki aap pyar waale baby ho, aapko gussa karna na sikhaye…

R: to maine usse kuch kaha hai..

A: hoooo mumma ko itna nahi pata ki agar wo gusse se khana khayengi to jo khaana hai
wo unke ubalte hue khoon, minerals,vitamins etc. etc mai mil jayega aur phir wohi ubalte hue minerals, proteins, vitamins etc etc aapke andar aa jayenge, phir aap bhi ubalna shuru ho jaoge, aur aapka chehra bhi aapki mumma ke chehre ki tarah laal ho jayega, phir aap love baby se angry baby mai change ho jaoge, shitttt… aap kitne ajeeb se lagoge, haina….(armaan looked at riddhima, who's giving him blank look…)

R: ye kaunsi biology hai armaan???

A: ye super cool urf super handsome baba armaan dev ji ki biology hai ballike…(he raised his hand in air, looking quiet funny, finally riddhima started laughing, armaan again made a funny face with eyes slightly tilted, actually looking joker to which riddhima lost her control and was laughing, armaan smiled and admired her laugh, then took piece of chapatti and asked her to open mouth, riddhima while laughing took that bite, while armaan was busy in making other bite for her, riddhima looked him and holds his hand and mumbled I love you armaan, armaan looked her, lot of emotions was playing in her eyes, armaan slightly squeezed her hand, them mumbled) luv you too…

(he wants to ask ye to bata do gussa aaya kyu tha, but thinking ab kal subah hi baat karienge iss baare mai….he starts eating, in between aarish started crying, both AR tried to console him but he didn't stop, atlast armaan got up and started taking rounds and asked riddhima to have her food, riddhima too got up with plate, feeding armaan and herself but he kept on crying, somehow they finished their food then ushed to their room, riddhima quickly changed her clothes,

then took aarish in her lap for his meal, when armaan came back after changing his clothes, he smiled very naughtily and stretched on bed on his stomach such that his chin's touching riddhima's knee, very near to aarish head, and took his little hands that's holding riddhima and started making circles on his palms, then kisses on aarish's head, aarish felt slight disturbed, little distracted too, slightly rubbed his palm against his head as felt little tickly on head, armaan kissed on his eyes, aarish rubbed his eyes, then he kissed on his cheeks, aarish made a cry face… riddhima smacked tightly on his arm

R: kya kar rahe ho armaan, kyu pareshan kar rahe ho isse???

A: aah haaa haaa, jab ye hume dinner karte waqt pareshan kar raha tha tab to isse kuch kaha nahi…

R: armaaannn…(she looked him with widened eyes)

A: isne mujhe dinner nahi karne diya tha to mai isse kaise karne de sakta hun, tit for tat hota hai… hainaaa ardhaan..(he again kisses on his cheeks, aarish slightly howled)

R: armaan agar aarish chid gaya na, phir saari raat baithkar sambhalte rehna isse, mai to nahi uthne waali…(armaan made a slight face, then got up, again bent down and kisses on his face, aarish atlast started crying again, riddhima shouted) armaaannnnn…(he mumbled sorry and again laughed naughtily, riddhima consoled aarish and he again got engrossed in having his meal, armaan again bends down, riddhima gave him don't you dare look

but he ignored her look and took his hands that's holding her nighty tightly… aarish again made bad face first, totally distracted….riddhima holds her head, where as armaan remained doing tickly in aarish's tummy and aarish too was chuckling,when armaan brings his face near him he holds his head and started sucking his forehead mumbling "aaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa",armaan giggled and again did little tickly and mumbled "meraaaa pyaaraaaa babyyyy" then looked up at riddhima who's giving him exhausted look…

A: now you can continue…(with a sweet smile)

R: nahii tum dono baap beta pehle apni nautankiyan puri kar lo, ache se khel lo, mera kya hai, mai to baad mai bhi continue kar lungi… tum dono ko shayad mauka na mile baad mai khelne ka hainaa…

A: baad mai to ye so jaata na, phir mai khelta kab…(placing aarish back in her lap she turned her back towards him) ohhh helloo mai yaha par hun…

R: pata hai..

