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Prerana was roaming in her room in restlessness, after what Anurag did to get her back in his life, detached her from him... She became neutral towards him in her feelings. or she loves him anymore... but the man who is her husband has become something vitality in her existence.
She knows she needs to sort this out as soon as possible without her family, Basus or Mr Bajaj's influence so the feelings that are arising in her can be sorted out and she knows who can help her there were only people in her life who helped her and was with her along who were unknown to her family and world. She called them immediately.
"Hello, can I meet you today at our regular place please?" Prerana questioned.
"...."
"Thank you, I will be there by 3:00 if I'm late for few minutes then do not panic," Prerana said and hung up.
After that Prerana came out of the room moving towards the kitchen to cook lunch as Kuki will be back from school in an hour or so and but her way was intercepted by Anurag.
"What do you want Anurag?" She questioned.
"Prerana, Bajaj is lying, he is responsible for my accident and he himself confessed that to me yesterday night, you don't know what type of person he is and once you come to know, you will never look back at him," Anurag said which annoyed her.
"Anurag, I don't want to talk to you anymore and what my husband is I know, I don't need a certificate from you, " Prerana said and walked past him.
After making Kuki sleep for the afternoon nap, Prerana moved out informing Maasi about her departure to go and meet her friend and took a taxi to the place where the cafe is present in a cool area surrounded by trees and greenery.
When Prerana entered and scanned the cafe, she found the person she was looking for, immediately Prerana moved the person and hugged tightly.
"How are you Priyu?" The Lady asked.
"I'm fine Sanjana Di, How are you and Jiju?" Prerana asked.
"He is fine too and now tell me what is bothering you so much, and what made you so busy that you didn't even contact us for the last four months?" Sanjana asked.
"Di, I want a suggestion from you and Jiju, and I'm married now, to the world I know as Mrs Rishab Bajaj," Prerana said.
"We know that Priyu, now tells me everything and I will try my best to give you an opinion," Sanjana said.
"Di, I married Mr Bajaj in a deal as the exchange of freedom for Anurag from my side and as a mother to his- our daughter Kuki from his side after that-" Prerana explained everything from the time Anurag and her confession to the minute where Anurag said about Bajaj today morning.
"Priyu lets talk about everything in step by step okay?" Sanjana asked.
"Okay, Di," Prerana said.
"Okay, first tell me what do you feel about Anurag at present," Sanjana questioned.
"Di, The Anurag I loved is no more him, for him now I'm a toy or a thing that he needs to win from Mr Bajaj, more than that I don't feel comfortable to be with him alone, I still care for him and Basus but I don't think loving him anymore can be done by me I mean I feel the love I feel for him is faded or changed as mere memory, also now when I see him I just feel disappointment and guilt because I'm the reason for his changed persona somewhere because my betrayal led him to this path," Prerana said.
"Prerana, I know you feel guilty because you betrayed but there is no need for that because at that time in order to protect him you married Mr Bajaj, but he is not a child that he can see he is pining at married women, Prerana let me tell you the truth that I and your Jiju always wanted to make you realize-" Sanjana said which made Prerana look at her in confusion.
"What do you mean by it Di?" Prerana asked.
"Prerana, when you started loving Anurag, I and your Jiju feared that your love may get reciprocated but you will never get his respect or trust as he was always Mamma's boy, he will never go against his family, but when you called told me that he married you we were very happy, I'm not telling he is bad person Priyu but he is independent to have his own views and his love is self-consuming filled with love, destruction and sacrifices and we feared you will be consumed in it but now I and your jiju are happy that you are far from that type of love, Now what do you feel about Mr Bajaj?" Sanjana said.
"I never thought my life will take this type of turn Di when Mr Bajaj proposed me this deal, I was disgusted with his audacity, immediately hating him, when after marriage we went to Switzerland I told him to not touch me as I hate him and feel disgusted about his touch, but when I came to know for what he married me, I didn't know what to feel but when first time Kuki accepted me as her mother, I felt a new sense of freedom, strength and comfort cocooned in warmth inside, as time passed I respected him as businessman, as son and mostly as a father but I feel guilty that I didn't trust him as a wife and always cared and was concerned more about Anurag now, but now I don't know what are my feelings towards anymore," Prerana confessed making Sanjana smile.
"Priyu, just think there was never a deal between you and Bajaj and due to some other consequences you married him then what would have you done also what do you feel when you are with him?" Sanjana asked.
"Di, then maybe I would have given a chance to this marriage by knowing him as a person, as a husband but I think I never gave a thought about this as I was always consumed by the guilt of betraying Anurag, the loved I had him consumed me so much that I couldn't see anything else other than Kuki, and coming what are the feelings I harbour for Mr Bajaj, Di to be frank I feel safe, warmth, loyalty, respect and freedom because of him, he respects my choices, he gives me freedom to form my own opinion, he is loyal to tee, he keeps me as his top priority along with our daughter, but I don't know what I should anymore," Prerana said.
"Priyu any relationship should be based with love, respect, trust and care and concern, and your relationship with Mr Bajaj is only lacking in love and as time passes maybe you both may fall in love Priyu because no one said that a person or his/ her heart cannot love again, give him a chance, he deserves it," Sanjana said and Prerana was going to answer when her phone rang.
"Hello, Mr Bajaj," Prerana said.
"Hello Mrs Bajaj, where are you, it is already dinner time and you are still not back, Kuki is asking for you, are you alright? Where are you I will come and pick you up?" Rishab fired questions.
"I'm fine Mrs Bajaj, my meeting with my friend took longer than I anticipated, I will be back in 40 mins and no I will come back there is no need for you to pick me up, I will be alright," Prerana said.
"Okay take care and come back soon and if you feel any threats call me immediately, See you soon," Rishab said and hung up.
"You are right Di, He deserves a chance and I'm ready to move on from past, I know the love I have for Anurag will take time to fade but I can say that he will no longer be part of my present and future," Prerana declared with a smile.
"I'm happy to hear that Priyu, now you should leave as Kuki will be waiting for you along with him," Sanjana said.
"Bye Di, See you soon and thank you for being there for me all this time, and I want you and Jiju to meet my family," Prerana said.
"Of course will be meeting them soon, but for now you need to go, Bye," Sanjana said hugging her.
That second Prerana took a step towards her new life with a smile on her lips and hope in her eyes to start everything fresh with her husband Rishab.
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