Originally posted by: alanta
Not even in the state of memory loss, she would be able to think of a marriage with someone else even when someone might had forced her, she would find the inner strength to protest and run away.
Chandra might have already planned, how to treat her so called 'husband' , once found him, but alas! there is none..
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'I fell in love with your soul and not your exterior beauty, hence I cannot be hallucinated seeing your face ', said he..
It was always her warrior skills, braveness and confidence that attracted him towards her, even at the sight of their first fight (when he was there in MK's disguise) and it was the goodness in her, that made him fall for her, and slowly made him a dedicated, passionate lover towards her.
It was not her exterior beauty that he fell for, not that she is not beautiful, but her face, during those initial days, only reminded him of her pita maharaj (Nand) and his cruelty towards Chandra's parents. Him falling for her, was a subtle process even without his knowledge, that it is difficult to mark a solid line and part the time period as before and after. It was a gradual process of realisation, to say when their soul really got connected, that the souls later get bounded to be inseparable.
' Well, not bad! ', was the at most compliment came from him for her about how she looked in the ' jhula nritya ' costume even during those days of his heart and mind struggle for her. Again it was not because she was not beautiful, but he was not among those lads, princes, kings who fall head over heels for once exterior beauty as said by Vishkanya once, for he is not a King, but a die hard lover who loves his lover beyond every limits. But he was always sure, even at the time of their enmity, that if ever he realises there is a heart for him, it will be she (Nandini) who resides in it.
Later her beauty outshined even more in the light of his love, and those words of, once hatred turned to description of her beauty by himself, no matter how beautiful and attractive a queen she is, it was her inner soul for which he has fallen, that made him realise that he too has a heart that just beats for her, even today.
He made her place her head over his heart, though she is void of memory, she could sense his heart with its every beat, calling her name, and she wanted to stay there forever hearing her name, because in her subconscious she is still his Nandini, a name her conscious has forgotten of being her. A sudden moment of realisation struck her, when he took off his arms that had surrounded her , and she moved away with a jolt. She has now started realising her past, not through her mind, but through her soul, by the language of his heart. It is just a matter of distance from her subconscious to conscious and she will be Maharani Nandini again, his Nandini.
They are once again falling in love, even more harder, even more deeper and the realisation is still continuing, each time finding its new heights and new depths..