A: to phir turn kyu hui???

R: tum dono ko jaanti hun, na tumne chedkhaani karni band karni thi aur na aarish ne masti band karni thi aur tum dono ke kaaran mai paagal ho jaati hun, khud to chaen karte nahi aur mujhe bhi nahi karne dete….(armaan this time remained quiet, after sometime riddhima handled aarish back to armaan, where as armaan was making him digest his meal, riddhima was taking out his clothes and was arranging his mat in middle of bed, then together they changed his clothes, and riddhima tucked him on bed whereas armaan covered him with baby sheet, then gave a quick kiss on riddhima's head and both extended on either side of aarish, with one of their hand crossed on aarish's tummy….)

Around 2o'clock riddhima wake up with aarish's movements, this's his usual time of getting up, riddhima settled herself comfortably and took him in his lap…

R: mela pyala sa baby uth gaya… (kissing on his head… aarish mumbled uuuuuuuuu) ssshhhh jayda shor mat karo, papa ki ninni disturb ho jayegi…

she changed his nappy, thn after his final dinner, she made him sleep and shifted his mat to next side of bed and herself stretched in middle, after confirming that aarish is sleeping well, she turned towards armaan and moved her arm around his waist and hides herself in his chest and closed her eyes, she always interchange her position in middle of night may be coz somewhere she doesn't want that even for a single moment armaan felt ignored or may be she herself wanna remained closed to him like ever and she knew armaan likes it adores it though he never said anything to her but his eyes, and his touch says everything,

riddhima moved more close to him when felt warmth of his arms around her, she slightly
kisses his chin and after kissing on chest goes into deep sleep… around 5:45 in morning armaan felt some kicks on his hand, first he ignored it, but when kicks was loud he opened his eyes coz feeling weird, according to him his arm was around riddhima then these kicks… he rubbed his eyes and found riddhima next to her, her back was facing him, he smiled and slightly caressed her hair and kisses on her cheeks, then searched for aarish but didn't find him, he quickly settled on bed and looked for him carefully, after a second he stopped where he's gazing at the sight in front of him…

aarish's almost hidden in riddhima,riddhima's arms was very protectively wrapped around him, don't know how but he'd entered in riddhima nighty and was lost in his own world, playing with her nighty actually trying to come out from her nighty so he's again and again using his legs and arms but the more he's trying the more he's messing, seeing him armaan kept on smiling, where as aarish was lil irritated when messed up fully, and started weeping in between, but then armaan was surprised when heard his chuckle, he turned his look from riddhima to aarish and saw his face's out from nightly, and he's looking at armaan… mumbling aaaaa aaaa aaaa….

Armaan bends down and took him out carefully from her nighty saying aaja mere kangaroo boy.. he's seriously looking like a kangaroo's baby at that moment…. Armaan mumbled " chotte hone ka bada faida hota hai, jab mann kare jaha marji ghus jao, waise ek baat batao aap andar ghusse kaise" then gazed at riddhima and found her front chain opened, he guessed aarish'd opened it with his legs armaan again looked at aarish "shaitan bacha, aapko nahi lagta aajkal aapke paer jayda chalne lag gaye hai" and soon he received one kick on his chest from aarish….

6-7's aarish playing time and so as armaan, after having his early breakfast aarish remained awake and kept on playing with armaan where as riddhima goes to sleep, this's their daily routine, one hour they played together and when they both fell asleep both didn't know..

alarm started ringing, riddhima switched off the alarm and stretched a bit and turned, her face's covered with a million dollar smile when saw the duo, armaan was sleeping and on his chest aarish's sleeping on his stomach, his little arms that's not enough even to wrap around his front chest but still his tiny arms was wrapped around him and was sleeping peacefully and so as armaan who's holding him very carefully from his neck so that it may not get twisted and from his back, riddhima kisses both of them and mumbled meri pyari si family, love both of you and then took aarish and stretched him on bed, then started with her daily routine…

after sometime she received call from ritu..

