Meghan Markle wanted to suicide during first pregnancy: Oprah Winfrey interview

The Duchess of Sussex, Meghan Markle, has made some shocking revelations in her all tell interview with Oprah Winfrey. She opened up about the negative publicity from the British media, wedding with Prince Harry and the Royal Family.

In a shocking revelation, Meghan says that she wanted to suicide during her first pregnancy and that she did not want to live any more. The former Suits actress has a son Charlie with the Prince Harry of Britain. 

"I... just didn't want to be alive anymore. And that was a very clear and real and frightening constant thought," Meghan told Winfrey.

She also shared that she had asked officials at Buckingham Palace for medical help but was told it would damage the institution.

“They said, ‘My heart goes out to you because I see how bad it is. But there’s nothing we can do to protect you because you’re not a paid employee.’” 

Meghan also recalls the occasion when she attended the event at the Royal Albert hall with husband Harry. “He said don’t go, and I said I can’t be left alone,” she said.

She said that after posing and smiling for the pictures, she would weep when the lights went down at the event and Harry would hold her hand to get her through it.

“I had no idea what to do. I was terrified, I was not prepared for that, I went to a dark place as well,” said Harry.

In the same interview, Meghan also opened up about facing racism and concerns from the Royal family members about how dark the skin of their son Archie would be.