Ri: congratulations nanadji, kal armaan ko award mila hai, 20 lakhs donation, waooo huge amount… hope tum logo ne apne baare mai bhi socha ho…. (riddhima thought in heart acha hua armaan ne call attend nahi ki warna usse phir ajeeb lagta) waise armaan hai kaha???

R: dono so rahe hai, aarish bhi aur armaan bhi…

Ri: okk mai baad mai baat karti hun phone….(riddhima nodded and cut the call)

Reminding last day, trustee's words and armaan's uneasiness, she knew yesterday armaan's not comfortable even a bit coz of award, he's really feeling fake… during his last visit to lunavla he'd seen many people dying coz of hospital facilities and when he came back riddhima always found armaan lost and one day she asked him, finally he blurted out that he wants to save all of them, he doesn't want anyone to suffer out of costly treatment else whats the use of becoming doctors, everytime money is not important na, humanity also matters a lot… isn't it???

While placing his head in her lap he asked this…. Riddhima caressed his hair and nodded… he asked can't we do something for them??? Riddhima asked what actually he wants?? Armaan said "kya hum hospital ki saari facilities ka charge nahi le sakte, na trustees ko nuksaan hoga, naahi logo ko…" riddhima thought a bit it's really a difficult decision, at this stage when the 3rd one's arriving in family and for hospital's facilities lot of money's needed, she knew armaan wants that from the bottom of his heart else he won't get satisfaction and also knew if she gave a lil reason against his idea he'll drop that idea immediately…

she thought deeply and finally agreed thinking they'll manage with lil money, atleast their will be satisfaction in their hearts that they did something for someone.. armaan asked her pucka tumhe theek lag raha hai na, agar kahi bhi lage ki mai galat hun to mujhe bata do, hum kuch aur soch lenge, riddhima said iss se acha aur kuch nahi ho sakta armaan, ye the best idea hai, I'm with you… that time seeing the confidence in her words his happiness started falling from his eyes, he's feeling proud to have riddhima, he hugged her tightly and mumbled I love you riddhima…

Riddhima thought "Armaan kabhi nahi chahta tha ki donation ke baare mai kabhi bhi kissi ko pata challe, wo donation bina kissi selfishness ke aur sirf unn logo ko acha treatment mile jo afford nahi kar sakte isliye karna chahta tha, jaanta tha agar ye baat kissi ko pata challi to koi bhi support nahi karega unke decision ko, koi kahega ki ye sab dikhawa hai, sirf show-off hai, koi kahega khud ka bhi future soch rakha haina, koi kahega are bhai agar itna paisa hai to hume de dete, koi kahega ye trustees ki najro mai chadne ka naya tareeka hai aur pata nahi kaun kya kya kahega, hotton par tarreef hogi aur dil mai bahut saare ajeeb ajeeb se khayal,

kuch log taareef mai hi taunt karienge aur kuch taunt mai taareef, isliye armaan kabhi nahi chahta tha ki ye baat kissi ke saamne aaye, uska bas chalta to wo khud ko hi na pata lagne deta ki wo kya kar raha hai, dukh hota hai agar koi kissi ki selfless feelings ko fake feelings bole, phir unn "koi" mai kabhi kabhi apne dost bhi shaamil ho jaate hai chahe kuch pallon ke liye his sahi… she'd seen a lil hint of jealousy in rohit and niki's eyes from which armaan was trying to run away, trying to avoid their gaze and their coments coz he knew they'll consider him fake aur else they will say acha impression jama liya trustees par, it deeply hurts him,chahe wo jaanta tha ki ye normal si baat hai, aksar competition aa jaata hai ek saath

kaam karne waale doston mai par phir bhi wo iss sachayi se dur bhagna chahta tha, usse name-fame nahi chahiye bilkul bhi, and when trustees called him, he's deeply feeling fake that time as if they did everything's for fame only, that's why he's trying to hide in riddhima coz he knew very well that no one could understand him better than riddhima and no one could support him like riddhima, no one could make him assure with the words that I'm always with you…

riddhima came out of thoughts when heard little wail of aarish, she turned but till then he's relaxed as armaan in sleep was caressing him, aarish again goes to sleep holding his t-shirt, glued his little body against his chest, riddhima gave a flying kiss to both of them, and moved out of the room for making coffee…

kitchen

when riddhima was placing cup in tray, she felt hot breathes on her shoulder and a tight wrap around her, she slightly blushed and smiled then mumbled good mrng, armaan mumbled good mrng to u jaan, then took cup and both moved out, settled on swing with aarish's cot next to them, riddhima curled herself in his lap and rests her head on his collar bone, while caressing riddhima's hair…

A: do you want to share something???

R: haannn, (armaan looked her) coffee…wo maine ek hi cup coffee banayi thi hum dono ke liye…(armaan smiled and handled her mug)

A: aur kuchh?? (riddhima shaked her head) sureee????(riddhima trying hard to hide her expressions and tried to nod) okkk….. bas yaad rakhna agar mere rehte hue bhi tumhe koi cheez pareshan karegi to wo hamare pyar ki insult..(riddhima placed her hand on his lips)

R: wo mere liye mrs gupta hai armaan, wo meri maa nahi ho sakti…(armaan felt a bit relaxed that aleast she started saying)

A: riddhima aisi baatein nahi karte…

R: aur kaisi baatein karte hai armaan????

A: riddhima wo tumhari maa aur naani hai aur unse aise baat karna ye kaisa tareeka tha??

R: armaan maine apne papa aur apni bahen ke saath saath apni maa aur naani ko bhi kho diya tha jab hamari shaadi hui thi…

A: riddhima aisa kyu keh rahi ho jaan, wo dono to hamesha se hamare saath hai, kitna khush the wo log hamari shaadi par, tum ye ache se jaanti ho…

R: armaan unki wo khushi or guests ki tarah hamari shaadi hote hi complete ho gayi thi, kya bas shaadi tak ka saath dekar unki khushi puri ho jaani chahiye thi??? Jis maa ne pichle 5 saalon mai kabhi ye jaan ne ki koshish nahi ki, ki uski beti kis haalat mai hai wo hamare saath kaise ho sakti hai… kitne mod aaye hamari life mai, kabhi kuch acha hota tha to kabhi bura phir bhi unhone kabhi palat kar ye tak nahi pucha tum theek to ho na, ye kaisi mamta hai armaan??? Ye kaisa pyar??? Kaisa saath aur kaisi khushi???

mera accident hua tha armaan, kya wo mujhse ek baar bhi milne aaye, naa naani na maa.. kahin din aise bhi the armaan ki hum log khana nahi khaa paye the, ye baat jaante hue bhi wo log milne nahi aaye chahe wo kuch kar na paate par sir par haath to rakh sakte the na, 5 saal armaan bahut jayda hote hai, aur unme ek baar unhe phone karne ka mauka bhi nahi mila itni bhi kaha busy ho gayi thi, wo to chodo. unhone to naani ban ne ki bhi khushi nahi dikhayi…

Kitni khushi hoti hai maaon ko jab unhe pata chalta hai ki unke bache bhi ab mamta ki raah mai kadam rakhne waale hai, haajaron ballayein leti hai, har baat par tokti ki beta aise mat karna aise karna, tumhari aur bache ki sehat ke liye ye acha hai, ye acha nahi hai, par meri maa ka to pata hi nahi tha unn 9 mahino mai, unhone to ek baar aashiwaad tak nahi diya jab unhe iss news ke baare mai pata challa tha, ek baar aarish ko dekhne tak nahi aayi wo jabki wo jaante the ki kitni mushkil se hamara bacha duniya mai aaya hai…


(she dropped tears on his shoulders) kya maa aisi hoti hai armaan???? Kya unhe koi farak nahi padta iss se ki unka bacha kiss haalat mai hai…. Dukh hota hai ki unhone apni parwarish par jara sa bhi vishwas nahi kiya, papa aur di ne to alag kiya hi tha khud se par phir bhi lagta tha ki abhi naani aur maa hai par jaise jaise waqt nikla mujhe pata chala ki mai to sapne mai ghum thi, unhone to mujhe apne aap se bahut pehle hi alag kar diya tha, aarish ki duniya mai aane tak ki wait thi ki ab to pucka aayenge hi,

par wo intejar bhi khatam ho gaya tha ab mere dil mai unke liye kuch bhi nahi hai, naahi koi gila, naahi shikwa, naahi pyar, bas hamesha dukh rahega ki unhone apne diye hue sanskaron par vishwas nahi kiya, unhone mujhe galat saabit karne ke liye koi kasar nahi chodi, har mod par prove karna chaha ki hamara pyar galat hai, har mod par hamare pyar ko offend kiya…. Bolo mai kaise unhe apna keh sakti hun armaan???? jab mujhe unke aashirwaad ki, unke support ki unke vishwas ki jarurat thi tab wo mere saath kabhi nahi the to ab bhi kyu???? Mai tumhare saath bahut khush hun armaan aur ab kisi aur ki jagah nahi hai dil mai, kissi ki bhi nahi…(armaan caressed her back, she hugged him tightly) wo meri ma nahi ho sakti… maa itni kathor nahi hoti, haina….

A: riddhima tum jaanti ho na ki wo dr. shashank ki wajah se nahi baat karte tumse, unka aashirwaad to har pal tumhare saath tha na phir aisi baatein kyu????

R: armaan ye sirf kehne ki baat hai, jab unke against jaakar wo hume shaadi ke liye aashirwaad de sakte the, bahut badi baat thi, unke against jaakar shaadi attend kar sakte hai to kya apni beti se baat nahi kar sakti thi aur jab wo jaanti thi ki sabse jayda mujhe unki jarurat hogi, armaan tumhe pata hai pregnancy bilkul aasan stage nahi hoti, kitne sawaal hote hai dil mai, sab kuch alag hota hai uss waqt kissi bade ke support ki bahut jarurat hoti hai, specially agar first baby ho, kuch bhi to nahi pata hota, kab kya karna hai, kya nahi, par phir bhi meri maa ne ek baar bhi ye nahi kaha ki mai hun na riddhu tere saath kyu darr rahi hai..

sab kuch bhul jaungi armaan par ye kaise bhulu, maa ke hote hue bhi mujhe aisa lagta tha ki mai orphan hun, bolo iss se jayda kya ho sakta hai armaan.. har patient ke saath unki maa hoti thi, ritu, niki, prachi inn sabke saath inki mumma thi, kitni dur dur se aate the just apne beti ya bahu ki sehat ke liye par meri maa, meri naani jo local rehte hai, jinhe 15 min bhi nahi lagenge hamare ghar tak aane mai, ek baar ek baar bhi milne nahi aayi, ek baar apne naati ka chehra dekhne hi aa jaate, kitne laad karti hai naani maa apne naati ke, apna bachpan jeeti hai unme par meri maa ne to ek baar aane ka bhi kasht nahi kiya…..

A: riddhimaaa..

R: armaan please mujhe sab kuch bhul kar normal karne ke liye mat kehna, wo nahi ho payega mujhse, itna fake nahi ban na aata mujhe…

A: aur agar wo khud tumhari taraf kadam uthaye tab?? Tab bhi kya muh mod legi unse?? (he waited for her answer)

R: haan armaan…

A: riddhima tum kaise

R: (cutting him) shyad tumhare liye unse normal baat karna bahut aasan hoga armaan, shayad tumhe ye baat jayda badi na bhi lagi ho par armaan unhone mujhe janam diya hai, unki beti thi mai, 22 years unke pass rahi hun tabhi shayad mai inn 5 saalon ko itni aasani se nahi bhul sakti, jab har function par, har festival par, har dukh mai har such mai kahi na kahin dil mai unka intejar karti thi mai par unhone to aise muh moda jaise jaanti hi na ho, koi kasoor na hokar bhi itni badi saja di jaise duniya ka sabse bada gunaah maine kiya ho.....

(she looked him.. armaan's still looking her with lost eyes) tumhe armaan nahi samajh aayega, shayad tumhe abhi bhi lag raha hoga ki mai over react kar rahi hun, par jab jab wo mere saamne aayengi mera reaction aisa hi rahega, kabhi unki aankhon mai mere liye mamta najar aayi to mujhe wo fake lagegi, mujhe pata hai ki mai ajeeb baatein kar rahi hun par mai insaan hun jisse dukh hota hai jab uske apne uss se muh mod lete hai, khaskar jisne janam diya ho usse, bhagwan nahi ban sakti sab kuch bhulkar normal behaviour rakhkar…..

A: wo to tumhe koi keh bhi nahi raha riddhima, hamesha wohi karna chahiye jiske liye dil tumhe allow kare, fake bankar hum auro ki najron mai to shayad uppar ho jayenge but kabhi khud se najrein nahi mila payenge, khud ko hi nahi pehchan payenge….(riddhima felt quiet relaxed with his words, atleast he won't ask her to behave normal with them) par itni sab baatein dil mai hote hue bhi tumne kabhi mujhse kuch kaha kyu nahi, ek baar bhi nahi bataya ki tum apni maa ko itna miss karti thi, kabhi dikhaya bhi nahi??? Kyu riddhimaa??? (both break apart when heard sudden knock on door, both didn't like this interruption but still….Armaan opened door) dayi maa aap… aaiye…

D.M: munna(aarish) jaag raha hai??? Uski maalish kar dun mai???(armaan looked at riddhima)

R: haan dayi maaji, aarish jaag raha hai, aap chaliye mai oil aur mat laati hun…(she moved upwards where as armaan took aarish in his arms and kisses him, then moved towards his room, soon riddhima came down and as soon as entered in she saw armaan very carefully taking out baby's clothes and consoling him as he's crying, then)

A: daayi maa aaram se massage kijiyega… kahi lag na jaaye… (dayi maa took aarish and started his massage, he's crying very loud when she twisted his legs and hands) dayi maa aaram se…

D.M: beta ye to karna padega nahi to iski haddiyan kamjor hi reh jayegi… (armaan nodded but clearing aarish eyes from which tears started coming out, then calling him baby.. bas mera baby ho gaya, sirf 5 minutes aur… trying hard to console him…. Riddhima remained standing on door looking at the duo thinking acha hua maa aapne mera aakhiri intejar bhi khatam kar diya, agar aap aarish ke janam ke baad usse dekhne aati to mai phir se dorahe par aa jaati ki aapko meri parwah hai ya nahi, par aapne naa aakar bata diya ki aap meri kitni parwah karte ho,

bahut acha hua jo aap nahi aayi, agar aati to kabhi clearly jaan na paati ki armaan mere liye kya hai, kitni incomplete hun unke bina, na jaan paati ki wo mere liye kya aur hamare baby ke liye kya kuch kar sakte hai, na jaan paati ki wo kitne samajhdaaar hai itne ki shayad words mai define na kar paun… armaan tumne pucha tha na ki tumse ye baatein kyu nahi kahi, wo isliye kyunki kabhi iski jarurat nahi mehsoos hui, wo isliye kyunki jis pal bhi maine apni family ko miss kiya uss pal tumhe saath khada paaya wo bhi itne saare pyar ke saath ki uske aage kissi ka bhi pyar aur koi bhi baat important nahi ho sakti thi..

tumse jayda supportive aur caring person maine aaj tak nahi dekha, maine kitne patients dekhe hai, aise pairs bhi dekhe hai jo access mai caring hote hai ek dusre ke liye, unhe dekh kar aisa lagta hai jaise inse jayda aur koi caring couple nahi ho sakta, par armaan…. (she smiled on his name) armaan tum different ho…. Bahut bahut alag ho… tum ek aise insaan hai jo caring hone ke saath saath bahut samajhdaar ho, tumhare aage to mai kuch bhi nahi hun…

I respect you thoroughly from my heart, pooja karti hun tumhari…. Ek hi insaan ne mujhe bilkul complete kar diya, har relation sirf tum se shuru hota hai aur tum par khatam, kabhi ek maa ki tarah tokte ho, kabhi ek pita ki tarah sahara dete ho, kabhi ek bhai ki tarah raksha karte ho, kabhi ek bahen ki tarah chidate ho, kabhi ek dost ki tarah mere dil ki har baat ko samajhkar mujhe samjhate ho to kabhi ek lover ki tarah mujhe behad pyar karte ho, mujhe ye realize karwate hai ki mai kitni important hun tumhare liye, to kabhi husband ki tarah chotti chotti baton par khatti meethi takraar karte ho aur kabhi ek chotte se bache ki tarah ajeeb se par cute se questions puchte hai,

ye mere armaan hai jiski mai dilojaan se respect karti hun, poojti hun tumhe, apna bhagwaan manti hun, aur pyar karti hun tumse, meri ruh ho tum, meri saasein ho, mere jeene ki wajah ho…ab tum khud hi batao ki tumhare saath hote hue mai kaise kissi aur ko yaad kar sakti hun, ye sach hai ki kahi na kahi mai apni maa ki wait karti thi par ye bhi sach hai ki jab bhi unka intejjar kiya to tumhe apne paas paaya wo bhi duni mamta ke saath…..

she reminded last 2 months, armaan waking up in middle of night, making her sit comfortably, sometimes massaging her back when she complained for back ache, her meals with proper proteins, her medicines, her exercise har cheez ka khayal rakha, tumhare bina to mai kuch kar hi naa paati, na khud ko sambhal paati naa aarish ko, she's surprised when on 12th day found dayi maa standing on door, riddhima said "maaf kijiyega maine aapko pehchana nahi" to which

dayi maa said " mujhe armaan ne bulaya hai apni jacha aur bacha ke liye" riddhima looked at armaan questionably to which he said " tum dono ko full body massage ki jarurat hai, dono ko strong ban na hai na… delivery ke baad ye massage lete hai 40 days ke liye taaki tumhe koi pain na ho aur tumhare internal organs phir se apni regular functioning start kar dein…" riddhima didn't utter a single word just kept on looking him with surprise, armaan kept on asking dayi maa "aur kya karte hai, aur kya precautions lete hai" and he does everything which she tells him….

And what to say about his concern for aarish…everytime whenever he does a little movement armaan gets alert, everytime whenever riddhima gets up with aarish he too gets up though in starting was slightly hesitating when she feeds him but one day….

R: aarish tumhe dekh raha hai armaan… (she looked at armaan who's looking elsewhere, armaan didn't reacted much, and riddhima knew why's he behaving like that) armaannn… (finally he looked her and asked what??? ) aarish tumhe bula raha haii…

A: (kissing on his lil palms) tum isse feed dedo, bhuk lagi hogi, hum baad mai khelte hai..(he tried to get up when riddhima pulled him back)

R: armaan tum saath saath kyu nahi khel lete…. (armaan looked her with very slight hestation may be asking are you comfortable coz usse lagta tha riddhima comfortable nahi hogi, aur agar comfortable na hui to unn dono ki health suffer karegi…. Riddhima placed her hand on his face) I'm surely very fine armaan and comfortable too, tumhare pass rehkar uncomfortable kaise ho sakti hun…tum yehi raho mere pass aarish ke pass hum dono ko bahut acha lagega aur tum hamesha se chahte the na ki baby tumhe ache se pehchane,

to jab bhi ye feed liya kare tum iss se baatein kiya karo aur eye contact rakha karo, dekhna wo tumhe bahut jalddi pehchan ne lagega, aur bhi close aa jayoge tum dono… (armaan first looked at riddhima then aarish and for the first time he played with him while he's busy in having his meal and surprisingly he felt something very different during that moment and from then jo slight si mis-conception thi dono ke beech mai uncomfortability ko lekar wo bhi gir gayi aur tab se armaan ko itni ched khaani karne ki aadat pad gayi ki usse mana bhi karte reh jao tab bhi nahi manta aur aarish ko naya game mil gaya tha, ab wo apna meal 20 minutes ki jagah 1 hour mai complete karta tha, armaan ke saath hi khelta rehta tha aur riddhima wo dono ke beech mai latki reh jaati but no need to say usse bahut maja aata tha…

And slowly slowly armaan learned to change his nappy when one day she's taking bath and aarish started crying loudly coz feeling wet, armaan knew that riddhima will take more than half hour in bathing, and he can't see their baby crying, so after making his heart strong he goes near him, first again dropped idea thinking riddhima aakar khud kar legi, but when saw 2 fat tears in his eyes he forgot everything and quickly opened his nappy,

first mumbled cheeeee yaakkkk isne to poty kari hui hai, and again turned to go but again stopped by his tears, he took water and cotton finally for the first time he cleaned him and after putting proper powder and applying cream, he started making him wear his nappy, now again finding difficult coz he didn't knew how to cover his back with nappy, soon he heard light giggle, he turned and found riddhima standing with towel…

A: hass kyu rahi ho????

R: tum gande nahi hue nappy change karke??? Ab to tumhe bhi nahana padega..(teased him, armaan shrugged his shoulders, then riddhima took nappy from him) lao mai change kar deti hun….

A: nahi mai kar dunga….

R: armaan tumse nahi hoga…

A: aise kaise nahi hoga, mai kar lunga….

R: (shaked her head) okk tum kar lo aur mai isse pakadti hun… (riddhima slightly raised his legs) challo ab rakho nappy….

A: aise nahi isse goddi mai uthao phir mai pehnata hun…(riddhima hold aarish from his chest such that aarish's in standing position but his legs was in air… both AR was not able to see each others face, in between aarish was there..) thoda aur uppar karo tabhi to daalunga nappy…(riddhima raised him more) thoda aur..

R: ohh ho armaan aur kitna uppar karna hai, uska balance bigad jayega…

A: bas thoda aur….

R: ek nappy daalne mai itne chonchle..(she stopped when heard)

A:ridddhimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. (she almost got scared, brought aarish back such that she can see his face, he's looking quiet shocked..)

R: kya hua armaan????? (seeing his face.. but he didn't mumbled anything) aur ye tumhara face gila kaise ho gaya abhi tak to sukha thaa???? (then realizing something) don't tell me….

A: kuch batane lyke choda hai tumhare bete ne….

R: shittt he did susu on your facee…. Very bad baby.. (looking at aarish and then started laughing loudly, almost fell on bed, where as armaan kept on giving bechara look, ab kar bhi kya sakte the, jo hona tha wo to ho gaya tha, after that armaan rushed in washroom don't know how many times he'd washed his face and riddhima just kept on giggling throughout the day... that's the most funny incident for riddhima, everytime she reminded armaan's expressions she burst out with laughing and the most worst incident with armaan,

from then he learned how to change nappy without raising him a bit.... he learned how to be patient while handling baby... and from then only both AR together do all the work of baby, if one's making him bath then second will hold him, one's applying oil on his body and second will give him a light massage everything's handled by both of them, never ever armaan thinks before doing any work that this's the duty of riddhima then why should he bother for that work and never ever he demanded riddhima to give him extra time nor he complained her ever that she's changed a lot, for this riddhima always find herself devoted thoroughly towards him,

and always wonders itna understanding koi kaise ho sakta hai, she always try her level best to make him feel special... in this way both remained so closed to each other like ever....

To be continued…..

Precap: same as before with little AR moments

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